r/5MeODMT

I did not receieve even a fraction of the experience everyone else seems to have had. I was so overstimulated I didn't sleep for 5 days until I finally caved and took sleeping pills. My rumination has increased, I'm even more unable to make decisions, my bitterness and desire to isolate has tripled.

I normally love journaling but haven't been able to from overwhelm. I am surrounded by plenty of woods, but walking in them just makes me feel a deep despair. It's been two weeks and old grudges are resurfacing daily. I just want to let all of them go and move the fuck on but my body is determined to choke me out with every single slight it has ever perceived. Everyone I try and talk to about it just ends up pissing me off more somehow.

Why didn't I get even a fraction of the relief and knowing everyone else seems to get? Why am I so broken that even this sacred medicine made me worse?

And I'm not unfamiliar with psychedelics, I've done plenty of mushrooms over the last few years and been able to integrate profound and long lasting changes to my life.

Did anyone else have massively delayed shifts or insights? This is so distressing to have paid so much for a little kickstart but feel even more broken rather than empowered.

I learned recently that a mushroom trip shortly after a bufo experience is great for closing the loop. This also provided amazing nervous system healing and reset.

I'm wondering.. has anybody experiment with NN-DMT after bufo and have you also tried the mushroom approach?

Interested in hearing others experiences because the mushrooms after bufo really cleared a lot of crap out for me in a big way.

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Not sure what these clear solid formations are in my 5meo cartridge (it came like that), but i wanted to know, once my juice finishes - is it possible to turn these into more juice
Preferred process would use normal household materials, I'm not a chemist nor do i have access to a laboratory.
If anyone can help point me in the right direction i would be greatlky appriciated. TIA!

What do you all think ?

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Uploaded my video of my 5MeODMT experience in Mexico.

Hi all. Just wanted to share my first experience with 5meo and hear some of you veterans take on it.

Intro: my journey into psychedelics started 8 years ago after I had a ‘psychedelic/emotional’ reaction to a pain treatment (botox) trying to relief chronic pain that I have been dealing with for 20 years. This experience showed me a deeper connection between the pain that I experience in my daily life and its connection to my rather unsafe childhood. Properly a sort of PTSD

I have experienced with various psychs since then, both with sharmans, sitters and my wife. I’ve have managed to reduce the pain quite a bit, but would still like it to improve. I’ve tried, aya, shrooms, lsd and mdma. And have felt that they have all done something good.

After reading about 5meo for
A couple of years i tried it out today, and was a bit surprised by the experience.

It came on really strong and in a matter of seconds I had no remembrance of my former self and was just ‘floating’. I smoked around 15 mg. It was intense, but not ‘blissful’ as I have heard many people describe it. I was shaking quite a bit and crying (my wife said). After 10 min i was thrown back in my body and started screaming and twisting around on the floor, with the realization that I had to go back into my body and all the pain that I experience in my daily life. I was a little surprised that it was rather easy for me to let go and ‘take off’, but coming back to my body was so tough and overwhelming.

I was surprised that it felt very much like ego death on other psychs and not special/non dual as I’ve heard so many people saying. To me it could just as well have been a high dose lsd trip with a very fast onset and erupt ending. I didn’t have any visuals, but I also rarely have visuals on other psychs.

Is this a ‘normal’ experience and do people here believe that I have more to gain by doing it more times?

Kind regards

I was listening to Martin Ball recently and he said that smoking is the only reliable way to break through because of how rapid the onset is. He says the slower onset of snorting or plugging allows the mind to interfere. I was hoping to hear from people's actual experience here, if this is true or not.

I finally have reasonable access to synthetic 5meo which was kind of a requirement for me( I feel weird stressing out some frog I don't know over a little body load) 1mg carts for 150 which is kind of a good deal maybe? I love n,n but am nervous about this other one and it's only cause n,n was such a learning curve I am a little bit worried about going through it again....what should I expect? What should I hope to learn? Is there any intrinsic value in crossing over from bark to tree? What's your preference?

A real question for those that have gone through an awakening experience and who also meditate. I had my experience 6 months ago and had never meditated before this. During my awakening I felt like I had died. No more thoughts and truly thought I had passed away...and then the ultimate moments of truths. I won't go into that but my question stems from this. That moment of death was shocking and extremely scary. Even though I saw what was on the other side and it's amazing...I can't get past the death feeling. When I get deep into a meditation session I get right to the same edge of death feeling and I stop the meditation right there as the same fears of dying come back. Has anyone else had these feelings and for those that push past this uncomfortable and scary part of the meditation...what's on the other side and how did you get past the loss of self/ego/death part? Thanks for any advice.

You're smoking it wrong. Thats it.

You are sucking the smoke through a straw, while you should be breathing the air around your pen or pipe. Youre welcome.