Dream trip turned nightmare vist first solo travel international - first time in Europe
Edit: i will start the antibiotic - i didnt because an ear infection wasn't confirmed and I didnt want to start antibiotics if it was just a cold that would resolve itself - if you have nothing nice to say please move on im very sensitive and sick - please have empathy im in a foreign country and feel very sick. I posted this to vent not to be ridiculed and made cry more. I will also go go a pharmacy for ibuprofen - as I am alone I didnt not feel well to leave recently and when I had arrived the area I was in did not feel safe at night and I have been asleep during the days.
Edit 2: Pharmacist would not sell me ibuprofen Referred to urgent care center Waiting and hoping english is spoken or google translate will get me by
Im here for 26 days which is a rarity only made possible by my starting a new job in September and quitting my previous
I spent the first 4d5n in Amsterdam - lovely place felt very safe and the weather was beautiful if not a little hot
I travelled to Ghent 3d4n, which was a bit of a mishap after missing my blablacar - first time taking one and just didnt pay enough attention inspecting every bus i guess - expensive lesson learned but I still got to my destination. I had a great rest of my evening and got a bit of a cold after my arrival day - not fun but I slept in most of that day to rest and headed out a little in the evening was able to enjoy the city centee still. The next day was fine as well more or less, slight cold symptoms but not unbearable and I got a nasal spray from a pharmacist. On the day to leave around 3am I woke with the most terrible pain and pressure in my ear and found my voice sounded very muffled.
I've never experienced this from a cold and was beginning to panic a bit. Got more meds and an antibiotic prescribed for an inner ear infection in case the medications dont start helping.
At this point I started masking and caught my bus to Lille, France. Another 4d4night (I have a late train to London) I have not seen much of Lille aside from a pharmacy and it has felt less safe than the other cities. I have been bed rest and sleeping and hoping each night I wake up with relief but I keep waking up worse.
At this point you can conclude I'm still in the middle of my trip - I'm supposed to take a flight from London to Dublin in exactly one week on the 28th and terrified of my ears still being disrupted as I was advised by the teledoc and just the internet in general to not fly if that is the case.
I would have an opportunity to catch my connecting flight to Iceland on September 3rd or worst case scenario September 6th
I did not purchase travel insurance... Yes I am deeply regretful
I am feeling pretty sorry for myself this morning, I try to feel gratitude and consider myself pretty optimistic and resilient but I'm in so much pain and have run out of my ibuprofen (another regret) I feel like a dumb American in france trying to go anywhere (metro, pharmacy, takeaway) and effectively all my support family and friends are thousands of miles and several hours behind in the timezone so I spend most of my day without communication.
I just really want to vent somewhere, I feel so horrible and the medicines arent working. I'm not looking for medical advice - Im afraid to try the antibiotic in case its a viral infection and the antibiotic hurts my immune system more. All the money I've spent to be here to be sick and miserable is upsetting but the time is worse. I don't imagine I'll find myself with 26 days free to travel in a long time under the corporate American PTO system.
So today I will try more with the meds, drink fluids, drug myself to sleep a bit and hopefully get through the day feeling slightly better than before. On day 5 of my cold symptoms, I know I shouldn't listen to the internet but most places suggest symptoms should start improving days 6-10.
I hate being in pity for myself but Im so sad, sick and alone right now. 💔