u/zekothewolf

As I said in my post a few days ago, ive had 12 seizures since December and in march after my 5th j applied for disability and was rejected. Ive been to the hospital 2 times since and am not allowed to drive for atp I dont know how long I think 6 months. I can sometimes feel an aura all day but others it just happens and I wake up some time later. I want to apply again because I dont know how well or consistently ill be able to work and its starting to worry me a lot.

I marched open class in 22 and 23, and even tho it wasnt long ago it feels like the fans of drum corps were more positive and happy. The only thing I see anywhere now is how everyone hates everything that everyone is doing all the time and they need to make sure everyone know it. Is there any real reason why or do people just like being miserable?

Since December 2nd of last year I have had a total of 11 or 12 seizures (there was a time I was found having one in the middle of the night and dont know it it was just 1 or 2 that happened cause I have them back to back) I am 21 and I have been to the hospital 4 times this year. I spent my 21st birthday in the ICU cause I had 3 really bad seizures back to back. The only thing ive been able to figure out since I started going to the hospital is that its not epilepsy. My last time in the hospital was aboit a week ago I spent 3 days there cause I had 2 more back to back. I just want to know whats wrong with me. Im scared.