Padhte padhte cold bhi ho gaya :(
Anyways
Chem:- goc done
Maths :- matrix half done , trigonometry full done
Did 40 pyqs /.qs
Phy:- ch-1 std 12th ka electric charge & field
Also gave reward to my self... - ice cream
:/ flirt samj me nhi aaya use
attempted this test in 81min(thats crazy)
most of the questions were tukka like it felt like ive already done them before so i js selected the option which looked like the answer instead of actually solving them
i havent really revised these chapters that well but the score is pretty good
like way too good for me
it feels dishonest and I feel weird cus i mostly just tukkaed
it feels like I cheated idky i didnt use any phone or notes
or maybe im not used to scoring this high?
im confused so ill attempt another test after revising those chapters and ill actually solve all questions instead of tukka
Me personally, I put on a surgical glove and predent that I am conducting an experiment
Jee questions solving feels like I am in a lab lol
By god inhone meri physics sudharli, i was earlier confused between changing teachers and shit, and ultimately i was the one to blame -> i didnt do much question practice 🤩
okay so, rant incoming.
I never really thought I'd be giving the JEE exam, even till the ending of my 11th. I study in a school that is not competitive exam centered. It went decent. Now fast forwarding to June 2026. Some shit happened at my place. My dad is a narcissist, most of the days I wake up from the sound of him screaming. He is always complaining about something and he doesn't earn even 1/4th of our house's expenses. It is my mom doing everything for me, and I'm really grateful for that. I had been mentally sick my whole 11th to a point where I developed parasomnia as a kid and I still go through episodes of screaming in my sleep once or twice a week. I can't help but feel faulty for some reason. Now, keeping all this aside, I'm aware it hit me really late but better late than never... I just want to get into a good state college and avail a free seat. In my state, if one scores under 10k rank in their EAPCET then they get a free seat. That is literally all I want, to stop being a burden on my mom. About JEE prep, my mom after listening has told me to register for the JEE main January session and appear for the exam "no matter what". But, I really don't want to disappoint her by scoring less or below average. I am aware that it is obviously not possible to score 98 percentile...but I just want to score my best and give my best to this.
I only have yt, and no other resource. Just help/guide me to do this y'all, I will be grateful. I really just don't want to regret wasting the coming months.
I found the title from some video's comment section on yt btw
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