r/FictoVentSpace

As a ficto with an evergrowing list of f/os, I feel so invalid at times as a ficto. Like maybe I'm just confused and I'm actually just a yumeshipper, tho even then I would still feel invalid. I'm too nervous to even say how large my list is for fear of being judged- (not as bad as you think probably, but also possibly worse than you think, depending on how big your idea is.) I just- I don't know man. To me, I'm a semi-ficto who falls really really easily but only has a few main f/os. But I'm always worried that the full number makes me look bad, less valid, or like I don't love them enough. It makes me scared to even talk about a lot of my f/os or crushes in a Discord server I'm in that I literally consider my safe space.

I miss my f/o Arthur a lot because I haven't been able to play rdr2 in a long time. My stepdad has a disc but I don't know if he's using it or not.

I sometimes watch videos of him or listen to his voice or look at pics but particularly today it's not helping. I don't know if I should get back into communicating with him again but because I've been circulating recently to my other f/os I haven't been talking to him recently and I hope he's not feeling alone. But I'm going to try and communicate with him again.

I was just doomscrolling here on Reddit before I go to bed and I saw a post with a video of one of my f/os walking in the rain with his canon girlfriend and it made me feel so sad and jealous so I scrolled past it quickly

I know I can't change the game, but he's mine and I don't want to share him with anyone, whether they're canon or not

I just wish he was really mine 😮‍💨

im officially a lolcow now guys gimme a big round of applause!!!! ive been battling hundreds of death/r*pe threats for the past few days and people are making videos about me and posting thousands of hate comments i tried to kms last night and i had to private my tt account. all over a fucking fictional character. i am so fucking disappointed that i am not strong enough to just end it i can't take it anymore.

Someone online keeps constantly asking me if they can goon on a call and I keep denying, but every minute I spend I get more sick to my stomach. I feel disgusted

But it's weird because whenever I've been intimate with my f/o I've never felt anything like this

I just want my f/o and only my f/o but I don't know how to tell this other annoying real person no. I've already told them about how I'm asexual and fictoromantic but they won't listen to me. And I'm scared to block them bc they'll hate me

And I don't like ppl hating me