Why is euthanasia bad karma for people with very low window of tolerance?
due to trauma, possible neurodivergence or whatever, i have a very low window of tolerance, crossing which i feel all tightened up and jittery all over my body, depressed non stop. i can't work for more than 2 hours which isn't enough to survive on.
if this is the limitation my body and mind has, after years of therapy, and the world has the requirement to work and hustle and everything around money, why does it not make sense for me to have self love but still choose to end my life rather than living in fight or flight constantly?
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thank you everybody for taking the time out to reply.
since many folks mentioned about a meditation practice, and mine has been off since around half a year, ill try to restart it and hopefully it would have helpful effects.