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He needs an excuse to go to the store. Another afternoon coming off a long high, he takes a few edibles at around 8:30pm. He’s running out, but he doesn’t mind. Pay day’s less than a week away, & he has the ingredients to make more at home. Well, everything except butter. He refused to use vegetable oil, per the instructions on the box, because he swore that the fat content in the rendered butter bonds better with the THC distillate .

So, at 9:15, he decides to walk to the store. It’ll be a thirty minute round trip, nearly fifteen minutes each way. He wants snacks anyways, despite the overwhelming options in this pantry. He has his sights set on a frozen delicacy. A supreme Tombstone Pizza.

Bluey slippers on each foot, & his Smoke-Shop, Delta-9 vape in his pocket, he makes his way out into the muggy, Virginia summer night. The mosquitoes buzz as they flock to his exposed skin, so he picks up his pace.

As he makes his way under the first light pole of the trip, he thinks he sees something. The lights of the neighborhood porches & the streetlamps illuminate his immediate surroundings, but between the trees & the edges of the fences, shadows held firm like curtains.

He takes his earbuds out. He only hears the few cars on the nearby highway. As he gets closer, he can make out the faint visage of a woman, hiding in the dark.

Just like that, there it is. The faint sound he could've sworn he heard. The sounds of buzzing & chirping, like the sounds of a machine, maybe a printer. As he passes her, maybe fifteen feet away, she watches him, & he realizes something that makes his skin prickle. The mechanical noises were coming from her, & even though he couldn’t clearly see her face moving from the dark, he knew the sounds were mimicry made by a human voice, repeating perfectly on a loop. He picks up his pace slightly more. He keeps his sights ahead after he passes her, trying not to attract her attention.

“Maybe I’m just higher than I think,” he mutters. He didn’t see her head rotate to watch him, just her eyes, but even then, his mind could’ve just been playing tricks on him. He goes through the light of the immediate next street lamp & looks back at her. He was now about twenty-five feet away. She was staying still, her position unflinching. He turns away & continues. Under the next streetlamp, he repeats, looking back again. Still, nothing. At least forty-five feet away by this point, he lets out the breath he hadn’t even realized he had been holding, & pops his earbud back in.

“Huh, weird.”

Sixty feet away, under the last umbrella of light on his street, he humors a last glance back, just before he bolts. She’s strolling briskly towards him, calculated & confident. She’s not even on the road, she’s cutting through dark driveways & lawns in a direct beeline. As she gets closer, he runs faster & faster. By now, he’s closer to the store than to his mobile home.

“Holy shit! I need to get somewhere with fucking cameras & lights," he thinks.

He rounds past the small, vacant Sheriff Deputy building, & under more streetlights. He was now out of the neighborhood, on the sidewalk right next to the sparse highway, no further than two closed establishments from his destination. He looks back, momentarily grateful to see she’s not visibly behind him anymore. He begins to slow slightly, his unfit joints & atrophied muscles shrieking in pain. The cramps nip his ankles & thighs, & his pace loses steam. That is, until he sees two individuals across the road to his left.

They keep his pace & watch him predatorily. He can’t make out their faces clearly, but he can see they’re wearing something on their heads. Something silvery that went down just above their mouths that exposed their eyes. Something was… off. Uncanny about their expressions. They looked so angry, & their faces were flush. Too flush.

To the contrary of his body, he speeds up again. Some predators try to surround their prey & block off the exits. He was going to take his chance before he lost it. With one last burst of energy, his feet smacked from pavement, to grass, & back onto pavement as he crossed the threshold into the parking lot of the open Family Dollar. Nearly tripping, he threw himself into the unlocked glass doors, & with a blinding light, he’s done it. He’s inside the store.

Relief blossoms in his stomach & warms his fingertips. He wipes his mouth & looks around. The small shop is nearly empty. His heartbeat flutters rapidly, & he desperately tries to regain his breath.

“Dude?”

He snaps his neck to face the person who spoke & took his earbud out. A small employee, donning a nametag that says, “Grenda,” looks at him like they’d been trying to get his attention for several seconds.

“Dude. You good?” Grenda asks, visibly concerned.

He looks back out the glass doors. No one in the parking lot, in the road, on the sidewalk. No normal people, no one with helmets. He turns & looks at Grenda again.

“Yeah, I think. Sorry.”

He picks up a basket & wearily begins traversing the store. The shelves are like a thin maze. He grits his teeth & pushes on. He grabs a few small snacks. Some Pork Rinds, a case of kool-ade & a jar of pickled jalapenos. But he has his sights set on the refrigerator section. A pizza & some butter. Looking both ways like he’s crossing the street first, he makes his way to the brightly lit, freezing cold aisle. As he does, he bumps into an older woman, another customer.

“Oop, sorry ma’am.”

She mouths something in response, but he can’t hear her over the sound of his reactivated earbuds.

He crouches down to look at the selection of frozen pizzas, & his earbud runs out of battery. As soon as it does, he hears that sound again. The person imitating a robot. In surprise, he falls back onto his ass & looks up. There it is, fully illuminated. She looked like she used to have a thick head of blond hair. She’s bright pink, like a lobster. Flush as if she’s been exerting a great amount of effort, but she doesn't breathe, her nostrils don’t even flair. She just stands there, wide enough to block the entire aisle, & built like a bulldog. Her lips are pulled up in a sneer, & her teeth look rotten, gritted together so hard that her jaw visibly strained from the effort. The part that made him want to cry was what it was wearing. She was wearing normal houseware, a tanktop & some basket-ball shorts. She looked like a normal person, juxtaposed against something horrendous on its head.

Covering the cranium down to the tip of the nose, was a filthy wrapping of duct-tape. It partially concealed all manner of exposed wires & blinking things, motherboards & copper shavings that reflected the light's glint. The only thing that was not covered were her eyes. They were bulged out of her noggin like overfilled water balloons, squeezed through a thin pipe. Blood leaked from the edges of their duct-tape sockets, & from under the border that covered her cheeks & the tops of her ears ran streams of blood across her blushed skin as well, dripping all the way under her chin. & down her neck. He was frozen for a moment from sheer panic. What was this?

As soon as he gathered his bearings enough, he scrambled up & backed away, trying to keep sudden movements to a minimum.

“Lady, lady!” He gasps, addressing the older customer who he’d bumped into earlier.

“What?!”

“What is that?”

She glances over, her eyes trained on the same spot as his, at the end of the aisle.

“What?”

“Look!”

“Look at what?”

He momentarily turns to assess the old woman. She looks dumbfounded.

“You don’t see her?” He breathes.

“See who, young man?” She gulps, frightened & a little flabbergasted.

He looks back at the thing, & it’s moved closer. Now merely five feet away, more details become noticeable. The antenna on top of its head. The two pulsing buttons on the side of its left temple. The way that even though the eyes were on the verge of bursting, they stayed locked on him.

He didn’t even bother taking the items with him. He just dropped everything & ran out the door. He tried to call 911, but his phone ran out of battery too. Once outside, he didn’t look back, but he did hear it start to catch up. He closed his eyes & pumped his legs, pushing harder than he ever had before. He wouldn’t look back.

When he was a kid, he heard the story about the man whose family got a pass out of Sodom & Gomorrah. The wife had looked back, & got turned to salt. As he heard the sound of the thing getting closer behind him, footsteps smacking the pavement at a constant, precise speed, he tried not to think of all the things that might happen to him if he dared.

He ran, & it kept a steady pace behind him. A couple of times, he got some good distance, others, the thing was almost close enough to brush him with its fingertips. At some points, he swore he heard other footsteps, like the pack of them were coming back to finish him off, but over the sound of his heartbeat, he couldn’t have been sure. The entire time, he heard that repeating sound. The whirring, puffing, beeping & buzzing. Its vocal chords were worn out, & they strained to continue droning, but on they did.

A round trip that wound up usually being thirty minutes was done in twenty-five this time. The wood of the porch thumped under his slides & he gripped the handle, twisting & yanking with all his might. The automatron sounded like it could've been just yards behind him. He slammed the metal door shut behind him & slumped to his knees, letting out a half sob, half wheeze. He whimpered & crawled to his blinds, shutting them too. The tears were welling up almost as hard as the stomach bile in his throat. He hadn’t run like that in so long, he almost felt like he’d pulled something in his calves. Everything burned. He sat down on his couch & tried to plug his phone in. That was the last thing he did before he realized someone was under his table.

That night, his neighbor reported seeing him run into his camper, & then a few minutes later, screaming. When the police arrived, all they found was the top of his skull, scalp still intact, & a puddle of bloody spinal fluid.

“What do you think, Detective?” A policeman asked as he placed yellow caution tape over the door of the trailer.

The detective picks up a brownie from the microwave & smells it.

“It’s these damn kids & their weed, it's always these damn kids & their weed…”

Thanks to everyone who checked out my story last night! The encouragement was great, so I finished editing this one I had in the making and figured I’d share it tonight. This one was really fun. I hope it translates well into written format, this was originally intended to be a short film. Hope y’all enjoy!

u/4THEB3TTERG00D — 1 day ago
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It started with a nightmare

All of this started with a dream. Well, I guess nightmare is a better word for it. I’m used to having nightmares, usually I'm able to wake myself out of them. Then shift my position in bed and go back to sleep like nothing ever happened. But this wasn’t like the other nightmares.

The day this began wasn’t different than any other day. It was Saturday and I had the day off. One of the perks of working in medicine, it allowed me to have my weekends. A friend I'd known for a couple years, Olivia, had moved into a new condo and invited me to come over to see it. At this time in my life I didn’t have much going on. Solely focusing on building my career and finishing my bachelors degree. No boyfriend, only a few friends. It was honestly one of the most peaceful times of my life. 

I took the 30 minute drive over to visit her. A pleasant drive, with perfect weather. The route to her house involved a lot of backroads, and I was simply enjoying life as I flew past crops and largely spaced out houses. The smell of summer filled my nose, and the wind whipped around me, tangling with the music blaring from the speakers. The plans were simple: hang out around her place and just relax. After the way my week had gone, I was more than ready for something lowkey. 

Before I knew it I reached her place. It took me a moment to find it. Creekridge is a large neighborhood full of a combination of condos and apartments. Not the best area, if I’m being honest. I managed to park as close to her place as I could and saw her lounging in a chair on her tiny porch. Though, porch might be a stretch, it was more of a cement slab acting as a large step up to her front door. With barely enough room for a couple chairs and a half dead plant. But who was I to judge though, I still lived at home at the time.

I watched her as I turned off the car and stepped out. She lowered her shades and let out a low whistle. “What’s a place like you doing in a girl like this?” She could barely finish the sentence without letting out a laugh. I rolled my eyes, walking up the sidewalk towards her.

She stood from her chair as I reached the step “It’s good to see you Livs.” We both wrapped our arms around each other, embracing in a tight hug. It had been a decent amount of time since we’d last hung out. Me being too busy with finals, and her obviously working on moving. 

She released and took a small step back. Giving me a brief once over. “I’m so glad you came! Derek’s just inside feeding the cat right now. Come on in!” Her over extended thumb points back at the door.

“You’re still with Derek?” I raised an eyebrow, she hadn’t talked about him in months. I had figured they’d broken up, again. This had been a common pattern with them. She would text me gushing about him for months, then suddenly she hates him and he’s the worst. This must have been one of the good patches.

She pauses with her hand on the door. “Oh, yeah, it’s a long story.” She waved it off dismissively and opened the door. I let out a sigh as I followed her inside. The humidity outside already making me sweat. The door closed behind me as I looked around. It was a decent sized condo. Enough space for a living room, dining room and kitchen. Towards the back was a set of stairs. I remembered her saying something about it being a two bedroom, one bath. Again, not a bad find for someone on her own. At that moment Derek walked into the room.

He noticed me and gave a quick wave. “Hey! It’s good to see ya Maddie!” In his arms was Olivia’s beloved orange cat, Mango. She squirmed in his arms, no doubt smelling the food he had set out for her.

I gave him a nod. “Hey, good to see ya too.” I looked around the space again. “You guys all moved in?” I tried to make small talk. Ignoring the uncomfortable energy that only appeared to be coming from me.

The rest of the time at the house isn't really important. Derek retreated upstairs to play video games at some point. Meanwhile, Olivia and I laid on the couch watching reruns of our favorite shows. Talking and laughing over the same dumb things we always talked about.

Before long the evening concluded and I was back home. I was exhausted from the extended social interaction and wasted no time crawling into bed. Within seconds I was passed out.

That’s when the nightmare started.

I was in some type of futuristic setting. Metal walls, no windows. It felt more like a prison. I spent time walking around, trying to get a feel of the space. It was furnished like an apartment, and I found myself feeling right at home. With me in the dream were a couple of my friends Jack, and Amy. It was almost like we had a different life. As if we’d been here forever. 

Things changed when I walked past the bathroom. The door was wide open, revealing a fairly standard full bath. But, when my eyes landed on the sink, I saw that the faucet was dripping. Jack happened to be next to me and I pointed it out to him. His face went white, body rigid. He quickly grabbed my wrist and pulled me away from the bathroom. 

“What the hell?” Was all I could get out. We reached Amy in the main area where everything seemed to connect together. Upon seeing us she grew confused. 

“What’s going on?” Amy asked, eyes flitting between the two of us.

“The faucet is dripping, she’s here.” Jack tells her. I felt a pang of fear rip through me as Amy’s eyes widened.

“Who’s here?” I asked, but neither of them answered the question.

Jack shoved me down by my shoulders until I was sitting. Amy sat in front of me and Jack in front of her. “Cover your eyes. Don’t look at her, and don’t make a sound, no matter what.” My hands flew to my face, my eyes closed tightly behind them. I didn’t know what was happening, but I followed the directions. Whatever was about to happen severely freaked those two out. 

Everything got silent. I couldn’t even hear the humming of electronics anymore. No one was talking. Until I heard a shuffling sound across the room. It came from the direction of the bathroom. Without warning I felt a presence to my left. As if someone was right beside me, staring at me. I resisted the urge to look, Jack's warning playing on repeat in my mind.

Cover your eyes. Don’t look at her. Don’t make a sound.

I felt something wet run over my cheek. I suppressed the whimper that built up in my throat. A shiver ripped through me as I felt the same wetness on my toes. 

The fear was enough to eject me from the dream. I bolted up in bed. My forearms supported my weight as my eyes darted around the room. Everything began to look dangerous as my eyes struggled to adjust to the dark. The nightmare was still fresh on my mind. My trembling hand came up to my left cheek. I felt a patch of wetness that ran across my skin. I looked at the end of my bed. My toes poking up under the comforter. Slowly, I wiggled my toes, a vile feeling of liquid reducing the friction between the appendages.

In that instant I threw the covers back and left my room. Deciding that the couch sounded like a much safer place for me.

I don’t remember falling back asleep. I don’t even really remember if I dreamt. What I do remember is her. Towering in height, and lanky. Black hair fell down to her waist, wet and tangled. She had on a long sleeve gray dress that fell down to her bare feet. Just as she turned to look over her shoulder at me, the dream ended.

By the time morning came around I’d already gotten over the nightmare. I figured I’d just been drooling on myself during the night, which explained the liquid on my cheek. I blamed my wet toes on overheating. I was having a nightmare, and I slept with a thick comforter. I was convinced I had been sweating.

I wish I hadn’t called Olivia to talk about the dream. But I needed someone to confirm my delusions. That it had been drool and sweat, nothing else. I explained the dream to her in great detail. Starting with the weird metal rooms, and the fact that something was there with us.

She was silent for a little bit after I finished. “Was she wearing a gray dress?” Her question caught me off guard.

“Yes?” I answered slowly, unsure where the conversation was heading.

“Long black hair?”

“Yeah.”

Really long fingers?” My heart started racing.

“Yes. Ho-How did you know that?” My voice grew shaky and it was hard to get my words out. I could feel my throat drying out, making it hard to swallow.

She laughed. “Oh that’s just Miriam!” The laughter pissed me off. I was scared for my life over here and she’s laughing?

“Who the fuck is Miriam?!” I yelled at her without meaning to. If Olivia had any idea what was going on I needed an explanation immediately.

She lets out a deep sigh. “To be honest, I don’t exactly know what she is, but she’s followed me around my whole life basically." Her tone remained calm, and I could hear her moving something around while she talks. 

“Okay, so why the hell am I seeing her?”

“I don’t know, no one else has ever told me they’ve seen her, other than Derek.”

“You talking ‘bout Miriam?” I could hear Derek’s voice in the background.

“Yeah! Maddie had a dream about her!” They both share a laugh. My blood started boiling. My panic mixing with rage.

“Ohhhh she lick your toes too? I hate when she does that.” I felt like ripping my hair out. What the hell are they even talking about? They were being entirely too calm about this whole thing.

I started pacing around my bedroom. “You’re telling me this, this thing latched on to me somehow?!” I was starting to sweat the more I moved around. Growing worried that my heart was going to burst out of my chest.

“Oh she’s harmless, I wouldn’t worry about it.” Olivia’s words did little to soothe me. 

“The worst she’s done is start moving things around, I wouldn’t be too worried.” Derek replied right after her, sounding much closer to the phone now. I hung up on them after that, I didn't want to hear anything else they had to say.

That was five years ago. Miriam never left, though Olivia insisted that she would. I stopped sleeping, opting for quick 2 hour naps whenever I wasn't at home. The lack of sleep caught up to me pretty quickly. I was falling asleep at work, I couldn't eat, school became less and less important. 

At some point scratches started appearing on various parts of my body. I started hearing the sound of wet shuffling throughout my house. My parents never seemed to notice anything, which did nothing but make me feel isolated. Eventually, there was the feeling of being watched. In the living room, while cooking dinner, but mostly, while trying to fall asleep. I felt like she would pop up at any moment and finally get me.

Recently the activity had stopped for the last couple of weeks. I started to let my guard down. Stopped trying to listen for her footsteps. And even fell asleep for longer than 2 hours for a few days.

I needed to write this down and warn someone. I don’t know what she is, I don't know why she’s here. She won’t leave me alone. Do Olivia and Derek still see her? Are there others like her? Someone please help me figure out what’s going on.

Because today, my bathroom faucet started leaking.

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u/agarner115 — 4 days ago

If You're in Hollywood, FL, Stay Away From Jack's lce Cream

I don’t know if this is the right place to post this, but anywhere else I tried either gets taken down or it's not getting enough attention. So I'm doing this here but I don’t really care anymore. I just want somebody else to know about it in case they’ve seen it too.

I live in Hollywood. Not the fancy part near the beach either. West side. Around the stretch between Sheridan and Stirling where everything kinda blends together into strip malls, laundromats, vape shops, empty storefronts, and old plazas with sun-faded signs nobody bothers replacing.

You know the type of places. The kind you drive past a thousand times and never remember. About three months ago, a new ice cream parlor opened up overnight in one of those dead little plazas off North 56th Avenue. The space used to be a tax office or something. Windows covered in brown paper for years. Then one morning it was just…there. Bright pastel colors. Pink neon. Clean as hell. Like Disney-clean. The sign said: JACK’S ICE CREAM PARLOR “YOU DESERVE A TREAT.” That slogan creeped me out immediately. Couldn’t tell you why.

Nobody I knew had seen construction crews. No permits. No opening soon banners. Nothing. Just suddenly open.

And people were going there. Not huge crowds. Just a constant trickle. Moms with kids. Old couples. Teenagers from South Broward. Guys still in work uniforms. Everybody walking with ice cream cones in hand. At first I thought maybe it was some viral marketing thing. A TikTok place. You know how South Florida gets with weird dessert spots. Then the ads started.

I started seeing them everywhere. Bus benches on Hollywood Boulevard. Flyers stapled to poles near Young Circle. Ads playing on the little TVs above gas station pumps. Even those cheap folded coupon mailers people throw away immediately.

Same pastel colors. Same smiling cartoon ice cream man with red cheeks and huge teeth.

“YOU DESERVE A TREAT.”

Then I saw the commercial. I was half asleep on my couch watching TV at like 10:00 PM when it came on. It looked old. Not retro on purpose. Actually old. Like something filmed on tape in the 80s.

A man in a white uniform stood behind the counter smiling directly into the camera. He was wearing an old-timey ice scream man uniform, with the bow tie and hat, he's eyes were wide and had this shit eating grim. Kids sat around him eating ice cream sundaes while this weird little jingle played.

“Bad day? Bad thoughts? You deserve a treat! Come on down to Jack's ice cream Parlor, There's a flavor for everyone!"

I remember laughing because it was so bizarre. His voice sounded low and raspy but smooth, Like everything he was saying was in a single breath,

Then the guy in the commercial looked directly at the camera and said:

“From butterscotch to bubble gum, sourballs and cherry blasters" Then it starts zooming in on the ice cream man, everything cuts out around him. It's just focused on him, the kids can no longer be heard, the music stops playing and the background behind the ice cream man starts flashing from pale blue, pink and yellow. "Fast as fast can be, lickety split." The ice cream man says as he looks directly into the camera, holding up an ice cream cone in one hand And smiling the biggest smile I have ever seen And then The commercial ended there. No address. No phone number.

Just: JACK’S ICE CREAM, YOU DESERVE A TREAT. then That same week. the truck started showing up. Every hour. Not exaggerating. Every single hour. I live in a neighborhood near Taft Street where you mostly hear barking dogs, loud mufflers, and people yelling at each other through apartment walls. Suddenly every hour you’d hear this soft little ice cream song drifting down the street. cheerful. Slow. Almost sad. I’d look out my window and see this white truck crawling down the road. Kids would run outside for it. Adults too sometimes. That was weird. Grown adults standing barefoot in driveways waiting for ice cream like hypnotized children. And every single time, the driver was the same guy from the commercial. Tall. Thin. White uniform. Huge smile.

One afternoon I finally went down. I don’t even know why. Curiosity I guess. Or maybe the smell. Vanilla. The richest vanilla smell you can imagine. Sweet enough to almost make your teeth ache. The truck stopped under the streetlight outside my building. Music still playing softly. The man leaned out the window and smiled at me like he already knew me. “Rough day?” he asked.

And yeah. It had been. Work sucked. Rent was going up. My ex had posted pictures with some new guy. My upstairs neighbors had spent three hours screaming at each other. Just normal a normal day in my life honestly. I laughed a little and said, “Yeah.”

He nodded like a doctor hearing symptoms. “The world can be ugly,” he said. “You deserve a treat.”

Then he handed me a cone.

Vanilla. Perfect swirl.

No melting despite the heat.

I asked how much and he said:

“Kindness pays for kindness.”

Corny as hell.

But I took it.

And honestly?

Best ice cream I’ve ever had in my life.

No contest.

It tasted cold without being freezing. Sweet without being sugary. Every bite tasted like some perfect childhood memory you can almost remember but not fully.

For a second I felt…happy.

Not excited. Not hyper.

Just genuinely okay.

Like every awful thing in my life had gone quiet for one minute.

The driver smiled wider. he said softly. “Now you see it.”

That sentence bothered me immediately.

I asked him what he meant but he just tipped his hat and drove off.

That’s when things changed. Not dramatically at first. Just little things. The next morning I went to Publix on Sheridan and saw a mother yank her kid so hard by the arm the little girl almost fell over.

A guy in line laughed. Later I saw a dead iguana baking on the sidewalk with ants crawling through its eye socket while people stepped around it without looking down. At work I noticed how everyone talked about each other. Not normal gossip. Genuine hatred. Smiling to someone’s face then tearing them apart two seconds later. I started noticing homeless people more too. Not in a noble “opened my eyes” kind of way. I mean really noticing them. The infections. The smell. The way people flinch away from them like diseased animals. Then it got worse. Everywhere I looked people were cruel. A teenager filming an old man who fell outside Walmart instead of helping him. A couple screaming at each other in a parking lot while their kid cried in the back seat. A woman hitting her dog outside my apartment complex. It was like somebody peeled a layer off the world and showed me what was underneath. Nobody is kind unless they get something from it.

Nobody means what they say. Everybody hurts each other constantly. But one thing Still remained the same, that damned ice cream truck kept coming by. That damn song every hour. Closer every day. Neighbors staring. Coworkers repeating the phrase from the commercial without realizing it. “You deserve a treat.” I started seeing Happy Jack’s wrappers in storm drains. Melted cones left on benches. Pink napkins blowing across parking lots.

Like the city was filling up with it.

Last week I finally went to the actual parlor.

I drove there during my break.

The place looked normal enough from outside. Families eating at tables. Music playing. Neon lights glowing in the windows. But when I walked in, I saw there was nobody inside. It was quiet. Not immediately. Before I stepped through the door I heard heard the small hum of a freezer and the lights overhead. But once I walked in, it all stopped. Behind the counter was the ice cream man.

Same white uniform. Same shit eating grin.

He looked genuinely happy to see me.

“welcome!, What can I get ya?” he said.

I asked him what was happening to me.

And I’ll never forget his answer.

He leaned over the counter and said:

“Nothing is happening to you. This is how it’s always been.”

Then he gestured to a window of the people outside eating ice cream. The families. The children. The couples smiling when ice cream dripping down their hands. “Most people need help ignoring it,” he said. “That’s what ice cream is for.”

I asked him what the ice cream actually was.

And his smile twitched for the first time.

Not bigger.

Tired.

Like I’d asked a stupid question. Then somebody outside started crying. Not normal crying. Deep. Animal sobbing.

I looked through the window and saw a little boy sitting alone at a table with a melted sundae in front of him. Tears pouring down his face silently. Nobody else reacted. Everyone just kept minding their own business. The boy looked at me and mouthed. “Please.” I ran. I genuinely ran out of there like a lunatic. I could hear the ice cream man laughing behind me while the bell over the door jingled. I haven’t gone back. But the truck still come every hour. And now when I hear the music outside my apartment, I notice something new every time. Couples who hate each other. Parents who regret their kids. Friends waiting for weakness so they can tear each other apart.

People filming accidents instead of helping.

People pretending to care.

People pretending to love.

Everybody smiling because pretending is easier. Last night I looked out my window and the truck was outside. There were about twelve people standing around it in pajamas and slippers waiting quietly in the dark. The driver handed out ice cream to everyone, all the while that music was still playing. eventually everyone got an ice cream cone and left but the truck was still there outside of my apartment. As I looked through the window I swear he was looking Directly at me. Still smiling That smile, on the side of the truck I can read the painted letters "there's a flavor for everyone's misery!" "You deserve a treat!" "Fast as fast can be!" And even from four floors up, I could read his lips perfectly.

“lickety split."

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u/xjoechillx — 4 days ago
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u/Teners1 — 6 days ago
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In 2013, my dad was convicted on four counts of first-degree murder. My brother just got arrested for an identical crime. [Part 1]

[TW: mentions of spousal/child death/murder]

I— you can call me “L”— was only 9 when he was arrested. May 30, 2011. I still remember how loud the sirens were and the way flashes of red and blue lit up the entirety of the tiny bedroom I shared with my older brother. Then, there was the pounding on the door. A booming, raspy, “Police! Come out with your hands up!” rattled the walls. 

My brother— he was 12 at the time— sat up from bed. I’ll call him “Z” for the sake of the story. I looked to him, as I often did, for guidance on how to feel or what to do. The bewildered look he offered did little to comfort me. 

Z led me down the hall to the front door where my mother already stood. She bristled when she heard my brother’s voice. 

“Mom?” 

“Don’t look,” she pleaded, whispering my name. She told me to stay behind my brother, but my curiosity, as it often did, got the better of me. I peeked out from behind him, red ringlets falling in my face mussed up from sleep. 

When I brushed the hair out of my eyes, I saw him: my dad. On the ground. His face crushed to the lawn he’d just cut that morning. One eye already swelling, a cut over his eyes bleeding. Barrels of guns pointed at his back while officers roughly cuffed him.

Z and I had long since put our small hands down, but Mom’s remained in limbo. Her entire body shook despite the nearly seventy-five degree air outside. Mississippi summers were always unforgiving, even long after the sun disappeared from the sky. 

Ordinarily, I would’ve had a million questions. The next morning, I still hadn’t found the courage to ask them.

Mom sat at the kitchen table, clutching a coffee cup in one hand and my aunt’s hand in the other. From the look of her puffy eyes and knotty brown hair, she hadn’t slept a wink.

It was the first time I caught a glimpse of my mother without the usual polish she carried herself with. I’d give anything for her to get that poise back.

The police asked loads of questions I didn’t know how to answer. “Does your dad ever come home from work late?” “Do your mom and dad spend a lot of time together?” “Does your dad ever talk to you about someone other than your mom?” “Does your dad keep knives or guns around?” “Has your dad ever hurt you or your brother?” “Has your dad hurt your mom?”

My mom refused to tell me what happened. Z knew. She told him. He completely changed after the arrest. The once sweet, occasionally overprotective older brother I had was gone. He went quiet, cold. Hardly ever left our room for the rest of the summer. 

The house lost its shine. The creaky floorboards that once groaned underfoot while my dad hummed on his way to the kitchen in the mornings began to sound hollow. Chores started to fall to me while my mom grieved. She scarcely watched her favorite cooking shows anymore; it was rare to see the TV on at all. 

The summer of 2011 passed in a staticky haze of bike rides, coloring on the sidewalk with chalk dusting my knees, and begging my brother to play his PS2 games so I could watch. I knew better than to ask if I could play myself. He never did indulge my requests. The only warmth I felt from Z that summer was when he’d leave a plate of dinner in the microwave for me on the nights when Mom couldn’t bring herself to cook. 

Word travels fast in small towns; especially somewhere like Oblation, Mississippi. People like Mrs. Grishop, a stout woman who always wore an ill-fitting tracksuit when she walked her stout dog no matter how hot it was out, began to save their pleasantries when they saw me playing with my dolls in the front yard. The first time I tried to wave to her as usual after Dad’s arrest resulted in Mrs. Grishop shuffling away without so much as a “hello.” 

I didn’t have much better luck with the Moores, an elderly couple across the street, when they sat on their porch rocking chairs as they usually did in the evening. At least they spared me a small smile. The extension of that courtesy was short-lived; the pitiful smiles vanishing to nothing within a week. 

My mom had even started casting her eyes to the ground at Church, never again lingering in the reception hall after the sermon was over. 

I couldn’t understand how my family had started to disappear in the eyes of our community. Z never gave me a good explanation for it when I asked. Our neighborhood was close-knit. None of us came from money, and getting by most months meant cashing in a favor or two with your neighbors.

The community had long-established a barter system of sorts. If my dad built a rocking chair or fixed up an old lemon after its engine blew for the third time, he’d get a month of free meals at the deli on mainstreet or eggs from the chicken coop next door. 

Everyone loved my dad. My mom called him “a big ole teddy bear;” an apt description for the gentle giant. I always felt the safest in his arms. 

When it was finally time to go back to school, I was ecstatic. I put out at least three different outfits the night before the first day because I couldn’t decide on just one. 

My joy was quickly stamped out when I bounded up to my best friend after getting off the bus. I immediately noticed she wasn’t wearing the matching bracelets we’d made a year or so prior with our initials threaded between pastel beads. She stood with two other girls who apparently found the ground extremely interesting, barely sparing me a cursory glance over her shoulder. She acted like she had no idea who I was. 

No one spoke to me that day. Or the day after. Or ever again that school year unless they needed to for a project. I always thought it was strange they didn’t bully me, at the very least, for having a dad who’s a murderer. 

It wasn’t until I got a little older that I figured it out: I am the spitting image of my father. I have his same curly red hair, his same green eyes, his same tall stature. If I’d seen the news report back then, maybe I would’ve understood. Maybe I would’ve been afraid of my own reflection, too.

I was 11 when my dad was sentenced. Z was a walking corpse of a 14-year-old, always wearing too-baggy clothes and refusing to brush his dark hair. Even when he had to act as a witness for my dad’s defence, he wore a dark hoodie with his hands plunged into the pockets. Mom didn’t even have the energy to fight him about his fashion choices. 

I got dropped off at my aunt’s house for a couple days while the trial raged on. She lived alone with her cat, Timothy, a very vocal Maine Coon. 

My aunt was the one to break the news to me.

“Honey?” she’d called from the kitchen. 

“Ma’am?” I replied, not looking away from the toy I was enticing Timothy with. 

“Can you come here for a second?”

I huffed but did as I was told. 

She was bracing her arms against the counter, the silky brown hair she shared with my mom tied loosely into a ponytail beneath the crown of her head. A few tendrils shielded her downcast cheeks from my view.

“Are you… okay?” I asked, frozen in the doorway of the small galley kitchen.

She took a deep breath. “Honey… you know how your daddy had to go away for a while?”

I always hated when people treated me like a child. At that moment, I couldn’t bring myself to criticize her for it.

“He still… he still loves you very much, sport, but he’ll—” another breath shuddered from her, “he’ll be gone for quite a while.”

My shoulders slumped a little, but ultimately, I couldn’t understand what that meant. No one would talk to me; not in a way that made sense in my little head. For two years, I made up theory after theory as to what he could have done to go away for so long; none so gruesome as the harsh reality I now live in.

I was 13 when I learned the truth. My mother finally left the house for long enough periods that I felt brave enough to sneak onto the family computer. When I typed in my dad’s name and clicked on the first result, a grainy image of a redheaded man I no longer knew appeared before me. Next to the image in bold letters read, “OBLATION MAN CONVICTED OF KILLING FOUR IN MAUDE, TX.”

My stomach froze, throat catching as I kept reading. 

“A local man has been convicted of killing three of his five children and wife on the night of May 27, 2011. When the woman, [REDACTED], didn’t drop her children off to school or show up to work the next morning, concerned friends and coworkers called for a wellness check. There, Sheriff [REDACTED] of the Gleeden County Police Force found what he describes as ‘the most gruesome scene he’s ever witnessed.’ 

“Neighbors reported shouting coming from inside the home shortly before 9 PM the night of May 27 before things going quiet a half hour later. The prosecution alleged the defendant snapped under the weight of maintaining his ‘double life,’ seeing as his current wife and two children reside in Oblation, over five-hundred miles from the home of the deceased.”

I couldn’t bring myself to read more after that. 
I never told my mom or brother what I knew. I figured they thought I’d learn eventually. 

We never talked about my dad after his sentencing, even when his legal team kept filing appeals for a retrial. When his luck had finally run out, my dad went silent. I still haven’t spoken to him since his arrest.

I haven’t been back to Oblation since I graduated high school. I hadn’t heard much from Z, either, until his wife called me in a panic a few hours ago. I’ll do my best to recap our conversation here.

I didn’t even have his wife’s number saved. I know Oblation’s area code, though; it’s stained in my memory like dark ink spilled on a white carpet. 

“Hello?”

“L?” she whispered, her voice shaking. I heard her inhale like she was taking a long drag from a cigarette. 

We’ll call Z’s wife “R.” “R, what’s wrong?” I asked. “Is Z okay? Is it the kids?”

She swallowed, talking lowly into the phone like she was afraid she’d be overheard. “The kids are fine, they’re fine… He got arrested.”

My heart jumped to my throat. “What? Why?”

“They said— they said he killed…” she trailed off, her throat sounding constricted. “In Ethel. Georgia. He had another family, L… Two little boys that look just like him— Jesus Christ— he had a fucking wife—”

“Take a breath.” The air felt stale around me while I tried to maintain composure for the both of us. 

She complied, breath shuddering out of her. “I don’t understand. He was with me the night they said he killed them.”

“When did they say it happened?”

“Friday,” she replied.

I froze. They said my dad killed his other family on a Friday, too. It was Monday, and I looked at the date on the calendar hanging on the wall, just to make sure I wasn’t losing my mind.

My dad was arrested on a Monday.

“Are you sure he was with you?”

I could practically hear her nodding. “Yeah, yeah, uh…” she laughed, the sound empty. “We were planning on holdin’ off on telling everyone, but… I’m pregnant. And I told him that night after the kids went to sleep. He was with me. There was no fucking way he could’ve been two states over.”

My vision blurred. “And you’re sure he never left the house?”

“Positive,” she stated firmly. “Unless he snuck out after I went to sleep. But… but that’s impossible. They said they— they died around 9:30, and he was with me. I was awake. We were watching a fuckin’ King of the Hill rerun—”

I scrubbed a hand over my eyes, telling her quickly I’d leave for Oblation in the morning. I pretty much immediately started typing this after I hung up. I’m getting a little desperate and starting to feel like I’m going crazy. I guess I’m looking for outsider perspectives? Maybe a little validation that “yeah, L, this is weird.” Because Lord knows I don’t know what to make of all this. 

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u/whereis_L — 8 days ago
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The velvet choker felt way too tight but Jacobi would not loosen it. She caught her reflection in the cracked vanity mirror. Kohl smeared eyes, skin like fresh milk with hair the color of the midnight sky. Air pods blared my chemical romance, the Black parade album. Wearing her “my better half” creep cast shirt. Jacobi looked absolutely perfect, the way she was supposed to look.

When going to reach for a lighter her hand twitched. She could tell it was not a muscle spasm. It felt more like a typographical error.

“Something is very wrong.” Jacobi whispered the words did not just hang in the air they felt heavy, black and immutable.

She walked to the window of her rain slicked apartment. Outside, the city of Wellersville was a blur of neon. While Jacobi leaned closer to get a better look, the rain was wrong. It did not hit the glass. It was bleeding into it. The droplets ceased to be water, they were commas. Thousands of them falling in rhythmic structured rows.

The panic felt was a cold ink black tide. Jacobi did try to let out a scream. Her throat felt dry like parchment. Her fingers reached up to touch her face, the face she knew was beautiful. Jacobi’s fingers found not her soft skin. They found the sharp raised edges of a serif font.

Breathing was no longer an option. The inhaling of the scent of drying ink is what remained.

“I’m real!!!” Jacobi was able to choke those words out. The thought formed she felt a rhythmic tapping from a height she was unable to comprehend. Shaping her very soul, looking at her hands. The elegant, black wailed. Jacobi could feel every second of her fingers fading and dissolving into a string of descriptions: tapered, pale, trembling.

The room was starting to tilt. The walls of her apartment, they simply ceased to be described. The gothic furniture, the scented candles, the words of the Black parade liquifying in her mind. Hunter came off her shirt a putrid canyon of meat. In her mind she heard “how ya doin, how ya doin.”. All of it vanished the moment the eye above moved to the next paragraph.

Jacobi glanced up looking into the blinding white sky. She saw a blinking vertical line, a monolith of pulsing black light. Looming at the edge of her existence she knew it came for her.

Praying to a god who could not hear. Jacobi came to a thought. She didn’t have thoughts anymore only dialogue tags. In her mind Jacobi wished to be nothing more than a girl in her room. She was a sequence of symbols arranged to satisfy a curiosity.

As the cursor blinked one last time, Jacobi reached out into the emptiness. Her silhouette flickering like a dying candle until she was nothing more than a final, lonely period. .

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u/Cosmically_Yesterday — 8 days ago
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The Dead Man Who Walks

Have you ever tasted the bitterness of despair? Have you ever hit the bottom of the barrel so hard that it shattered everything within? Have you ever groveled on your knees and pleaded with such tenacity that you lost your voice? I have. 

It’s funny, looking back on the way I lived my life. I was always going to end up here, writing this to you. I was always going to end up this way, no matter how hard I struggled against it. Sure, life dealt me a bad hand. But what I chose to do with it was almost laughable.  

You tried your best, and so did my parents. God, if they could see me now they’d be rolling over in their graves. I know I would be. Oh, the shame they must feel…calling me their son. My kids must feel the same way. Having a man like me for their dad. 

I won’t even bother asking for your forgiveness, I know I don’t deserve it. I hate myself more than you, or anyone else could ever hate me. All I can do is promise to apologize with every breath I take, for the rest of my life. 

I thought of taking the cowards way out. I contemplated it long and hard atop the chair. Watching the rope sway back and forth. It would have been so easy to slip it around my neck and step off. Death was not knocking on my door that day, it didn’t want me. Suffering held its grip on me so tightly, it kept me pinned to the earth. 

“I didn’t mean to… If I could just go back, I wouldn’t have gotten in the car.” 

I heard the lie in my own voice. Even if I could go back, I don’t think anything would have changed. Because the me from the past wouldn't have the hindsight that I do now. Past me, I wouldn't have been aware that my actions would result in someone's death. I wouldn’t have realized that such a simple act would turn me into a murderer. 

“Have you been sleeping?” My wife had asked me at the start of the week. 

“No, not really. Work has been stressful and the nightmares have been getting worse.” I replied nonchalantly. 

The bills were tight, trying to raise three kids and manage a home. Rebecca, my wife, had taken a leave from work after the birth of our last child. Her body was mangled and swollen from the impromptu c-section. Baby Daisy was breech, and had the cord wrapped around her neck. I can still see the blood in the depths of my memory. Oh god, there was so much blood. 

I don’t think I’ve ever been so relieved, finding out that they had both survived in the end. I was so grateful for my wife, not knowing if I could do parent-life without her. Selfish, I know, but our kids deserved better than having a depressed, dead beat dad.

“How much do you think a life is worth?” 

I can still hear those words ringing in my ears. The tone and pitch changed wildly in my mind. Sometimes asked with childlike curiosity, sometimes asked in a voice so thick with hatred and anger it causes me to flinch. My brain was a prison that I would never escape from, and it was better this way. 

“Glen, where are the files for this project? Why the hell is it taking so long for you to get this shit done? What are you, a dumb ass?” Jerry, my boss, had pointed his thick meaty finger in my face. Spittle flying from his deflated lips as he screamed in front of the whole office. I felt humiliated and underappreciated. 

“I’ll get them to you by the end of the week. I’m sorry.” I hung my head in shame, waiting for the older man to leave. 

“Sorry doesn’t fix shit. GET. IT. DONE.” 

I’m only telling you all this so maybe, just maybe, you can understand why things happened this way. I’m not trying to make excuses, I know it is too late for those. 

I had started having hallucinations. I had expected them based on recent events. No, I’m not schizophrenic. Rigorous testing and tons of therapy appointments have enlightened me to the fact that hallucinations can be triggered by other means. Stress and depression were the two that I had been gifted with… although, maybe the better word is cursed. 

I must say, I truly am sorry. 

My hallucinations tend to look the same each time. They roll through a lineup of monster-like beings, or bugs on my skin. Ever so rarely though, they come in the shape of a person. The one that scares me the most… I have given him a name. It may not be a good name, but to me, it fits him perfectly. 

I call him the Dead Man Who Walks. 

He comes to me in the late hours of the day, always on my drive home from working over-time. Sometimes he saunters through the grass. Sometimes he teeters the solid yellow line on the edge of the pavement. Sometimes he crosses the road. Each time I see him, I am scared. Eyes widened to their largest point while I white-knuckle-grip the steering wheel. My heart and lungs seem to lodge themselves in my throat as I shake. 

I just want him gone. 

So that night, when your son was crossing the road, I thought he was the Dead Man Who Walks. As he crossed the road, I thought my car would just pass right through him. A trick of the mind, made up like a ghost. When the thud sounded, and the crunch and splatter followed… I did my best to keep him awake as we waited for the ambulance to arrive. 

All I can say is I’m sorry, and I won’t take the coward's way out. I know there is no refund on life.  

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u/ReasonableUnit2170 — 10 days ago
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The Jungle Under House 65 - [Part 2]

[Part 1]

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My world was small enough once to fit inside a fortress of mismatched linens and stolen sofa cushions, retreating from a thunderstorm that assaulted her bedroom window, tucking a torch into tunnels of floral patterns and plastic princesses, where the paperbacks waited.

Our little alcove, the monsters in the pages filling the guest list; the shadows on the walls only as scary as imagination allowed.

Sarah sat cross-legged, tucking the light under her chin, turning her face into a landscape of ghoulish goblins.

"Ah, young knight. Welcome." She'd whispered, tiny eyes reflecting in the torch.

I'd shivered, pulling a quilt over my knees, listening to the thunder growl across the roof.

She'd grinned something fiendish.

"Pfft, are you scared?!"

"No!"

"No?"

She clicked the light off, plunging us into a heavy dark. I'd squeaked, reaching out, panicked, finding only the rough fabric of her pyjamas. She didn't flinch, but she damn sure laughed and took my hand, her grip calloused; an anchor in the black, as the light returned.

"Pussy."

"That's a bad word, Sarah!"

"'That's a bad word, Sarah'... shut up."

Between giggles, she didn't read the stories so much as she challenged them, scoffing at wayward heroes who tripped over roots or hid in caves as ogres and dragons came sniffing, believing her snarling teeth were bigger.

"You'd be scared too!" I'd challenged.

"Nuh uh. I'd poke them in the eye!" She'd said in a low, steady vow that seemed to push back every wall of night. "No monster's ever gonna get me!" Her triumph wavered and softened into gentle kindness. "Or you... Ethan?"

The dark remained, but the warmth abandoned us; a freshly washed bed evaporating into a biting, chemical sting of scorched wiring and the wet, heavy rot of a garden that had deserted decency.

Ethan?

A dim swathe of navy-blue light bathed our sanctuary like an underwater coffin.

"Ethan?"

The light was anaemic, pulsing with the throb of a dying heart, turning spilt booze into pools of ink. Sarah's face was a mask of jagged shadows, standing in the wreckage, her chest heaving, knuckles on one hand split and weeping a bruised violet; other squeezing my arm as I stared blankly out the veranda window, where a waiting jungle pressed against the glass.

"You okay?"

"Yeah..." I managed, "yeah, I'm here-"

A sharp, frantic clack-clack echoed through the lodge, and Caroline emerged, a ghostly shroud in the blue gloom, leaning heavily on her cane, her expression a terrifying blend of aristocratic fury and calculated assessment. Behind her, Weiss hovered in the doorway, clutching a trembling Theo in her arms - too big for her; cuddled in a provided t-rex onesie - eyes darting from us, to Jaune, to the flickering red flare still burning like a scar on the horizon; a pillar of flame standing proud behind it.

"Oh, fuck me."

Caroline's gaze swept over the ruined room, then lingered on Jaune as he rose from his heap, a pathetic silhouette of groans and broken pride, wiping his mouth.

"What happened to you?" She asked, truly unbothered by the spectacle outside.

"I fell," he grumbled, tipsy sway still in his legs, glaring at Sarah like an ill omen.

"Really? A boy of your talent?"

Before he could retort, a mass passed the glass; broad and quick to smear the light as it flew on. Wet leaves whispered, timber creaked, and in its wake, a crack split in the distance

Another followed, farther off. Then two more in succession; pops muffled by the trees.

And the silence that choked the preserve began to wilt at the edges. Clumps of tentative insects and night-birds returned first as some beast called once from the undergrowth - a warbling note that raised hairs - answered by a shriek so ugly and brief it could've been a person.

Theo made a tiny weep into Weiss's shoulder, threatening to burst into tears. She gathered him higher against her chest, cradling the back of his head.

"Hey. Hey, no, no, you're okay. I've got you." Her voice was steady, but a tiredness dragged her words. "Cover your ears. It's okay. You're okay."

A kind lie.

Jaune, unsteady, pushed himself and started toward them, perhaps chasing forgiveness or desperate to look useful.

Sarah cut him off.

"Don't."

He stopped.

"I just wanted to-"

"Stay the fuck away from them."

He looked to Weiss, as if hoping she might overrule the verdict. She didn't even raise her eyes, rocking Theo, her face blank with effort, as Sarah reached them.

"Give him here."

Weiss hesitated.

Not distrust, but a refusal to admit her limits.

Another crack sounded. Then five more.

"I've got him, Weiss," Sarah said, stepping closer with her arms out. "Take a break."

"... Theo," Weiss murmured, as the boy turned his face. "Sarah's gonna hold you for a bit, okay?"

"... okay."

She passed him over a bit clumsily, still sniffing; dinosaur tail flopping, into Sarah's wiry patience. She held him with such ease.

"Hey, bud."

"... hi, Sarah." He hiccupped.

Freed of his weight, Weiss slumped against the wall, eyes shut, shoulders sagging with a painful fatigue that never left her.

Jaune hovered a moment, uncertain what shape to make himself before slumping back to the floor, as Caroline neared the window, her cane planted neatly before her, and watched the smouldering exhibition beyond.

"God, what a mess," she said. "How very embarrassing, Mara."

As her hand shifted on the cane's handle... I heard it. Not quite a tap, or a click, but a small metallic note that didn't quite belong.

She found my curiosity.

I looked up before she could open her mouth.

"You don't sound worried," I said.

"Or surprised," Jaune muttered, still tending his lip, shooting a look of understanding my way.

One immaculate brow rose. "Don't I? Would you rather I started flailing at someone’s catastrophic blunder?"

"I thought that 'someone' was your friend-"

"Oh, please. I have a very low opinion of women who build shrines for their own control, just for it to catch fire-"

"Especially if you've paid for it," I said.

That caught her attention, Jaune smiled, and something faint shifted in her expression; a brief allowance that I might be worth talking to.

"Perspective one, aren't you?"

I looked at her cane again.

"Force of habit."

"And a very dangerous one, at that."

A tremble rolled up from the trees; the growl of an engine driven too hard, and through the trunks, headlights burst into view and swept the undergrowth, bouncing wildly with the pitch of rough ground, swallowed and spat out by stands of black foliage.

A horn blared - a sharp, ugly honk that cut through the living racket.

Theo startled in Sarah's arms.

Another honk, lights swinging broad enough to catch the armoured SUV tearing along the service track; mud spraying from its tyres, one side striped with leaves and grime, hitting a rut to lurch, recover, and charge on with the grace of a drunk rhino.

"Is that Joel?" Jaune asked.

The car skidded to a stop, headlights raking the stilts, and the horn shouted a final time - sharper; impatient. The driver's door flew open... and Joel stumbled into the spill, a broad and frantic Ranger, wrenching something with him.

The first flare ignited in his hand with a savage hiss and a flood of white fire.

He hurled it to the brushes, and the jungle answered with a violent rearrangement of shadow; moving trunks flashing bone-pale, leaves stretching like tendons of muscle, the fauna writhing with startled depth.

Another flare.

A third.

Then a fourth, bleaching the clearing so harshly it hurt to look at it, and in that glare... I caught movement; lean shapes slipping into ushering shadow, weaving long tails and sickle-quick limbs, low and deliberate and silent, too fast to name or identify, but their intent unmistakable.

Fearless.

Stalking.

Pacing the edge of light.

Caroline was first to the steps, cane striking wood with furious taps, and she descended with startling speed, gathering herself through switchback staircases and rope ladders to the forest floor. The rest of us clumped after in an inelegant procession, hands on rails and shoulders, half-sliding final turns with frightened recklessness.

Another flare burned in Joel's fist, a silent sentry awaiting his cargo, throwing a last, ruthless white missile into the trenches. He gave us no attention as we came down, his eyes fixed on the trees, jaw taut, chest pumping.

Caroline went straight for him.

"Quite the show! Where's Mara-"

We crowded behind, forming our own fragmented questions, almost tripping over each other.

Joel turned.

And any queries died.

A heinous rake scored across his face, three deep furrows dragging from brow to cheek, carving straight through his eye. Blood had sheeted down and dried in a black, glossy mask, still wet at the edges where fresh red caught the flare-light; more of it soaked the front of his shirt, darkening the fabric from collar to ribs, mixed with dirt and shredded green stains.

He looked past us, over us, through us; listening to the wild with a dreadful concentration and a trembling grip around his sidearm.

"In," he winced. "Now."

No one argued.

Joel hauled open a rear door, and we crammed; Sarah got a whimpering Theo inside, then climbed in after, and in one small deliberate movement, set herself between Weiss and Jaune before either of them could settle. I climbed in opposite, Caroline following with a brittle hiss of annoyance, joining the knot of knees and breaths.

Sarah snatched my hand.

Not warm enough, this time.

Joel slammed the door as the first flare, his white judgment, began to dwindle. Such savage brilliance faltered, collapsing inward to a sputtering glow, and with its surrender, the jungle found a voice.

A clicking started in the black yonder.

Wet, arrhythmic sounds, like soggy teeth knocking together; like talons tapping glass; like a failed mimicry of the mechanics of speech, all from different points in the void, hopping nearer in horrible bursts.

Yelps followed.

Shrill and hideous, strangled almost like laughter; a manic pitch of hyenas forced through throats not built for it, panting and eager, worked into a demented, anticipatory frenzy.

So, so many.

But they were polite. They waited, and waited, and would wait still until the light was vanquished before announcing themselves, introducing us to their mercy.

Joel gave them no such honour. He was behind the wheel, the engine coughing, as the last flare bled out, and he tore down the road like it'd insulted him. A juddering assault, bounding wildly over ruts and roots, branches lashing the sides; shaking our chariot, rattling every gasp. Theo cried softly against Sarah as she all but folded him into her chest, her other hand crushing mine, his sister doing her damnedest to soothe him while tears streamed down her face.

And behind, in pieces, the jungle gave chase.

Fluid hooked masses vanished between the canopy with impossible speed; flashes of scales and fur and feathers and amber eyes, locked in pursuit, caught under the dim glow of our rear lights... Until a whole body, only briefly, kept pace beside the road... a velociraptor, frankensteined together with scarred reptile hide and matted tiger stripes, salivating with a hungry, bloodshot gawk, long claws fidgeting for the door handle, before the brush swallowed her spasming form whole.

Fast.

Just not fast enough.

We hammered on and began, by brutal, precious inches, to outrun the amalgamated fiends, but no one seemed willing to believe it.

"What the fuck's happening?" Jaune cracked first. "What are those things?!"

No answer.

"Joel?!" He demanded.

"You're not helping!" Sarah hissed.

Not even a glance in the mirror. Joel's ruined, bloody profile stayed fixed ahead, bullying the vehicle through each bend. And his silence beat down any further questions, as the road became a corridor of catastrophe.

Dead herbivores lay in the mud; huge, slack masses, hides torn open, innards tarred in the headlights, gazing up at where would-be stars might hang. And smaller wildlife littered verges in broken heaps as we passed the wreck of a jeep; windscreen punched through, one wheel still spinning in a ditch.

Farther on came another vehicle, ravaged beyond recognition; its doors peeled back, bodywork shredded, and beside it lay what remained of two Rangers, sprawled and dragged, leaking thick smears that vanished beneath us.

Caroline, still furious in that noble way of hers, watched a rigid Weiss grow paler and paler, staring out the window, and opened her mouth to speak. Whether to comfort or taunt, I do not know, as something struck the rear of the car. One of those things rose at the back window, dragging a nail across the glass in a screaming arc, its face lunging into view, staring at us like we were a savoury display. A narrow skull, slick with mud, jaw working in agitated snaps, eyes aflame; filament along its neck and arms - feathers or some mockery - quivering in the slipstream, as it tried to sink its claws... but its grip soon faltered, and it tumbled away into the dark.

"Where are you taking us?!" She barked. "Is it far?!"

The road curved: a cattle haulier was tipped on its side, trailer torn open like a tin toy; the inside a confusion of blood and snapped restraints.

Another scraping thud came from above, denting the roof.

Claws scratched and shrieked over metal, weight shifted with ugly balance, followed by a panting snarl... as a second creature peered its head over the windscreen and blinked with curious delight.

"Oh Christ," Weiss whispered, as Joel tried to shake it loose, but it anchored itself firm, and slammed its head into the reinforced glass; the impact booming through the cabin, birthing a spidering mark.

"SHOOT IT!"

The creature battered its skull, each blow punctuated by its own frantic pants and yelps of exertion, veining creeping fractures across the window like frozen black water.

Again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

One tiny chunk gave way with a spray of safety grit, as the thing wailed in triumph and snapped its jaws at its work, blood and saliva smearing the pane as it shook a torn scalp.

Then the trees erupted.

A herd burst onto the track in a crashing wave of flesh and panic; limbs churning, eyes white with terror, as they flung themselves into and over us - a flood of stampeding bodies with no pattern.

"Fuck!"

Joel slammed the brakes, and we slewed sideways as one animal slammed against us. Another clipped the bonnet, meeting our feral stowaway, who pounced on the poor thing and ripped into its neck as if it were paper. Then we were boxed in entirely, swallowed by the stampede, crowded in a flowing frenzy of muscle and mud.

A bellow ripped through the night.

Not from the herd. From behind it.

The fleeing animals split as a larger force charged through, and in the wash of headlights... a triceratops staggered into view; enormous and wounded and mad with pain. Blood caked down one shoulder, one horn was cracked, great strips of hide hung loose along its body, and it heaved with the turmoil of rage outrunning death.

We were simply in its way.

"HOLD ON TO SOMET-"

Joel tried to wrench us free, but the impossible mountain of horns bore down without mercy, without acknowledgement, and ploughed into us like a freight train.

Metal tore and glass burst, as the world retched in a storm of white and flying bodies, crying and shouting and screaming... until it all went dark.

-

I'd been in a car crash once.

Not a real one, not really; didn't count.

Just my dultz of a mum half-dozing at the wheel after a late shift, drifting at a junction and clipping the back of some miserable prick's Volvo. Enough to make her cry from fright and shame; scared the shit out of me at the time.

Young enough for the fear to feel giant. My measure for disaster.

Seen a dead body before, too.

Fifteen, led out there by a boy with bad skin and too much deodorant, hoping to get his dick wet; said he knew a quiet place. Real romantic little outing, that. Poor fucker was by the old train tracks; half down the embankment, one shoe missing, flies all over the mouth. Boy screamed and bolted like he'd been shot at... but I stayed. Far longer than I should have.

Plenty of time to know some sights stick in your skull like a hook.

I watched consciousness snap back to him in fragments, and I knew my job.

Same as always.

He did not need to see.

He couldn't.

What was left of the SUV was nose-down in a ditch, tangled in vines and roots thick as rope, creaking every few seconds with the nasty settling sound of twisted metal, stinking of petrol and gore. He was half-folded in the back seat, belt locked across him, face gone grey under bloody smears, blinking slow like he'd been dug up. A wound at his temple tightened my stomach, split and pumping lazily down his face, and his lashes were wet; stunned, dazed, too soft for this shithole.

Pretty, though.

Annoyingly so.

His eyes found me - a dirty mess of loose hair and cuts. He made some rough little sound in acknowledgement. And then, because head trauma wasn't enough to cure him of being a sucker, he lifted one unsteady hand and reached for my face. His fingers brushed my cheek, clumsy and light, smearing blood I hadn't realised was there.

"Sarah..." Ethan mumbled, words dragging. "You're-you're bleeding."

For a moment, I stared at him.

He'd seen me gush before; split fingers, busted eyes, knees skinned raw. One fight behind the liquor store opened my eyebrow up once, and he'd hovered in the bathroom doorway as I picked glass out, looking green enough to faint. And I sneered through it all.

Christ, I'd seen him just as bad!

I'd seen him cry, even when he tried not to, yet still, half conscious with his pissing head open... he was worried about me. Always worrying about me.

Something sharp and awful tugged in my chest as I fought his seatbelt; the latch twisted sideways. My fingers were slick, everything was slick - blood, mud and sweat - the whole night greased up and sliding faster into Hell.

"Sarah... Sarah what's wrong?"

"Shut up!" I caught his wrist, and his arm dropped uselessly.

Blood started running down his throat, dripping off his jaw, slicking warm on my hands. His temple pumped harder, each sluggish beat pushing fresh red through the mat of his hair.

"Sarah-"

"Stop talking!"

Outside, an orange flare burst through the heights. Then Joel started shouting.

"The grounds! Now!"

Another flare hissed, closer and white, bleaching our ditch silver, and I saw the whole mess of us. Weiss cradled a shell-shocked Theo by a stump, blood soaking one of his sleeves; a flare gun and a radio at her side, fiddling with the dials, muttering half-remembered orders. While Jaune limped through the mud with an armful of flares and Caroline's cane; Joel propped against the driver's side, still somehow alive.

His legs were ruined.

One chewed; the other bent wrong. Didn't matter. He snapped something to Weiss - a breach, assets loose, civilian survivors, 'say it proper' - and she flinched, but she tried with shaky breath.

Ethan stirred at the noise, and he felt it then. The weight on his leg.

Shit.

His eyes flicked down.

Then up.

I caught his jaw and turned him back to me before he could settle on the woman beside him... where Caroline sank.

The windows were gone, smashed out in the roll, and the ditch had reached in with eager, pitiless hands. Thick branches had lurched through and impaled her like the jungle had a debt to collect, skewering her into a frozen scream, still glaring at the windshield with her ravaged face. One hand had fallen into Ethan's lap, cool and elegant; rings still shining, nails gleaming, obscenely normal compared to the rest of her clawed frame.

What I would give to have her complaining instead.

His breathing changed fast. Each inhale came thin, catching in his throat, as his eyes kept trying to focus and failed; huge and glassy with terrified, crawling realisation.

I braced myself, hauled with both hands, and his seatbelt finally cracked, and he collapsed into me with a groan, all cold and dead weight.

"I've got you."

He mumbled into my shoulder, too weak to lift his head.

"What?"

"It-...mph... hurts." He said it like an apology; almost did me in.

"I know," I said, my voice coming out wrecked. "I know, I know-fuck, come on."

I dragged him toward the broken door, and he tried to help, pushing with the wrong limb, choking and slurring on a pain so hard his whole body jerked. I shoved us out into the ditch, away from the corpse... and agony detonated through my leg.

White-hot. Sudden. So vicious it snatched my breath.

Hadn't felt it before, my knee buckled, and my grip went loose. Ethan slipped from my arms with a broken sound and plummeted straight to the mud.

But Jaune was there.

He lunged, dropping flares and a prized cane, to catch him.

"Fuck," he hissed, hugging his head. "Warn me next time."

"I didn't-" I groaned, the words snagging as I tried to put weight on my leg and almost crumbled. Fire roared down my calf, throbbing, warm blood seeping into my shoe.

Jaune's eyes flicked down, took it in.

"Ouch," he whispered. "That's worse than a split lip, huh."

"Jaune-"

A mass skimmed quick through the trees above; a violent shake of branches and a string of clicking notes hopping limb to limb.

"Bring him here!" Weiss called, shifting a mute Theo higher, first-aid kit appearing.

We painstakingly hobbled over, Jaune lowered Ethan into my lap, and my whole thigh started screaming at me.

Weiss scrambled through the kit. "Clot pack. Gauze. Pressure on the temp-"

"I know how to use a fucking bandage, Weiss!"

"Then hurry up." Her voice softened. "And talk to him. Keep him awake."

Jaune reclaimed his flares as Joel raised a pistol toward the tree line.

"You got another gun?" He asked, striking another flash.

"No."

"How many bullets?"

"Enough."

Another burst of clicking from the trees, close enough to chill bones. I tore gauze and tape open with my teeth, my hands shaking too much to hold it all.

Weiss gave what aid her oversized toddler would allow.

"Ethan." I pressed dressing to his temple.

He cried out, body trembling.

"Fuck, stay still-please, just stay still."

Blood welled hot through the pad, then slowed. His face had gone waxy; his lips were almost colourless. He looked so unbearably frail... and dear.

Click. Rustle. Wail. Cackle.

Closer.

His hand twitched against my thigh.

"S-... Sarah?"

"I'm here." I caught his hand and squeezed until it hurt. "I'm here. I'm here."

"I can't...I-" He swallowed. "Can't-....

"Yes, you can." I leaned over him, clamping his head and cupping his cheek. His skin had gone colder than any winter. Fuck, my voice broke so bad I didn't recognise it. "You can. You stay with me, alright? Stay awake, and I'll-... I'll fucking bully you until we're fifty."

A faint smile touched his mouth.

"F-fifty?"

"Mmm, minimum."

His eyes fluttered, then found me by sheer effort.

"S-... Sarah... I-"

I could feel the fleeting warmth of his breath.

"Yeah, I'm here. I'm-"

"I-mm... I-... I love you."

Every nerve stopped.

Not shock.

I knew. Always had.

Every careful look, every soft apology, every stupid, earnest act of devotion he thought I didn't notice.

You fucking idiot.

My hand shook against his face.

"I know, dummy," the words came out small and shattered. "I know. I've always-"

His face warped.

Peace.

A tiny, tired peace, beyond all surprise and relief, as if he'd been carrying that love so long it'd worn grooves through him, and now he'd finally laid it at my feet, there was nothing left in him to prop him up.

He breathed... and then he was limp, heavy in my hands.

Not my silly, stubborn soldier-please, please God.

I grabbed at him, the dressing slipping, blood slick between my fingers.

"Ethan?"

His head lolled against my palm, mouth open, eyes drifting shut like he was only sleeping, like this was mercy, like this was anything but the most monstrous dread.

"Ethan?!"

Nothing.

"Ethan!"

My voice tore itself out, and Weiss came closer, saying something urgent I couldn't hear. Jaune turned, Joel shouted, another flash of white over the ditch, and I saw them beyond the trees, crept nearer through the dying light, shifting and waiting rejects stitched together out of nightmares and hunger.

Yet all I could feel was him.

A hand slack in mine, a terrible softness of a body that couldn't try, dreaming of what might've been had I never stolen a silver ticket from a neighbour's box, and ahead... a taloned foot stepped into the light.

A siren then split the canopy, but it was no animal. Mechanical and enormous, blaring through the trees with a force that shook the world.

Every head snapped up, the clicking stopped, as the lights came - bursting through the foliage in barbaric washes of orange and red. An APC smashed into the ditch, roaring and howling, floodlights cutting merciless paths through the pit, scattering the ghouls in the dark; their shapes flinching back, hissing in sudden agitation. One bolted low into the undergrowth, another sprang for the branches; a third lingered, caught in the full blast of light, all twitching feathers and blood-bright eyes.

The vehicle braked.

Doors blew open.

Men poured out in black.

Armed. Masked. Efficient.

Rifles came up in one clean swing.

And the first burst of gunfire cracked so clean and sharp it punched holes in the gloom. One of the creatures jerked sideways mid-lunge, blue blood spraying cold across the ferns. A dozen more took rounds through the throats, tails thrashing, claws tearing mud before final shots put them still, as the air filled with the stink of lead and opened reptile, painting the ditch blue in gruesome stripes.

Boots hammered toward us, figures fanned out, weapons tracked and lasers traced red lines through drifting smoke and flare-haze. One man dropped a knee near the wrecked SUV, tilting his head at Caroline's ruined remains, reaching for her cold hand, as another strode closer, red-tinted lenses in his mask, looking us over - to the crippled Ranger and the boy bleeding across my legs. Then he pressed two fingers to a comm in his ear.

"We have eyes on them, ma'am."

Last time I got loaded into the back of a truck, I was drunk enough to think running from the police counted as a personality, hauled into a council wagon by men who looked more tired than disappointed. I'd laughed so hard I nearly vomited; fierce little pride in being an expected fuck-up.

If I ever become a Mom, maybe I'll do a little better.

We tore through the jungle, watching the trees whip past through slats, trying not to be sick.

The lights caught it on occasion. More death on the road.

Big things. Small things. Scaled things. Feathered things. Some as old as the earth; some wrong in newer ways, made by a brain too rich to fear God. And when we reached the gates, there were enough prehistoric corpses to stock a hundred museums.

The HUB sat in the middle of it all - a prosperous woman's spa built in this warring tangle.

Spotlights, fences, concrete barricades, towers with glass fronts; black guards and lab coats everywhere, moving in clipped patterns with weapons ready. And behind them bathed polished stone, warm windows, manicured walkways, all under soft gold lighting.

A fucking resort, wrapped in enough steel and firepower to survive the apocalypse.

We rolled through a checkpoint, big gates and bigger guns; men shouting codes across an estate I didn't understand or care to. I was busy watching Ethan.

They had him on a stretcher.

Black guards had cut his shirt open, kept an oxygen mask to his face, held pressure to his head. Every bump rocked him, and every time he shifted, looser and heavier by the second, something under my ribs seemed to widen.

I kept waiting for his eyes to open. Never did.

They pulled me out first into a buffer zone, and I nearly ate concrete.

A woman in scrubs caught me by the elbow, sat me on a bench, cut my trouser leg open and started flushing the gash in my calf.

Fuck, it hurt.

"Weight-bearing only if necessary," she said, clinching a bandage tight. "Please enjoy your stay." She handed me a crutch, and I looked past her to see them wheeling Ethan away.

A bright corridor, white floor, more boots and orders; the stretcher rattling over clean tiles.

"Hey!" I shoved up, nearly went over again, but I caught myself and kept going. "Wait!" I started after them, half hopping, half falling, thumping the crutch hard enough to jar my shoulder loose.

Had to be with him.

Next to him. Right there.

When he opened his eyes, I had to make sure that he heard, that he knew, I had to-

One of the guards stepped in front of me, same red eyes in his mask, and I went face-first into his armour. He put an arm out. Gentle, but final.

"Stay." The word came flat as paperwork.

"The fuck I will-" I tried to shove past him. Failed.

"He's being taken to treatment. Personnel only."

"Please, I-"

The stretcher disappeared through double doors, medics around him.

Then he was gone. Out of sight.

Behind me came the others.

Weiss reached me, resting a hand on my back; Theo fused to her side, but walking now, hustling in his onesie. He looked up at me, tiny and grey, bandaged along one arm; a cookie in the other.

"Is he dead too?" He asked, blank-faced.

Weiss closed her eyes.

"No," she said, before I could speak. "No. They're helping him-are you good?" She aimed at me.

"... fine."

Joel next, wrangled onto a wheelchair by two medics while he argued like a dying ox. One of his legs was already wrapped in something soaked through, but he had enough life left in him to look furious.

"Take me to her!" He barked.

Jaune came last, pale and limping, eyes refusing to settle, still carrying Caroline's cane like an heirloom. He didn't huddle too close.

They'd left her where they found her, in her perfect coat with her perfect rings, cooling in the world she'd paid for. Her absence was deafening.

Red Eyes spoke. "Doctor wishes to see you all."

Joel spat blood. "Good."

Weiss scrubbed a hand down her face. "Right now? Can't we-"

Jaune gripped Caroline's cane tighter. "Lead on, sir."

They marched us, and the HUB opened in layers as we moved deeper; less resort, more machine. Polished lounges and pretty little attractions thinned out in favour of reinforced doors, keypads, pressure locks, and black steel ribs in the walls. Hallways widened and ceilings climbed; more guards and more staff, speaking into tech, faces pulled taut by a fear there was no procedure for.

Up and up until, at the end of a corridor wide enough to carry a tank, a pair of doors opened... onto The Bridge.

A mammoth surveillance chamber, or a command deck from some glossy sci-fi shit; metal balconies and layered banks of screens climbing the walls. Camera feeds covered every surface they could; roads, paddocks, fences, lifts, gates, lodges, labs, holding pens, catwalks, corridors, jungle trails, treetops, river crossings, every fucking angle of the preserve.

Every avenue of the lie.

Maps glowed across central tables in soft greens and hostile reds. Status feeds dragged, camera windows blinked in and out, sections of the jungle flashed with warning icons... one quadrant had gone null. And people worked every station, headsets on, fingers dancing, fear stuffed down into the motions of competence, drowning out a low pulsing alarm like a giant trying not to shit itself.

And there she was.

Mara Archbishop stood at the centre in the same green attire, one hand braced on the rail of a command pit; other resting near a holstered magnum as if she'd been born expecting to need it.

She turned when we entered.

No tablet, no flourish, no warm little greetings.

The woman who'd welcomed us into her wonderland had been shed, like theatre makeup after curtain call. This Mara was stripped, contained, and I thought at once that this might've passed for Caroline's 'friend'.

Her gaze moved quickly and precisely; blood and bandages, half-asleep, tempers held together, and the missing shape where Caroline ought to have been. Her face tightened.

"Sit down," she said. "You're safe here."

Safe.

I nearly laughed.

Weiss lowered Theo into a chair. I took the seat beside them, and Theo leaned against her immediately.

"The other boy?" She asked us, gentler, pitched toward our corner of the room.

"Treatment," Red Eyes said. "Infirmary."

Mara smiled at me. "No finer care on Earth."

"Better be."

Red Eyes approached her, Joel in tow.

"Repot."

Joel spat. "Your pens failed!" He shifted in his chair, twisting with anger and pain. "Site-wide breach; your lovely little pets are all over the preserve, chewing through payroll."

"Numbers?" She asked.

Red Eyes stepped in.

"All of them, bar the apexes, ma'am."

Joel gave a harsh laugh. "I'd write that down. Save it for the next board meeting."

One of Mara's eyes twitched.

"I told you this would happen!" Joel bit harder. "But no, you kept breeding them. Too aggressive, too clever, too damn many, and now everybody gets to act surprised because someone finally kicked a hole in the wall, and to TOP IT OFF - you got civilians down here too, what're the fucking chances-"

Her magnum cleared leather, the hammer cocked, and rested at her hip.

Nobody moved, nobody breathed, and when her voice came, it was low and patient.

"Our tour day was taken advantage of. Softer protocols. Someone used my hospitality as cover, my guests as camouflage. Do not confuse treachery with vindication, for my pets had nothing to do with this. Do you understand, Joel? This was not chance nor a fault of mine; this was planned. And whoever did it knew exactly what they were doing."

A beat passed; she tapped the barrel against her leg.

"Where's Caroline? Treatment too?"

Joel swallowed.

"Dead."

Something unreadable crossed her face.

Then Jaune stepped forward, timid and hesitant, Caroline's cane held in both hands.

"Something to remember her by?" Mara asked.

Jaune shook his head. "No... ma'am." The word fit snug in his mouth and he fucking knew it, damn near relishing in it. "Something to show you."

He twisted the silver handle.

Red Eyes turned as if he expected an ugly surprise from the dead woman's sleeve, one hand dropping to his sidearm.

The cane came apart.

No weapon.

A housing.

The hollow shaft opened to reveal a slim receiver tucked in velvet; brass toggles, a coil of wires, a tiny speaker grille, and a contact key neat as jewellery.

Morse.

Mara stared at it. The polished deceit; the tidy secret, and all the meaning packed into something so elegant, carried by a soul who never expected to die.

"Oh, Carol," she said softly, older than grief. "What have you done?"

Jaune held it out like it might bite him.

Mara took it from his hands with great care, turning it over, brushing over the brass before passing it to Red Eyes.

"Find the source. Then bring them to me."

Red Eyes nodded.

"Alive," she added. "So I can teach them some manners first."

Mara watched him take a few steps, speaking into his earpiece, but then her eyes found our little corner again. Her expression didn't soften much, but enough to notice.

"And find this lot a room. They must be exhausted."

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First Contact (revized) [CW: SA, Abuse]

It was a rainy, muggy night when I first witnessed her, lit under a lightning bolt, and followed by a thunder clap. The moment I laid eyes on her distinct visage, I just knew I had to have her. Deep in my bones, I knew. A craving, gripping me like a hungry raccoon grips a fresh-caught crawfish.

I had to make sure she was alone first. You can’t just abduct someone if there’s risk of discovery, or god forbid, retaliation from a nearby companion. But to my luck, and pleasure, she was the only one. Not even a vehicle nearby.

The next morning, when the storm cleared, I began to stalk her. I’d sit, camouflaged, in dew-covered tree branches with a pair of binoculars, or crawl through the tall, dry grass and foliage waiting and watching. I held off for days. It had to be the perfect moment. Her eyes were two huge, radiant blue rings. Her face was plump, round, and her shoulders were broad. Her skin… she looked like a princess. One day, I saw her interact with the wildlife, the small creatures whose bellies drag across the dirt, and the things that cut the clouds with their wings. Reptiles seemed especially enamored by her.

Two days in, I noticed that everywhere she went, she’d leave a trail of dead bugs in her wake. She didn’t even have to touch them to kill them, they’d just drop dead within a few feet of her.

At one point, a butterfly fluttered past, no more than a yard away from her, and then just dropped out of the air, lifeless. It was a beautiful monarch butterfly, wingspan as wide as my hand, but now it was nothing more than a brightly colored splotch. A fire-colored contrast against the grass. Upon inspection, I took note of tiny clumps, mineral growths firmly attached to the edge of its wing. They looked like chunks of sugar or salt.

When the fireflies light would suddenly burn out, or when a cricket would go quiet, she would get sad, almost like she knew that she was what killed them. I felt bad about it, but I reassured myself that soon, she would feel better. She’d forget all about the bugs. I could comfort her, because she’d be mine. All I had to do was get her into my basement.

I continued following her, silently camping in the branches of trees when she’d fall asleep. I was wired though, I could barely close my eyes. As she slept, her chest would rise so high with every breath. It was mesmerizing. I almost got caught once or twice. The thrill gave me goosebumps and made my blood rush. But it couldn’t last. Eventually, I had to make my move.

One day, she became bold enough to try and approach a car with people in it. Through the trees, we both saw them. A couple of teenagers, sitting and arguing inside of their bright red Mazda, which idled on the secluded road. They had a blown-out tire. The object of my obsession waited a moment, seemingly calculating the risk. Then, she took a deep breath, and stepped into the light of day. That was when I struck. I rushed forward, hitting the back of her head as hard as I could with a large rock. She didn’t go down the first time, even as a viscous, bright yellow liquid spurted down her back. I hit her again, and again. 3 times. I was scared I’d killed her at first, but when I pressed my fingers against the ridge of her neck, I felt a steady yet uneven thrum of life.

“Thank god,” I breathed. My hands were shaking. Here I was, in the moment I’d been praying for. Years of longing, wishing. And now I crouched right in front of her. I felt like Captain Ahab, and she was my Moby Dick. I’d finally done it.

It took three hours to drag her back to my property. Enough time for a rush of emotions and thoughts to swirl around my head. Sure what I’d done was exhilarating, a payoff to so much build up, something I’d dreamt of since I was a child. Sure it was a once in a lifetime opportunity… But wasn’t this horrible? Wasn’t this wrong?

I soothed my worries by considering the fact that I didn’t know her intentions either. I mean, what was she going to try and do to those teenagers in the car? Was I sure that she wasn’t trying to hurt them? What if she had something sinister in mind? What if I’d saved their lives by ensnaring hers?

Reinvigorated by my theory, I gave a huge push of effort, and finally heaved her onto my front steps. Just like that, she was in my house. I had no idea how to administer first aid to her wounds, so instead I just wrapped gauze all around her head. The liquid got all over my hands. It was gritty, like motor oil and sand. She didn’t wake up for hours, and when she did, she was confused, dazed. I didn’t need to worry, she was safely bound against the wall of my basement by then.

I used chains, rope, and heavy-duty ratchet straps, mounted to steel hooks, drilled into the concrete wall. Since I didn't know how strong she was, I went a little overkill. As I bound what I assumed were her wrists, and her legs, I couldn’t help myself. I had to feel around, she was asleep after all. What was this heavenly body? I’d never been this close to anyone before. I’d never felt intimate like this.

I ran my hands across her textured, intricate skin. She had so many feathers and overlapping flaps and ridges everywhere, like thousands of gills, all over her body. She was distinctly feminine, I could tell by the way her abdomen’s shape tapered at the waist, the way her hips looked so… enticing. I wondered, with simmering excitement, what parts of her body would be of use to me.

She’s been awake for three days now, in my basement. She was angry at first, scared too, I imagine. Eventually, she mellowed. I think the fear overpowered the rage. I didn’t know what to feed her, so I’ve been bringing water, and whatever I have in the pantry. She seems to be able to get tomato soup down pretty easily, but I have to pour the spoonfuls of steaming red liquid into a trapdoor-esq opening near her chest.

“Hey, stop,” I said, holding a knife to the side of her stomach as she tried to bite the spoon out of my hand. “That’s enough.”

Her “teeth” were some sort of hard, crystalline alloy, but the sight of the soft, wet flesh under them made my heart flutter. The inside of her maw looked so moist and malleable.

I put pressure on the blade, and she began to sip less aggressively, letting the warm juice easily glide down her gullet.

“Very good princess, that’s better,” I coaxed. In my mind, I knew something needed to be done about those massive, geometrically intricate teeth. I didn’t want her to hurt me later.

To avoid being bitten, I decided to pull them out. I hadn’t thought far enough ahead to consider what I'd need to accomplish such a venture, so I was desperate. I searched around my immediate vicinity. Just as my hope was waning, I found a pair of rusty old pliers, and a chisel. Not the ideal instruments to carry out her procedure, but in a pinch, they’d have to do.

The sounds she made as I yanked the blunt formations out of her… my stomach churned and twisted. I felt horrible. It was like the sound of blending a thousand live bullfrogs together on a hot summer evening. If I’d had more time to plan, I would’ve found a more comfortable alternative. Alas, after three long, uncomfortable hours, her struggling tapered to mere flinches and cries of pain at my touch. I still felt like a monster, but it was for the greater good. She’d come to love me, I just needed to make sure she wouldn’t hurt me first. As a show of our love, I wanted to string the discarded teeth into some jewelry to adorn her with. Unfortunately, I’m not gonna get the chance…

I’m running out of time. My hands are getting hard to move, and when I manage to flex my fingers or rotate my wrist, I feel something under my skin crunch and grind. A huge, dark blue bruise is spreading across my left palm and the back of my hand, like frostbite. Little glass formations are appearing under my cuticles and sprouting out at the base of my nails. It hurts more every hour.

A few minutes ago I was preparing her tomato soup, the news was on in the background. I wasn’t paying attention, until they said the name of my road.

“-yeah Greg, huge, ninety-foot radius, found crashed in the woods, right off Galahan Highway. Supposedly, it crashed a little over a week ago during the thunderstorm. The device seems to be some sort of conceptual contraption with no definite function or point of origin. All we know is that it crashed, and four days later, these two young tourists happened to get stranded on the very same road! They claim to have seen something-”

I turned off the TV, heart pounding in my chest. They knew. I would be caught. I turned on the TV again, panicking.

“Okay, okay, so, me and Kyle are arguing over the uber, right?” A kid with broccoli hair says, waving his hands around like a dope while he talked.

“Yeah, but, he wants to book it sooner,” the other boy cuts in, “but I wanted to wait til the fuckin, the uh, tow truck showed up, right? Cuz I’m like, ‘what if some redneck ass hillbilly robbed our goddamn car, Chandler?’” His deeply flushed face gave him a persistently exasperated expression.

“And then what happened?” The reporter asked.

“Oh shit, goddamn, so like, this alien was so fucking fat, and he’s like, just past the treeline,” the brocoli haired boy, Chandler, says, pointing forward.

“Yeah, cannot stress this enough,” Kyle explains, holding his arms apart like he’s describing a big fish, “dawg was built like an old greek dude right, and get this, covered in thick, black, body hair, butt ass naked.”

“Duuuuude,” The two boys say at the same time as they hype each other up.

“But-ass-nekkid, wearing tree branches ‘n shit. Bro’s holding a rock, right? And on god bruh, looking straight at us. Thought he was just some creeper, like, streaker or some shit at first, but like, he had to be an alien.”

“He had to be?” the reporter asked.

“If it was a person,” Chandler said, suddenly becoming very serious, “it was the most unhinged looking individual I’ve ever seen in my life.”

“Oh, on god bruh. Un-fucking-hinged.”

I let out a sigh of relief and turned the TV off. They’d seen me, not her. My momentary absolution quickly faded when I began to think deeper. Wait a second, they’d seen me?

If they saw me, it wouldn’t be long before they found signs. I hadn’t been nearly thorough enough on my brief cleanup. I thought I’d have more time. The dead bugs in the woods would be a dead giveaway. I truly was running out of time. A streak of pain rocketed through my arm, and I looked down to see that my left hand was completely stiff, the bruise extending up my fused wrist.

My fingernails looked like jewel studded art installations. The tomato sauce began to burn and sputter on the stove, but I didn’t care. I rushed down the stairs, and stopped where I’m still standing now.

I look through the small window in the door, into her room. Her resolve is definitely broken. There’s a universal sign of hopelessness that extends to all creatures. It’s in the eyes. I thought I’d get to rebuild with her, to make her feel like the princess she is. The floor of my basement is littered with soup cans, dead bugs, and mineral teeth, which are slowly spreading a blanket of crystalline tumors. They sprout like fungus from a concrete ground, alive.

My time is almost up. I have to act now. I look again through the glass window into my basement, contemplating her bindings. My hand and arm are necrotizing. I wish this had gone differently. I planned on using a condom for my first time, but why bother, right? I’ll get caught soon, might even get killed. I need to accomplish this one thing before my life shatters into millions of sharp fragments. I’m opening the door to look at her naked body now, grinning ear to ear. I’m going to be significant. I'm going to make history.

I’m going to be the first man to fuck an alien

u/4THEB3TTERG00D — 11 days ago
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Ant-Hill

Solenopsis invicta, Camponotus pennsylvanicus, Linepithema humile, and Formica rufa. Or commonly known as red imported fire ants, black carpenter ants, Argentine ants, and wood ants. Anthony knew all the names of his favorite creatures. Formicidae were closely related to bees, wasps, and sawflies. Anthony hated all other insects, aside from the tiny black bodies he watched crawling across the sidewalk. His eyes gazed longingly at the single file line, wishing he could shrink down and join them. 

At the young age of five, Anthony found his passion. During the peak of summer, the entire Gloss family went for a picnic by the lake. The air blew in short, hot gusts. Under the cover of a large oak, the heat was bearable. Jason Gloss, the head of the family, had carried the picnic basket. Anthony’s mother, Susan, packed it to the brim with all of their favorite foods. Kathrine, the boy’s sister, laid out the quilt. The patch of vibrant green grass was snuffed out by the hand-sewn cotton fabric. 

“Make sure you apply sunscreen again after we finish eating. You remember the last time you got burnt?” Susan eyed her young son. 

“Yes, Mama. It sucked,” Anthony said, picking at a blade of grass. It snapped off between his tiny fingers. 

“Language, Son.” Jason’s voice was stern and gentle at the same time. Anthony’s dad reached out and ruffled the strawberry blond hair on his son's head.

“Sorry, Papa.” 

When the family had finished their meal, everyone got ready to head into the cool waters of the lake. Everyone except Anthony. He hated swimming in anything but a pool. The murky water hid too many unknowns. Seaweed creatures, large fish with razor sharp teeth, and venomous snakes crossed the boy’s mind. The relief from the blistering sun wasn’t enough to sway him. Getting dragged to the bottom of the lake was much too scary. 

“Make sure you close up the containers when you’re done.” Kathrine spat before running towards the rocky beach. 

“Duh!” Anthony spat back, sticking his tongue out. 

The pop and snap of the Tupperware containers sounded as the boy closed them one by one. Anthony diligently packed up lunch, but left a single container out and open. Inside the blueish green rectangle were pieces of cut up fruit. Kiwis, watermelon, strawberries, and grapes. They were all his favorites. A small greedy smile grew on the boy’s face. As he shoved tiny fistfuls of sweet fruit into his mouth, he noticed something. 

At first, he had passed over the tiny speck - thinking it to be a piece of dirt or a small rock. The boy blinked, and another one appeared. The small dark specks wriggled and moved atop the blanket, headed toward him. Instead of being afraid, a quiet curiosity grew within him. Upon closer inspection, they had legs and antennas/ They were ants. A bug that his father had recently named for him. 

It took but a moment for Anthony to realize that HE was not the ants’ target. Two wiggly specks had turned into an entire row, and they were headed for the container of fruit. Instinctively, the boy reached for the lid, but then hesitated. He was curious to see what the small creatures were up to, and what they would do with the fruit once they attained it. Reaching a tiny, grubby hand into the box, Anthony pulled a chunk of watermelon out and laid it on the cloth. Making sure to place it in front of the leader of the group. 

In awe, the boy watched as the ants tore off chunks of the sugary pink fruit. They carried pieces that looked way too large for their tiny bodies. With the watermelon on their backs, the ants turned around and headed back the way they came. Standing up from his spot on the quilt, Anthony followed. Eventually, the boy and the tiny critters ended up in front of a small hill of dirt with a hole in the middle. It reminded Anthony of a much smaller version of a volcano. Something he had seen many times in his dinosaur picture book. 

The youthful curiosity evolved into something similar to obsession as the boy grew. While other children would stomp on the ants, or pour strange liquids into the anthills. Anthony did his best to protect them. Yelling at the kids who caused harm or using his umbrella to shield the dirt mounds from the rain. It was a difficult job, being the one human who fought for their survival. His protection and admiration was so intense that he was dubbed “Ant” by his classmates. Although it was meant to be a jab, Ant was fond of his new nickname. 

By the time Anthony was in middle school, he had already been labeled as a freak. A badge that he wore proudly, so long as people left him alone. He didn’t need human friends so full of malice and fear. The tiny critters that built their empires in underground labyrinths was all he needed. It was a symbiotic relationship of sorts. While the creatures were provided with food and protection, Anthony was provided entertainment and joy. 

When high school rolled around, Anthony was given a gift by his father and mother. One that he would never forget. Ant had awoken Christmas morning feeling numb and exhausted. It had been many years since he looked forward to such an event. Being forced to be around his family for long periods was the epitome of torture for the young man. His lack of human friendship weighed heavily on his ability to exist around others. That was, until he unwrapped his last gift. 

“No way,” Anthony’s eyes widened in surprise. 

A forced and uneasy smile was painted on Kathrine’s face. His parents, though, grinned with joy at their son’s reaction. It was more than what they’d hoped for. Their son looked genuinely ecstatic, an emotion that they hadn’t witnessed for a long time. 

“Thank you, Mom and Dad.” Anthony shot up from the floor to hug his parents. Both of them patted his back lightly as his arms wrapped around their shoulders. “This is the best gift I’ve ever received." 

“You better make sure none of those things makes it out of that container. If I find one in my room, I’m beating your ass.” Kathrine pointed a finger at the box that sat on the floor. She then used her thumb to draw a line across her throat, glaring at her brother as she did.

“Gosh, Kathy. You don’t have to be such a buzzkill.” Anthony rolled his eyes and returned to the box. 

The container that sat on the floor was made of hard, clear plastic. It had a blue lid that was littered with teeny tiny holes that would let oxygen in. The box itself was mostly filled with dirt. A network of tunnels and pathways had been dug by the bright red creatures contained within. Anthony smirked internally, happy that his parents hadn’t realized that the gift they’d given him was slightly dangerous. For just a moment, he thought of letting one loose in his sister's room. He imagined what her screams would sound like when the fire ant bit her. 

Deciding that letting one of the ants out was a bad idea, Anthony shifted his focus back to his present. He watched as the red insects marched through their maze-like tunnels. Somehow, they always knew where to go and what to do. Anthony wished human life was just the same, and frowned before leaving for his room. 

“Don’t you worry, little guys, I’ll make sure to take great care of you.” Anthony whispered to his new friends when his family was out of earshot. 

Things stayed relatively the same for a while. The Gloss family went about their business, only interacting with Anthony when he’d occasionally leave his room. The family was fine with the way things were - each living their lives - separate, yet under the same roof. 

By the time Anthony was in college, his obsession with ants had turned into madness. Two six-foot shelves had been put up in the young man’s room. His dwelling was tucked away in a section of the mostly finished basement. The perfect environment for the rows and rows of habitats he now possessed. Anthony tried to collect every species of ant he could get his hands on. Some of them were local and some were imported from overseas. 

What sparked Anthony’s abrupt change was the introduction of a science contest. Wanting to prove that his insect friends were special and worthy drove Anthony to do something that no one could’ve imagined. He had already had bits and flashes of an idea, like a word that was on the tip of your tongue. The idea only came to him in full when Anthony wrote his name down for the competition. He knew just what he needed to do. 

“Make sure you eat something before you go to bed,” Susan had suggested, as she packed up dinner leftovers. 

“Sure thing, Mom.” Anthony said with fake enthusiasm. He had purposely sat at the table pushing his food around with the fork. He had been fasting for as long as possible. Preparing himself for what was to come. 

On the last night before the science competition, Anthony taped a note to his bedroom door. It was folded up, hiding the handwritten words within. He hoped that whoever ended up finding it first, would read the contents before entering the room. It was crucial that it be read first. 

“Mom, Dad, Kathy, I’m sure you’ll miss me…but this is what I was always meant to do.” The young man said aloud to himself. The sound of his own voice startled him a little. He eyed the lock on the door, but decided not to use it. It was imperative that he be found as soon as possible once the deed had been done. 

Pulling a bag of potting soil from its hiding spot under the bed, Anthony sat down on the floor in front of it. Using both hands, he ripped the plastic carefully. Not wanting to get any of the dirt on the floor. Anthony may be strange, but he was courteous enough not to leave a mess. 

“One spoonful at a time.” 

Using a plastic ladle he had stolen from the kitchen, Anthony used it to scoop up the soil from the bag. It was mostly dark and dry, aside from the tiny, white fertilizer balls that were incorporated within. Ant lifted the ladle to his mouth and tilted his head back. Instantly, the dirt clung to any bit of moisture it could find. Coating his tongue and throat almost completely. A few coughs and a drink of water later, he swallowed his first helping. 

It took a little over an hour before Anthony reached the bottom of the bag. His stomach felt full and tight, pain zapping out from the organ as it tried to digest what was indigestible. His throat was raw and sore, breath smelling of earth and mildew. He hoped that it was enough for his friends. 

Finally, Anthony stood up from his spot on the floor. Walking to one of the shelves, he carefully selected a terrarium from the rows that waited before him. Dorylus, otherwise known as driver ants, were stored inside. Anthony pulled the container from the shelf and went back to where the empty bag of soil remained. He once again grabbed the ladle, and popped open the lid. 

Anthony knew that he could not chew or bite down. Whilst consuming the dirt, he had done his best to remember that fact. Only using his tongue and throat, keeping his jaws slightly parted. He took a scoop from the terrarium and tilted it into his waiting mouth. 

The sensation was unlike any other. Tons and tons of tiny legs wriggled against his tongue. He felt them pass over his teeth, and rub against the sides of his cheeks. He felt tears form in his eyes as his friends moved within him. It was impossible to shrink down and live among the colony. His best option was to house the colony, within his own stomach. 

As the ants bit and scratched at his insides, Anthony laughed. The pain was intense and unlike anything he had ever felt, but it was overpowered by the sense of elation that filled him. It was overpowered by the sense of finally belonging. One by one the scoops went down his gullet, one by one the ants filled him. 

When Susan awoke in the early hours of the day, she saw that the light in the basement was on. Annoyed by the thought of the electricity bill, she called down to her son in frustration. When there was no response, she stomped down the stairs towards his room. Not thinking anything nefarious had happened aside from falling asleep without shutting everything down, Susan threw open the door. She had bypassed the note that had been taped to the door. 

A scream, so loud and so blood curdling, escaped the middle aged woman. So intense that it had woken up Jason and Kathy, and probably the neighbors two houses down. Susan slammed the door shut and she fell to her knees outside of the room. The horrors that lay within were too much to handle. As she huddled on the floor, the piece of paper fell down slowly to meet her. It landed open, displaying the contents within. 

“I have a new nickname now. I have a new purpose now. Make sure they send my body to the college for study.” 

And it was signed, 

Ant-Hill

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u/ReasonableUnit2170 — 13 days ago

Would y’all read a dramatic, character-driven horror story about a divorced old couple who were once cult members, going to the top of a mountain to spread their dead son’s ashes while being hunted by a force of nature?

This isn’t my like my normal posts, but I need feedback before I sink hours of dedication into something that may ultimately lead to very little. I’ve posted a few stories on this sub, some long form, some short form, and I want to make a multi-part series that’s been stewing in my heart for a while.

The narrative would follow a morally grey, old, long divorced couple who are notorious sorcerers and ex-cultists. They dislike each-other strongly, but have to work together one last time to carry out their son’s dying wish while they’re stalked by Daqremaunt, a vampire whose job is to hunt down supernatural criminals. Does that sound intriguing, or should I just discard this one? Concept art in the comments.

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u/4THEB3TTERG00D — 12 days ago
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My Ex's Wedding

This is something new,

The Casper Slide, Part 2.

Featuring the Platinum Band.

And this time…we're gonna get funky! (funky funky funky)

I finished the last of my drink just as those familiar tones echoed over the loudspeakers in the corner and laughing people began to move their way out to the dance floor. As I swallow, I look over to where the “dj” (if you could call a teenager with a spotify playlist a dj) was stationed. I can feel the performative smile and the internal eye-roll from here. But maybe that’s just projecting. I’m too drunk for self-reflection. I hate this song. Why did I come here?

I don’t like weddings, generally. Especially not lately. At one end of the spectrum, they’re some quick affair in the Father-in-Law’s barn or some stuffy church, and then everybody retreats to a hotel conference room to eat dry chicken and listen to the same 12 songs they play at every wedding before everyone drunk-stumbles home. At the other end of the spectrum, it’s some beautiful, picturesque farm or beach or skyscraper, and there’s pictures at sunset and an uncle dancing with the flower girl and the Maid of Honor gives a speech so sickly sweet that it makes your teeth hurt just to hear it, so sweet you wonder how she can hold all those words in her mouth without vomiting. And then everybody eats too-dry chicken and listens to the same 12 songs, but now it’s so much cuter because there’s fairy lights everywhere.

Or maybe I’m just bitter. I don’t know. I don’t even care anymore.

Of the two types, Delilah’s wedding definitively leaned towards the latter. The whole thing was in this abandoned warehouse. I guess it got bought up and turned into a venue. They planted a garden on the roof where the ceremony could be held, painted the walls a fresh white to cover the old bare wood, and turned old cable spools into tall tables for the cocktail hour. They had been moved now to make the dance floor everyone was congregating in. The dining tables lining its edges were covered in coarse blue tablecloths with mirrors and plastic greenery in a glass vase in the center. And at the front of it all, a long wooden table on a raised platform with a big wooden arch behind the center, with greenery framing where the lovely couple once sat, and their maids and men seated down the table to either side like a royal court of old. That made me angry. Again, I don’t know why.

The chairs are empty now. Everyone was on the dance floor.

To the left!

Take it back now, y’all!

2 hops this time!

2 hops this time!

When I got the invite, I thought it must be a mistake. I hadn’t heard from Delilah since the breakup. 2 years of radio silence. And why not? We’d only dated about 6 months. We both said shit we’re not proud of. I for one don’t even remember what we were fighting about the last night I saw her. All I remember is what happened after.

Her apartment was on the 4th floor, and all four floors had a no smoking sign on the balcony. No elevator, either. So I had to drag my fat ass down 4 flights of stairs just to get a smoke and cool off. I was huffing and wheezing by the time my feet touched pavement, but I was still fuming by the time I took out my lighter.

It wasn’t the first time this had happened. Wouldn’t be the last time, either. We just kept on doing this. Every week it was some new shit. Why haven’t I fixed the cracks in the drywall yet? I thought you said you were a shoe-in for that promotion, why’d they pass you up? Well if you know I don’t like your Mom, why is she visiting us this weekend? On and on. I’d try to stay calm, hold my temper, but she’d just keep needling and needling, and presenting it as a question all the time, like it’s an interrogation or some shit. As though I was the one who needed to explain myself. Either I’d keep a lid on it and it would simmer until she did the same shit the next day, or I’d blow up and wind up down there, next to my car, trying to smoke my troubles away.

About 2 cigarettes in, and I’d started to calm down. I mean, it’s not like she was the ONLY one to blame for our troubles. I know I can be mean as a snake when I have a mind for it, and I know her friends all hated me. I’m not exactly the cuddliest teddy bear in the lot. Eventually I got to thinking maybe I should go up there and apologize. Say she’s right, make my promises, accept her own half-hearted half-apology, then go back for some okay make up sex. I threw my Marlboro on the ground and stomped it out, and then turned.

I saw the stairs waiting for me. Four flights of them, climbing back up. 48 one-foot steps to make an apology to a woman who had probably about had enough of my shit. To go back and grovel for the right to do the same thing again next week and the week after that. Did I want that? Was I the kind of guy who wanted to go up 4 stories just to keep going nowhere? I looked at those stairs and decided. No. Four flights of stairs is too much work for some mediocre pussy and a rolling argument. I turned around again, got in my truck, and went home. I broke up with her over text the next day, we arranged to get our things from the other’s apartment when they weren’t there, and that was it. That was the last time I saw or spoke to Delilah.

Until about 2 months ago when I got the invite in the mail. Which brings me back to my original question: why the fuck am I here.

Sliiide to the right!

Sliiide to the left!

Cha-cha now y’all.

Turn it out.

They look happy, those two. The groom (who’s name I can’t be fucked to remember) is a 6-foot fridge with a head wearing a suit just a little too small, just enough to show his toned body when he takes the jacket off. He smiles at her like a labrador, and looks about like he has the internal monologue of one, too. It pisses me off, how much I can’t hate him. Delilah, for her part, has lost some weight, and obviously called some very expensive people to do her hair and makeup. Unlike her groom, I KNOW I can hate her, but I don’t want to. I spent enough time doing that while we were together. So now I’m just sitting here, watching them move as one to the instructions over the speaker, whispering and laughing and dancing in the twinkle of a beautiful night. I shake my head and drain the rest of my glass. God, I want to throw up.

Maybe it was spite. I’m pretty damn sure she only sent me the invite to rub how happy she was in my face. She never wanted me to actually come, she just wanted me to know she was getting married. Maybe the reason I came was to call her bluff, to show her that I didn’t care. But then they didn’t seem to care, either. They didn’t even say hello when they were making their rounds after dinner. They just sat me in the back with the second cousins and other black sheep, never even looked my way. My only evidence they even know I’m here is the name card at the seat. Gilded and cursive and printed on cheap cardstock, like everything else here.

I thought about going up and talking to her. I figured “Shit, if they’re just going to ignore me, I’ll just make myself damn near unignorable.” I thought about making a scene, too. Getting sloppy drunk and hitting on a bridesmaid, maybe getting offended over some minor shit and decking the father-in-law. But I didn’t. Like I said, whether it’s just being tired of it all or something else, I just can’t bring myself to hate them that much. So now I’m just sitting here, milking the free bar for all it’s worth before I find a way home. This was a bad idea, I never should’ve come out. I should’ve just-

“Another double of Woodford, sir?” comes a new voice from behind the bar, cutting off my train of thought. It’s gruff and deep, and not at all the voice of the 30-something woman who’s been tending bar all night.

Now it’s time to get funky!

To the right, now!

To the left!

Take it back now, y’all.

I turn, and the bartender has been replaced. The woman who’s been giving me whiskey and threatening to cut me off has been replaced by a man who looks to be in his 60s, much older than all the other people working the venue. He’s tall and skinny as a whip, but his arms seem to have a wiry strength I have trouble describing. His face is what takes most of my initial attention, though. It’s puffy and leathery to the point it looks like an old catcher’s mitt that someone gashed up with a boxcutter until it looked approximately human. His hand running through the shock of white hair remaining on his head, he looks at me expectantly.

“Uh, yeah. Sure.” I slide my glass back towards him. “What happened to the other bartender?”

“She took a break. I’m covering for a little while. Rocks?” His voice came back, and I thought I heard a very slight accent, though I can’t quite distinguish where from. 

“Nah, neat.” He nods as he turns to grab the bottle, and I get a better look at the rest of him. His clothes are old and stained, but orderly and well presented. A burgundy vest covering a tired white dress-shirt with the sleeves rolled up. There’s something in the back of my brain, a little voice muted by the alcohol saying something’s wrong. He moves smoothly, like an assembly line worker on the job, constructing my drink more than pouring it. He’s certainly acting like he knows every nook of the bar, like he’s worked it before. Like he belongs. Still…shit, what the hell do I care. I’m leaving after this drink anyway. He turns back and sets the whiskey down in front of me.

“Thanks,” I say, and start to go back to watching the dance floor.

Criss-cross!

Criss-cross!

Cha-cha now, y’all.

“Why the long face, son?” The old man speaks up behind me, before I can go fully away from the bar. I turn back and see him, leaning on the polished wood of the newly constructed bar that didn’t fit at all with the old wood wall behind it, arms making a steeple-shape with his head at the top.

“Excuse me?” I respond.

“Well I came in about 5 minutes ago, and you’ve been standing there the whole time looking like a whipped dog, so I figured I’d just ask what’s eatin’ ya.”

“I-. Nothing. I’m just waiting.”

“Ay, sure. Waiting. Done an awful lot of that in my time.” The slash in the leather of his face that he’s been using for a mouth curled up into an approximation of a polite smile. I smile politely back and make up my mind to finish my drink here and now. Just as the rim touches my lips, though…“May I ask exactly what it is you’re waitin’ for?”

I set the glass down, and with a little more annoyance in my voice than I intended, respond: “I’m sorry, who are you and why do you care?”

His gnarled hands uproot from the bar as he raises them to his shoulders, palms out. “No offense meant, sir.” His palms are so calloused and scarred, they look less like flesh and blood and more like river stones loosely covered by rawhide. He continued: “To answer your first question, my Christian name is Oleander Carfax. Most people just call me Ollie, though. And as for your second, I just figured you looked like you had something on your mind and you might want to talk about it.”

“Well, Ollie, I promise you that if I did, you’d be the first to know. For now though, I’d just like to finish my drink and leave, and I’d like to do that without getting any of your damn advice. Can you do that for me?”

“Sure, sure.” A shit eating grin crosses his face as he puts his hands back down. He’s mocking me, I know it. He’s going to go home and tell his wife or his caretaker or his stray cat or whoever about the sad sack at the bar with a bug up his ass, the one who kept watching all the happy people dancing, and just kept getting more and more sour. Well fuck him, I don’t need his opinions any more than I need Delilahs. I take another drink, but this time I don't turn back. If I keep watching the party, I’ll be stewing here all night.

Cha-cha now, y’all.

Let’s go to work!

To the left!

Take it back now, y’all.

That name rang a bell, stupid as it is. Oleander Carfax. Have I heard it before? The music’s so damn loud, even from here I can’t think over it. My eyes slide back towards the old man, pulled by his gravity. When my gaze finally gets to his, I find him staring right back at me. His pinprick, beady eyes gazing right into my skull. The grin is gone from his face, and his knuckles have gone white where he’s holding the bar. I quickly look away. I know he’s still watching me, though. When his voice comes again, I can hear his smile is back, dripping like melted wax into each word. “Do y’know your sign?”

“Huh?”

“Your sign. Star sign. Do you know it?”

“Uh…no.”

“I’ll bet you’re a Cancer.”

I nearly spat out my drink. “What the hell did you just call me?”

“Cancer. It's one of the astrological signs. Means you were born between June and July. Symbol is a crab. As in the kind that can’t ever escape buckets.” He speaks as matter-of-factly as if he were describing the weather. But those beady little eyes keep boring into me.

“Oh.” Because what the fuck else are you supposed to say when some old bartender starts spouting off about astrology?

“So are you one?” he says.

“What the hell does it matter?” God, I can’t believe I’m stuck talking to some new-age nut here. I swear, if he starts getting out crystals I’m throwing my drink in his face.

The old man starts to lean forward. “It matters quite a bit, son. You can discern an awful lot about a person from their star sign. Take me, for example. I’m a Taurus. Symbolized by a bull. Taurus’s are naturally aggressive, assertive. And I was, when I was your age. I fought and fought for everything I wanted, and then took more. My old man had to kick me out of the house, I spent so long fighting him. But I found my own way. And here I am now. And there you are, sitting at the end of the bar trying not to look at me, almost as much as you’re trying not to look at that pretty girl in white over there dancing.” I have to fight to stop myself from craning my head back around to the dance floor. He continues, “If you were a Taurus like me, you’d walk right over there, grab her away from her husband, win her back here and now. But you aren’t going to do that, so I’m guessing you’re a Cancer.” He spits the last word out like a slur. Or an accusation.

At that I stand up straight. I can feel the heat in my face has hit my temples, and I slam my glass on the counter. Louder than I expected, but I don’t care. Ollie doesn’t flinch. A decent amount of brown liquor sloshes over the edge and onto the bar Ollie had just finished cleaning. Good. Fuck this bar, fuck this wedding, and fuck this old-ass, inbred-rat-looking, bat-leather-faced bugman. If I make a scene now, at least I can ruin the afterparty, too. I open my mouth to start telling him off, to start the nuclear chain reaction that’ll for sure get me kicked out of the wedding, but then I see something that makes me falter. It’s something small. Trivial, even. I see one of the caterers, past Ollie, cleaning up near the door. Most notably, I see his uniform. All black pants and shirt, long sleeves, and a red tie. I remember all the workers for the venue, all in black and a red tie. In particular I remember the bartender who served me before Ollie showed his face, a kind woman in her 30s, wearing exactly the same thing.

And I look back at Ollie, in his white frumpy button-up and threadbare maroon vest. All my anger, everything I was about to say gets stopped at the back of my throat. He’s still smiling, but it’s not the same shit-eating service smile he had before. It’s sharper, meaner. And it doesn’t reach his eyes.

Reverse, Reverse!

Reverse, Reverse!

Cha-cha, now, y’all.

Turn it out.

“You…don’t work for the venue, do you?” I asked.

“Can’t say I do, son.” he replied.

“Were you invited?” 

His eyes broke contact with mine, looking towards the ceiling as though in thought or prayer about how to respond. His hands started moving, as though automatic again, removing a crumpled box of cigarettes from his pocket. I could feel my temper cool into a strange unease. A worker calling me cancer is one thing, a complete stranger is another. I look back at his arms, and I can see the scars among the wrinkles, white as cotton on his leathery skin.

He removed a cigarette and placed it in his mouth, and finally responded, while his hands aimlessly searched for a lighter: “In a fashion.”

“That’s…that’s not an answer.”

“I thought you didn’t care. I thought you were going to go ahead and finish your drink and get out of here.”

His eyes broker no argument. He’s right. Why the hell DID I care? I should just finish my drink and get the hell out of here. I glare at Ollie, before touching the glass to my lips. I take a long pull. There’s more in here than I remember. I must’ve been drinking slower than I thought. I open my throat and the high proof burns all the way down. I take a big gulp. And another. And another. I try to shoot the whole thing down my gullet, try until the sting of the alcohol forces my mouth closed and I put the drink down to come up for air. When I put the glass down it’s still nearly full. As my eyes widen, I smell burning tobacco, and look back at Ollie to see his cigarette lit. Did I hear a lighter click? He takes the cigarette from his mouth and blows the smoke out his nose. He looked for all the world like a cartoon bull. That sharp, mean smile still curled his lip, and his eyes still bored into me hard as flint.

“In any case,” he said, “I’m here on business. Which is certainly more than you can say, Jonah.”

FREEZE!

Everybody clap your hands!

The hall is drowned in the sharp sounds of clapping

He knows my name.

How in the hell does he know my name?

Did I tell him?

Did he-?

“Maybe I read the guest list.”

Yes, exactly, he probably read-

I feel the thought stop there as I realize he had been the one who suggested it.

I want to run, to fight, to do something, anything, but my legs refuse to move. I’m kept in place by the tight stare of the man across the bar.

“Who…” I start, but can’t finish.

“Oh come now, Jonah. I know you’re stupid, but you’re not deaf. I already told you my Christian name.” He takes the cigarette from his mouth and puts it out on the bar, leaving a hole in the varnish. A flash behind him catches my eye. A warped reflection in the bottles on the shelf. In the fairy lights and darkness, it’s hard to make out, but it’s standing exactly where Ollie is. It’s massive, and in the second before it’s gone I think I see horns and antennae and eyes and exoskeletal carapace and fur and eyes and slick skin like an eel and eyes and eyes and eyes. And then the flash is done, and the reflection is gone, and it’s just the back of Ollie’s balding head as my attention turns back to his bat-leather face “Do you really want me to go through all my other names, as well?”

“I…” I don’t know where this sentence is going. I just know that if I’m still talking, I’m still alive. I still can’t move. My hands, planted firmly on the bar, are the only things stopping me from collapsing. In desperation I spit out the first sentence that comes to mind: “What are you doing here?”

Then, for the first time since I’d first seen him, Ollie gave a genuine smile. “I’m glad you asked.” He motioned back to the dance floor, and my eyes instinctually followed.

How low can you go?

Can you go down low?

All the way to the floor?

How low can you go?

The scene looks very similar to what it was when I last cast my eyes upon it. Everyone at the wedding is out on the dance floor, young children laughing and running around, older adults chasing them, and in the middle a block of people dancing, following the steps as they were sung out over the speakers around them. Right now they were crouched on the ground; “getting low”, as the song commanded. And at their head was Delilah and her Labrador Groom.

It’s only when my eyes scan over Delilah that I start to see things wrong. I can see dark streaks running down her face. She’s still smiling, but it looks more like someone pinned the corners of her mouth back than actual mirth. The thing called Ollie starts speaking behind me:

“After you two parted ways, she decided she was done with the dating scene. ‘Been hurt too many times,’ those were her words when she called me up.” She’s looking at me. Her eyes seem to be pleading. “Sure, the summoning was old-school, but I’m a fan of the classics, and how could I turn down a woman in need? So I listened, and we came to an accord.” She opens her mouth, but if any sound comes out it can’t be heard over the sound of the music. My stomach drops as I realized she’s trying to scream. “I would give her what she asked for…” her Labrador Husband leans close to her, then laughs like she just made the best joke he’d ever heard, “for a price to be named later. Well, collection day has come.”

I look around the crowded wedding, but nobody seems to notice anything wrong. Everybody's laughing and drinking and talking and dancing. Nobody else sees what I see, as the song demands they-

-bring it to the top?

Like you never ever stop?

Can you bring it to the top?

One hop!

-Delilah jumps. I finally break from her face and see the rest of her body. Her hands are mangled beyond recognition, and I can see places in her arms that are crooked where they’re not meant to be. As she lands, she hits the ground far harder than should be possible, and I see her left thigh bend inward above the knee before quickly straightening out. She gives out another silent wail, stumbling slightly forward, before something jerks her back straight. She keeps moving. How is she still moving? I can see the tears streaming down her face, but her muscles, like her smile, seem fixed to what they’re doing. It dawns on me that she could no more stop of her own accord than an executioner could stop his blade mid-swing.

“Did you know,” says Ollie behind me, “that the human body has over 206 bones? Now some of them are in very hard to reach places, like the base of the skull, but did you also know, that over half of them are in the hands and feet?”

Right foot, now!

“All that to say, that while it can take hours to break EVERY bone in the body, you can break nearly 80% of them in just under 5 minutes?”

Left foot now, y’all!

“5 minutes. The length of a song. And I can make a song last a mighty long time.”

Charlie Brown!

I feel my legs finally gain purchase underneath me, and go to take a step towards her. But before my foot even falls, I feel a cold vice grip my shoulder. It’s one of Ollie’s gnarled hands. “Oh, what’s this? Finally find yer balls?” With hardly any effort at all he spins me around to face him. His face is inches away from mine; I can see my reflection in his eyes and smell the rot in his teeth and tobacco in his breath. He is no longer smiling. “That girl is my property, son. At the end of tonight, she and her new husband will be in a truck wrapped around a tree, tragic victims of drunk driving. Eyes toward heaven, souls bound elsewhere. But not before I’ve taken my price. Unless you’d like something similar, I’d suggest you cool off.” I felt his thumb dig into my shoulder, and a patch of warmth spread from it. I looked, and saw I was bleeding. I finally nodded, and Ollie let go. His salesman smile returned, and he sat back on his heels as I slumped against the bar.

We stood there silently for a while, looking at each other while the music played. Now that I knew to listen for it, I could hear the crack of bones with each command given. I dared not to turn around to see her again. I opened and closed my hands while the whiskey churned in my stomach. I’ve been powerless before, but never this dejectedly so. Eventually, Ollie scoffed, and started speaking again. “I really don’t know why you’re so upset,” he said, shrugging his shoulders and returning to mechanically cleaning the bar. “I mean, I only invited you because I figured you’d want to see this, with you hating her guts and all.”

I feel my strength completely leave me. HE invited me. Not Delilah, not her husband. No ex-lover’s malice or remorse. Just this thing in a vest, approximating the shape of a person, who thought I’d enjoy this. I look down at the bar. Then I swallow hard, and look back up.

“What if someone else paid for her?”

Ollie stopped his cleaning. He gave me a curious look and leaned towards me. “Come again?”

I take a second to steady myself before starting again: “You seem like the type to make deals. You said this, her soul, all of this was the price she was paying for your deal with her.” I open and close my hands, not looking at Ollie.

“And you’re saying you want to take up her debt?”

I close my eyes, and steel myself. It’s easier than you think to jump off a cliff. Just 3…2…1… “Yes.”

The word hangs in the air for a second. The whole world seems to go quiet.

Then the silence is broken by Ollie’s uproarious laughter.

I look up to find him, doubled over behind the bar, laughing so hard I think I see a tear fall from his cheek. “You…!” he points and has to take a break to keep laughing. “You want to trade your soul for hers?” I take a step back in confusion. He has to catch himself on the bar to stop himself from falling to the floor.

“I…What’s so funny?” I say.

“YOU ARE!” replies Ollie, finally collecting himself. He continues: “Son, have you ever heard the phrase ‘why buy the cow if you can get the milk for free?’”

I go slack-jawed. “What?”

Recomposed now, he says: “Jonah, your soul’s already mine. You gave it to me a long time ago.”

I start to get angry. “That’s a lie! I’ve never seen anything like you in my life!”

Ollie chuckled again: “It’s because you never had to, son. Delilah, that poor girl over there, had to be driven to me. Summoned me up out of an old dirt crossroads, she did. I corrupted HER. You?” he said, motioning towards my whole person, “You did that yourself. Every decision you’ve made, every opportunity to be happy you turned down, every chance to be a better person you refused, every wrong path you ever walked down and never turned back, it all led to me.” He motioned to himself now. “It didn’t even take a trap or temptation. Just gravity. All I had to do was stand at the bottom of every low road, and you would find me. Every. Single. Time. And now? Shit, you’re my number one guy.”

“N-no, that’s not true.” I’m stammering, why the hell am I stammering? This guy’s fucking torturing someone in front of me and I’m stammering. I can feel my anger rising again. Or is it fear? It’s all the same, isn’t it? Come on, Jonah, get it together. “I..I know I’ve made mistakes, but-”

“But what?” Ollie interrupts. He clasps his hands together in some cartoonish impersonation of innocence “But ‘somewhere deep inside of you, you‘re a good person?’” He drops the act, grabs my shoulder and pulls me closer again before continuing to speak: “There is no ‘deeper’ to you. You are a pest, a weed in God’s garden. You came to a wedding specifically to see if you could ruin it for the bride, a woman who you had known for 6 months 2 years ago. What kind of ‘good person’ fucking does that? And what for? So you could make her as miserable as you are? So you could take one happy day from her? Shit, you don’t even know why, do you? Never got that far in your reasoning? Well I’ll tell you why.” He had pulled me closer and closer, and I could suddenly see an intensity in his beady, rat’s eyes. A madness, or a foaming mouth fanaticism that drained all effort to fight out of me.

He spoke low, now. Almost too low to hear. “I said you were a Cancer earlier, and I meant it. In more ways than one. Son, you are a disease to everyone you meet.. You hate that your life is going nowhere, refuse to do anything to change it, and then hate when other people find any form of success without you. It’s not enough that you fail, everyone else must go down with you. You're my bottom bitch, the whore I use to keep all the rest in line and drag new whores in. You’re a crab in the bottom of my bucket, fighting and clawing and maiming everything that tries to escape because even if you’re dying, the thought that someone else is better than you is worse.” With his right hand, he reached up and patted my cheek. It feels like being caressed by stinging nettle.

Finally, I let myself boil over. I plant my feet, and with my left hand throw the hardest punch I can while I wrench my shoulder free from his grip. I feel my shoulder pop from its socket before yanking myself free. I don’t even feel if my punch connected, I’m already turning and running for Delilah. She’s still moving, writhing. I can see the broken bone roiling below her skin, and her eyes closed and mouth open in a permanent, silent wail of agony. But all the while, her body mimicking the illusion of normality, dragging her foot along the ground as the speakers demand she-

Slide to right!

Slide to the left!

Take it back now, y’all

Before I can even get close, I open my eyes and I’m on the floor. I didn’t even feel the impact, all I can feel is the stickiness of fresh blood on the back of my head. Before I can even react, I feel the sharp toe of a boot (hoof?) impact my side like a sledge hammer. I immediately double over on my side, and finally throw up for all the times I wanted to. The blood from the back of my head mixes with the bile on the floor, and makes for a putrid, acrid-iron smell that I feel in the back of my throat as I writhe on the ground.

I feel a hand grab me and turn me over on my back. It’s Ollie, of course. He delivers one more stomp to my chest before leaning in close. “Come now, son. Look at the mess you’ve made.” He kicks me again, this time in the shoulder where he stabbed his thumb into me. “You aren’t going to give up your life for this girl.” 

Yes, I am! I can stop all of this! I can-

Another stomp to my chest cuts my thoughts off.

“You certainly weren’t willing to change your life for her.”

That was then! This is now! I-

A blow to my groin brings me to wheezing.

“You weren’t even willing to climb some stairs for her.”

I…

“Now go, before you’re not able to.”

A final kick to the head, and everything flashed white. Then, all went dark.

When I finally come to, I’m driving. I’m on the highway, outside the city, heading west towards home. I can see the towers of the downtown rising out of the concrete mess on my right, only distinguishable against the black of night by the innumerable windows, like holes in a termite colony, shill shining their lights. The clock in my car says 12:02, and I feel every inch of pain in my body. I need a break. I pull over to the shoulder and throw on my hazards. I need to think.

As my mind clears, I remember where I am. I remember the way back to the warehouse from here. I remember Delilah, and the way her mascara ran down her face into her open, smiling mouth. I can see the way her eyes pleaded with me to make it end.

I remember the look on Oleander Carfax’s face. The hardness in his beady eyes. The sharpness of his razor-blade smile. Go. Before you’re not able to.

I put the car back in drive, and keep going west. I drive and drive, away from the city.

Right foot let’s stomp!

My right foot stays on the gas. I miss the turn off into my neighborhood. I keep going west. I don’t know where to. I don’t know when I’ll stop. All I know is I have to keep moving. Keep rolling, keep turning. Keep running.

Left foot let’s stomp!

The sun’s coming up now. I can change. I can be someone different. I know I can. I do not belong to that monster. The cycle can break, the turning can end. But soon, not now. Now I need to keep going, get as far away as I can. And even if all my moving doesn’t take me anywhere, even if I wind up right back where I was, I still have to keep going. For even the chance that my next step might be the one that breaks me free.

Cha-cha, now y’all.

I have to keep going. I can break the circle, it just has to turn a little bit more. Then I can break it. For Delilah. For myself.

Finally, out of exhaustion, I stop in the parking lot of a little roadside bar. Just some rest, then I’ll keep going. Maybe I’ll step in to grab some food, listen to some music, maybe have a beer. Then I’ll be back out. But first some sleep.

That damn song is still playing in my head. Ollie said he could make a song last a damn long time, and he was right. My God he was right. But it has to end sometime, right? All songs end?

Turn it out.

With that thought, I finally drift off to sleep.

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It started with a fracture. Hairline, just through a couple of teeth. I went in for cleaning but it felt more like a failed intervention. 
“Are you stressed?” She asked with sterile empathy. Stress in this context was just a symptom.

“No, I dont think so?” I didnt think I was. Just a slightly anxious person. But who doesnt have a bit of anxiety? Any adult taking care of themselves has a fair amount of stress. Always something to pay off or an appointment to be on time for. 

“Your teeth. They're wearing down too fast for someone your age.” Those words still come across my mind. Like a bad motto everytime im indulging in a bad habit. If I was pulling out my hair, picking at my gums, biting my cheeks. “you’re wearing down too fast for your age.” It always made me feel guilty. A reminder that I am tearing myself down. Like looking at the calories before taking a bite of a burger you were really looking forward to. Now you feel guilty for trying to make yourself feel better. 

The seemingly innocent humor of, “your age,” stopped being as funny the worse it got. Hairline fractures turned into chipped teeth. Then I started picking at my skin, Itches that just couldnt be scratched. Deep inside, like something had found its way in my muscle, just to corrupt it. Every bit I removed just pushed it just a little farther down. Nails started to feel strange, something behind my eyeballs, every part of me needed to be adjusted. And only my fingers could do it.  

It wasn’t too long after that I left. People knew what I was going to do. I didn't lie, didnt say I was going on a trip. I told everyone the truth. That I wasnt feeling myself anymore. No, the chipped teeth and missing fingernails aren't an aesthetic choice, they're actually a symptom of something me and a therapist can’t quite figure out. “You’re wearing yourself down too fast!” I took a leave of absence. People were concerned, but concern only lasts so long when you have work the next day, and groceries to get, oh the phone bill is due. I’m sure it was genuine as they could muster, But the phone stopped ringing after a year. I didn't answer much anyways. Then the text. They started feeling robotic. Like mental health probes to see if they needed to call someone to check on me. “Yes officer I’m alive. No, I'm not wearing down too fast.” Either way, I needed to clear my head. Find the scratch to my itch, and something told me it wasnt gonna reveal itself in the town I grew up in.

My teeth caressed each other like lovers in an abusive relationship. Clenching from of a persistent anxiety that set the tone to each of my days. I let my jaw relax, turning my focus on the stitching of my steering wheel. Tactile sensations of the threads lead my mind into a better place. The extra thousand dollars for the sports model leather was paying off, even after all my indecisiveness. I might've started biting my cheek if I hadn't started up on counting the stitching. Checking my mouth again with my tongue, I took inventory of the damage. No extra chips, tongue hurts from biting but nothing serious, but lip sores from chewing them.

My cheek was the real concern. A fly landed on my cheek at the last gas station. Drove for about eight hours until I realized I had been scratching the same spot the whole time. With enough force from my tongue im sure I could poke a small hole. Licking the inside of my cheek. Tasting the small patch of tattered flesh that laid on the other side. Intrusive thoughts overtook me. One, two, three, four. Counting the little bumps on my steering wheel. It was inevitable. My tongue punched through cheek with a pop, tasting the AC while loose warm flakes of my skin slid around my tongue. If you’ve ever gotten a piercing, you know the feeling of satisfaction. Satisfaction that lead to regret.

The hang over of picking your self apart. I reached for the bottle in my passanger seat. Drops left, just enough to tease relief. Not enough to protect me from the glimpse of myself I caught in the rear view mirror. The hole in my face, tired eyes, dried blood from past harm around my mouth. Tears blurred the horrible image of what I’ve become, giving me a chance to pull over.
I cried, wept. Face in my hands like a child hiding from monsters under a blanket as darkness seemed to embraced me. Pulled me into unnatural directions by my thoughts. Guilt, sadness, anger, helpless, alone. Again their faces appeared to me. Disdain thinly veiled in love. That was why the pathetic wales of a grown man filled an empty road. I prayed to be delievered from my weakness. Prayed to anything that would listen
  
“Stand. Find me”

A voice rung out in the air, coming from the sky and all around me. Authoritative yet compassionate. I had almost mistaken it for my father. Not in familiarity but in tone. “Hello? Who’s there?” Silence sat beside me on the road. Nothing around me that could have spoken in such a way. The radio’s volume nob was at zero and the radio was off. The nature was on the road was quiet. Embarassment found its way into the empty space aside me. Was this it? Had degrigation reached to the most inner parts of my psyche? I continued to cry.

“RISE! Under the sun and the moon. Find me”

A cold air forced its way to the bottom of my lungs. Tingles spread from my heart to the tips of my fingers, leaving a sensation like my body had turned into a brilliant gold forged to be unbreakable. My head, knots made of thought and insecurity broke apart and let loose rivers of positivity towards an ocean of creativity. All at once everything had become beautiful. All at once I had become beautiful. I wiped the tears off my face and placed a bandage over my cheek. The pain had vanished, I almost thought the wound had dissapeared completely. Everything I was doing felt right, as if my purpose, my destiny, was clear. Putting the car into drive, I let an unfounded inspiration take me back onto the road.  

The next three days felt were a blur. A blur of a blur, remembered through a dream. Moments and glimpses of driving past towns, stopping at gas stations to fill up the car’s tank, occasional conversations with with chatty truckers. I dont remember what we talked about, probably driving. Thats all I was doing. Driving, day and night. Towards where? I didnt know. The first two days nothing else was in my mind besides being on the road. Getting somewhere that I felt was just around the corner. On the third day, doubt. Maybe not doubt. You can only drive to no where for so long before you ask yourself, where am I going? Where the sunset touches the lips? That wasn’t real. The stress was making me hear things I wanted. Another goal to chase down. Another answer to all my problems. My problem was that I didnt need an answer. Becuase there was no question. 

The car sputtered. As the spiritual high ran out, my eyebrow hair started to itch. Not my eyebrow but the hair. Pulling it out relieved the itch, but then another would start making trouble. Half my eyebrow was gone when the cars engine gave up. There I was. Back to square one, minus half an eyebrow. A horrible smell was filling the car. Like a used bathroom. Piss and shit. Oh. It was me. For some reason I had lost my bowls. Three days worth was making its way into my seat. Ill spare you the details. Worst part was, I was thirsty and hungry. My body felt weak as I changed into new pants. The night was cold, but the dark road provided me a fair bit of privacy. Only a sign that read, Cherry street 3 mile. 
You couldnt call this a town. At least I wouldnt call it a town. So the name Cherry Steet made sense. Just about one street. One maine street, and a few side streets with houses. Like someone grabbed a down town from another real town, then placed it at the foot of a large hill. The hill. It loomed over the whole street. Even at night its silhouette was a daunting figure. It made me nervous for some reason. But the mystery of hills isnt anything new.
I was fucking tired by the time I made it to the town. Three miles feels like eternity after sitting in your car for three days. But the town was quiet. No one to ask for a glass of water, or a restauraunt to take a breathe and order some food. Although, maybe it was a good thing. The bandage on my face, my old dirty clothes. They would’ve turned me right around. “Dont let the door hit you on the way out.” The town was too nice for someone stumbling in running from themselves, chasing voices on a whim. My watch read 4am. The bars would be closed by now already too. 
My legs took me a bit further through the town. Every closed shop pushed me more towards turning around and staying in my car. An invitation to leave. Streets that held houses were still, illuminated by the light orange of fluorescent street lamps. Some toys and bikes scattered about. Cars parked nicely in their driveways. The thought of a cop pulling up to me ran across my mind. “Oh no officer, just on a nightly stroll. No sir, it's my blood. No sir, I don't live here. I walked. Under arrest? For what!” But everyone was asleep. I still felt like a vagrant. An innocent man posing as a creep, skulking around the homes of innocent American families. I sent a shiver down my own spine. Why wasn't I the one in the house, bread winnings for my loving wife and kids. The thought died out when the neon light farther down the road caught my eye. It read “BEER.”

As I approached the sounds of a party grew louder. People cheering, laughing, blurbs of outrageous stories, “Dude, I swear it happened.” For a small town like this, it sounded like they fit an L.A. night club between two ma and pa shops. Loud bars really weren't my things. I had learned better while being on the road that a loud bar usually means shady individuals and trouble. Not the lonesome road types that seemed like appropriate company on my adventure. But what choice did I have? Hungry and tired, I’de eat with the dogs if they let me into the pack. 

The door opened like the pearly gates. Ready to explain my circumstances and appearance, not even a pity glance was tossed to me like a beggar with his hat out. Understandably, the bar was full of all types. Men, women, young and the old, shades of melanin, suits, leather jackets, a priest with a punk, and a homeless man talking to two beautiful women. I was just another carrot in the stew. Despite uncommon bonds, what struck me as the most odd was that no one was drinking. Every hand in the bar was empty. Used more to grab onto each other during fits of laughter than lift up a glass. This would not be the case for me though. I made my way directly to the bar. “Water please… and a beer, some whiskey too. Are you still serving food?” The bartender didn't hesitate. He popped open two beers with the whiskey. “You look thirsty so the second beer is on the house, food will be out in a minute.” He had the tone of a butler. No, more charming. Ready to serve but if he asked for a favor, I’de have a hard time saying no. 

The food was amazing. Served on a huge plate, hot to the touch. A plate of different meats, cheeses, and mash potatoes. Somewhere between charcuterie and pub food. Anything they put in front of me would have been eaten, but to have a meal like this was more than I deserved. The temptation to peek in the kitchen and see whos grandma had cooked such a wonderful meal. The fat of the steak greased my teeth while the lean parts nourished a dying body. warm Potatoes, cheese, and a sweet gravy washed down with cold beer. The screaming pain in my cheek dimmed to a pathetic wimper against the beauty of a hot meal. I almost started to cry a bit wondering why I subjected myself to beef jerkey so many days when something like this existed in our world. A bit of guilt dropped in my stomach with the food. Why had I eaten just beef jerkey and gas station food for so long. Driving through all these states, there must have been more than a few restuarants like this. Recipes old and comforting. Giving a sense of community or heritage instead of just something to fill the stomach. Multiple bags of beef jerkey paired with gas station fountain soda. I know why, because I couldnt stop running. Stopping gave me too much time to think. Then I’de start digging at my skin. Scratching. Bad memories crawled their way from the back of my mind to the front of my eyes. Their fingers sunk deep. My fingers started to itch. Not the tips like some sort of bug bite, or An allergic reaction from the food. No, something deeper. Right at the bone, it itched like a grain of sharp sand had found its way deen inside there. But only through the nail. Ide have to clean it, remove it, scratch away the tainted flesh. The mind can really do a lot. Changing pain to pleasure. Someone sat right next to me. Interrupting the meticulous process of removing my finger nails.

“Mind if I sit here,” The man asked shyly   

“No sure, go ahead.” I said, placing my reddened finger underneath a napkin. “You live here? Whats the special occasion?”

He looked at me with a queer expression. As if he didnt expect me to talk. Or as if the reason was so obvious to even ask why would hint at a mental disorder. I began to feel a bit embarrassed before he gave an honest answer.

“No, no, it's always like this. Every night, a lively bunch huh,” His attention turned towards the bartender. “An old fashion please.”

We ended up drinking for a while. Sharing stories of our lives since both of us seemed to be ambivalent of current events. His name was Joshua. Lived here for ten years. Thirty six years older than me. Our stories werent too dissimilar. After the loss of a loved one he set out on the road. Going from town to town just looking for somewhere that felt right. I didnt lose a family member and Im not staying here, but two travlers on the road seemed similar enough to me. The bartender chimed in as they do sometimes. “Yep thats why I love living here. Always new faces coming in. Been here for, hmm how long has it been now?” Joshua finished his story for him. “Two years now keppeli. And in all that time you still havent learned to make a proper old fashion.” Joshua said with a harsh indignation. Keppeli didnt seem to mind. “Wow, sometimes it feels just like yeaterday.” Taking the hint, Keppeli went back to cleaning dishes since no one was ordering drinks besides us.   

As the night went on the crowd stayed just as lively. An endless stream of banter with no topic too old not or joke not funny. Its as if someone was keeping their drinks at just the right amount, not enough to sober up but not too much to end up in the bushes. But still no one had a drink. Not even a glass of water. Maybe they were high? The small town vibe had tricked me into thinking these were a puritanicle bunch. It all made more sense now. Rather than giggling in the streets like teenagers with no where to go, everyone gets high and hangs out in the bar. Where the behavior wouldnt be questioned.
Joshua and I kept our conversation going as well. Although ours was fueled by the oldest of social lubricants, alcohol. His thirst matched my own, our table was soon filled with bottles and empty shot glasses. The only time we stopped talking was when one of us needed to go take a piss. The last time I drank so much was on my 21st birthday. It was a good time in life, a summer before most of my good friends started taking off to pursue families and careers. And the ones who didnt have plans still had a hopeful gleam of the future in their eyes. So did I. And it showed in the way we drank. Like a celebration to all our accomplishments and a cheers to the victories we hadn’t even won yet. Before I knew it, I was inviting Joshua to my next birthday.
“Hey Keppeli, can I get some water.” One of the other townspeople came up to the bar on Joshua’s side. She looked about 30. Fairly pretty. In another life I would’ve made a move, Thought about it at least. But with so many drinks in my head I thought I'd throw a joke around with my new friend. “Hey joshie, she looks nice. Think you still got it in you.” Joshie didn't look happy. And I don't think he heard my teasing at all. He looked like he was in hell. Tears welled up in his eyes. Nose scrunched up in frustration. His muscles looked tense like he was getting ready for something. “Cant you just learned to mind your own fucking space.” The lady must have barely brushed against him. My mind searched for a reason why the tone changed so much. Alcohol can bring up some sad memories, but this seemed different. Joshua's face wasn't reminiscing, he looked insulted. Like someone went out of their way just to take piss on his shoes. Maybe he knew this girl before, yeah that must be it, a bad break up. Now I felt guilty for teasing him. This must be the only bar in town, fights over ex’s must happen regularly, how naive of me to make jokes about something like that. I let my presence become just another ornament on the bar while Joshua continued in his rage. “Just to give me my space!” He yelled into the woman's face like it was a microphone. She didn't even flinch. She didn't even stop smiling. I'd be lying if I didn't start wondering where I could get this drug they were on. “Hey, nice to meet you! How are you doing today!” She wasn’t just high, she was oblivious. Her tone felt more like an HR lady in front of her boss than meeting an ex lover at the bar. Something about this was all wrong. More wrong than I could've imagined.   

“This is the last time i’ll let you fuck with me!” Joshua was screaming at this woman, yet she barely reacted. No one in the bar looked over at all. The people around us were still wrapped up in their conversations as Joshuas yelling overcame the banter that was around us. It became impossible to ignore him as he started tossing bottles and glasses all around us. Ranting words that slowly turned into a paranoid delerium. Word to the wise, you never really know who youre drinking with at the bar, and the especially weird ones know how to recognize the lonely. I know cause I’ve been there. “Im sick of it here. If you wont let me leave, I’ll make it hell for us all!” I thought to try and calm him down, remind him to not let the drink get the best of him, but it didnt seem like my place to. Then things took a bad turn. Joashua shot the women in the face. Thats when the bar stopped. I fell off my chair from the sudden *pop* from the gun. I crawled back, fearing that if I made too much noise Joshua would turn the gun on me. Every eye at the bar was on Joshua. Their faces a mixture of appalled and disappointed. And the lady, on the floor, a small red hole under her bloodshot eye. I scratched my face where the bullet had entered hers.  Her expression stayed the same as her chest made a soft up and down motion. She was still alive.

 
The moment passed and still no one else at the bar said a thing. Joshua waved his gun around at the other patrons like a maniac, continuing his rant.“YOU’LL WISH YOU NEVER BROUGHT ME HERE.” Still directed at this lady on the ground, her eye slowly started to fall out onto her cheek, like ice cream melting onto a childs hand. But the bar did nothing. Nothing but stare. Joshua started slowly losing steam as the bar had no reaction to him. Finally, she spoke through a face doused in blood. As clear and polite as if she were speaking to a customer. “Whats wrong Joshua? Feeling off today?”
Theres only a few times in your life when you experience the sounds of your reality breaking. After the first it tends to be more rare. The world shapes you from the day your born, providing you with love and hardship until you end up an old mad whos seen it all, ready to give out advice to any poor young soul that lends you an ear. For me, for many, it involves our parents. Our first gods, the decider of wider knowledge beyond that of home and school. With that comes an idea on strength. Infallibility. At least for me it did. But then theres that one day. Whether it was the economy or work, something in the extended family. And finally when youve become old enough to notice more than just what youre eating or whats on TV. You see it in your parents. Something off. Something sad. And then tears. I remember the sinking feeling in my stomach. The ocean tides of thought introducing a new current of vulnerability. Suddenly the protection youve known for your whole life, the reality that your parents arent all knowing and invincible, is starting showing cracks. And on the other side, a world your child self in wholly incapable of handling on your own. At least for me. An honerably mention for those who didnt have the luxury of a safe reality that could be broke. Maybe growing up like that would have saved me in the coming days.

As the women spoke through a veil of death, I struggled to accept she was still alive. Alive and not lashing out at her assailant in anger.   
 Joshuas face was blank. Like an open casket, life, will, desire, had all vanished from his face. An empty hole only to be replaced by lead as Joshua turned the gun on himself. “Dont stare here too long, unless you really have to.” The gun went off with a pop all to quiet for the gravity of the situation. Blood splattered onto the other patrons amd the mural behind them. Joshua crumpled. I had never seen someone die before. Like someone cutting the strings off a marionette. No longer puppeted by what makes us human. His body fell next to the woman’s. The banter of the bar had picked up again before Joshua’s body could even settle on the ground. Conversations about life hit the ears of friends while Joshua’s blood pooled at their feet. This place reaked of insanity. The people around looked like demons, partying to eternity in a layer of hell I had stumbled into. I looked around for anyone reacting with the slightest bit of fear that a man had just killed himself and another. Nothing. Joshuas blood hung to walls meaningless as the mural painted on it. A depiction of the town on a sunny day. Blood revealing the true nature of its inhabitants. A crescent splattered next to the sun over the town. “Under the sun and moon,” ran through my head with the grace of an annueyirsm. No no. It couldnt be here. Not here. Anywhere but here. The chatter of the bar was getting louder. I could barely hear myself thinking anymore. The drinks! It must be all the drinks I had. Ive blacked out, the alchohol and travel is making me see things, and hear things! Joshuas blood glowed hot red on the wall. Brighter and brighter until it filled the room. Chatter turning into screams. The blood from joshuas head kept pouring out. Flooding the room, submerging bodies and knees in endless red. I felt a warmth leave my mouth as I fell backwards into the pool.

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