r/DemiGirl

I think I have a hard time when in personal romantic leaning relationships to think of them as hot, specifically about the body. At times I make myself search for signs that I find them sexually attractive. I think chemistry plays a big role and it takes me an awfully long time to consider someone as a person I wanna get to know in a more romantic “intimate-like” context—however if I sit and try and think of their physicality it presents itself like a list;

tall, skinny, mild muscle mass etc

I do think I have some internal capacity to say I’m attracted to the soul and being of this person, but hot…? I dunno. I can to some degree think sexual things but it’s vague and not like how everyone else imagines with realistic depth. Occasionally its stronger, but not my focus, It’s all connection built and the reality feels extremely far fetched like I’m not sure if I want their body in mine.

Thoughts from my maybe to be family here 😮‍💨✊

I really want to know what it feels like for someone to call me by she/they pronouns!! idk tho it just annoys me now because I can’t express my gender anywhere but Reddit so yea