r/Crystals

Soo, I'm 25 and I've been collecting crystals pretty much my whole life (over the years I managed to build a big and beautiful collection that is now my most prized possession) and I've been studying their properties and working with them for a few years now but I sometimes still feel the need for an external point of view, so I'm here for advice.

I basically am going through a middle-of-the century crisis, I'm about to get my master's degree and have my whole life in my hands for the first time, the unknown scares me (as a fixed earth sign, knowing my next step in life has always been vital) but there's a hint of excitement in knowing I have endless possibilities now (my adventurous sag moon taps in). Since I knew this would have been a transitional time for me anyways I decided to embrace that and started working with Moldavite a few months ago. So far I haven't noticed any drastic changes as I expected, some cycles that were already coming to an end got sped up but that's basically it, what I feel tho is a lot of confusion and uncertainty, I started questioning EVERYTHING (my relationships, my path, my studies, my own identity and what I want my future to look like). So far I tried pairing my Moldavite (which I now wear 24/7 around my neck) with the usual crystals people recommend to pair it with (Herkimer diamond, different grounding crystals...) but it never really worked for me. I'd like to find a crystal that can make me feel more "guided", I thought about lodolite and iolite as they are what I know for guidance and direction but none of those two resonates so much rn for me, any advice will be welcomed!