Going to college w/ mobility issues
Hello guys. I apologize if this is kind of rant-y but I need some advice on where to go next. I have had difficulty with walking for long distances, climbing & descending stairs, squatting, and bending down to tie my shoes. It’s gotten progressively worse. I am waiting for my nerve conduction study appointment, but it’s in November. I need to find out for sure if I have myositis. I did a few physical therapy sessions, and they helped a bit, but after physical therapy, my legs would be pinch-y and sore for over a week. I know it’s bad, but as my leg instability got worse, I started avoiding showering every day because of the pain and feeling like I was going to fall. I started to worry once I felt like I was going to collapse randomly standing in place or something. During my dual enrollment bio 2 class I took earlier this spring, I noticed it most during labs and when I first walk out of my car and into class. I haven’t fully collapsed, but I’ve definitely had to lean my forearms on the table or grip the table for stability. I’m in college now, and it involves a lot of walking. There are elevators and stuff which is good, but other times you have to walk further to an accessible entrance, or the elevator on the opposite side of the building.
I don’t want to lose the ability to walk up and down staircases completely. I don’t want to have to only take the elevator places. I thought about bringing up hard braces of some sort to my physical therapist, but I can’t now since I’m switching to a different physical therapist close to my campus. Soft braces just limit my movement and get sweaty and itchy. Compression gear has yet to give me any relief. I considered getting forearm crutches, but I’m kinda uncertain about how I’m going to deal with my inability to hold any cup, wallet, or AirPods case in my hands while walking. I also feel like forearm crutches are a much more noticeable mobility aid, and i really don’t want to be the center of attention, and for people to not want to be friends with me because they’ll think hanging out with me is too much of a hassle to accommodate to, or that I’d be holding the group back. That’s what happened to me in high school. I went months without hanging out with anyone. Eventually I realized that I was the only one asking to hang out, and that they weren’t reciprocating interest.
I just finally want a new start where I can do well. I spent my 12 grade year almost failing my classes due to many tests and doctors appointments and being in too much pain to walk. I can’t let this carry on into my college life. It’s going to ruin my entire college experience.
Any advice y’all?