Murphy's law is absolute truth.
Honestly, It's just that I want to distract my mind for a bit because the things that are happening to me feel like scripted. Like something is making these things happen just for the fun of it. I keep trying things, different things that can give me like real chances to be able to do something with this life or make me feel better but then literally everything just goes wrong. The more I expect out of things the further they drift. Whenever I hope that this time I am closer than I ever was the next moment everything collapses. Does anyone feel the same here?