I genuinely want to study, but I just can’t start properly. Ani sabse worst part chai, malai thaha cha ma k wrong gardai chu, still I can’t fix it.

This problem has been with me for almost 2 years now. Mero ahileko routine every day same nai hunxaa. I go to class from around 6:30 AM to 11:00 AM. Room farkepachi, I eat lunch ani ekchin sutxu. Tespachi I tell myself, “Ek ghanta pachi padchu.” But somehow tyo ek ghanta whole damn day bancha.

I don’t even realize how the day pass huncha. Din bhari scroll, overthink, tired feel, ani delay matra. Then at night, when I finally keep my phone aside, mero brain le attack garna thalcha:

Why didn’t you study today?

Why are you wasting your life?

Do you even care about your future?

What will happen if you keep living like this?

The thing is, I don’t think I’m lazy. Lazy people probably don’t care, but ma chai padhna chodera sab garxuu . Every night guilt huncha. Malai consequences thaha cha. Yo routine le malai fucking up gardai cha bhanera pani thaha cha. But still, next day feri same cycle repeat huncha.

One day I kept my phone aside and tried to study seriously. But after 30 minutes, I caught myself playing with things instead of actually studying. Body book ko agadi huncha, tara mind chai kata kata.

So I just want to ask — is this only me, ki aru students lai pani yesto huncha? Do you also feel like padhna man cha, but brain le start nai garna didaina?

And if anyone has overcome this phase, please tell me how. Motivational quotes haina please, real advice chaiyo. What actually helped you escape this cycle?

Science ko lagi morning shift garo hunxa ki hudaina?

Kasaile new baneshwor ma alfa beta institue najik kunai ramro hostel thapako xau? Boys hostel 3 seater ho chaiyeko asap

i genuinely feel so disheartened rn. i got 3.95 in SEE and by 0.01 point i couldn’t get into St.Xavier’s. everyone used to say see ma aako gpa ley kei farak pardeina tara aaja 1 sukka ko ni value thaha paye.
And how is it even fair to select students based on their GPA? aren’t you supposed to build students up instead of handpicking the few ‘best’ ones?

Everyone answers this question vaguely but is bnks really worth the hype? What does it have to offer in comparison to other modern colleges like gss or trinity what is the environment like . Is the community there toxic ? How often do you do eca. What does a day in a life there look like ? And is it good for +2 bio track .

+2 tw sakiyo, Bida yetikai waste hudai xa, entrance Dina ni man xaina, just average at studies. Kei insights xaina ? Tmyharu kasari time spent gardai xau, ani bachelor plan k xa?

So, I js finished my SEE, not a topper nor a bad student but i value self respect. I js enrolled in KMC today and many posts are very disheartening to hear. It’s really pmo because i thought that KMC would be better than other colleges for +2. Please tell me clearly that is it really that bad and the staff are really cruel? btw im a guy(i have pretty mid length hair and i DONT like to cut it) (katna ta katchu but mid length ta huncha ni rakhna ta ki sidhai buzz cut samma ho?)
Ani fyi humiliate garne, harassment jasto kura ma ta im not keep quiet at all.

And like what about all the harassment, targeting, abuse cases? Are they true? Can you please share your experiences.

Share your plans??

Ma biratnagar bata ho. Previous year tira dai haru le out chei va thyo question vannu va thiyo. Yo year k hola.. If you guys know anyone please tell me!!!!

So i have a friend she passed out 12 w cbse board
And yesterday i asked her abt her carrier plan
And she told that she has been doing internship!!!in some company 9 to 5 and she’ll be studying IT????

And 12 ma huda she told that shell be giving both neet and cee !!!

12 pass out le ni internship pauxa ra???????wtff ki aakha lagxa vanera she’s lying??

so i am planning to go to kmc but since mero top choice st xavier i am waiting if i am shortlisted or not tara i will probably go to kmc kina vane i dont expect myself to be accepted at st xavier. so kmc (science) ko eca kasto xa k k hunxa. i heard science students haru khasai club join garna garyo hunxa vaneko suneko theya idk k hunxa any seniors science stream ko ecas haru list them ani club activities kasto hunxa science ko lagi?

Guys please account ko hissan paper 😭😭 class 11 dar po lagyo kasto aaucha hola

Ktm first time aako
Kti manxe ko lagi ramro & affordable luga ka painxa suggest garnus
Ani ghumne thau haru pani
I have no idea
So pls help guyss!!!!

I just joined trinity alevels with a 100% scholarship so 24k monthly fee and 50k admission is waived. So on average my monthly fee would be 25k by adding everything including exam costs.

Also to keep up with the scholarship i need to maintain one A and two B's in any subjects.

And also can you drop chemistry?

And does any one have books, I would buy ?

Just these things😄

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Entrance pass garxau. Kati jana le scholarships pani paxu around 5-7k something like that. Ani first day at clz.

Clz Building:

3 thq building xa

-MIT: Management ra law ko ho 1 or 2 science ko student pani rakxa.

-New building (NB): New building ho facility ramro xa.

-J-block(exam department): Absolute sh*t hole if they place you there beg them for section change they will do it. One of the world building in entire history i demand refund. AC bhanu na ni dashin ra tihar lagyo meri section ko ani winter ayo ani ac ko kaam bhayena.

Teachers:

Sab teacher ramro xan. Ani timi haru ustei class ma hala garnei manxe ho bhani timi haruko naam matra yad hunxa sab sir/mam lai so conversation harek din nei hunxa. *Teacher* haru yedam nei qualified xan friendly pani xan.

Teacher class ko 10 min ma class ma ayena bhani tini haru lai phone auxa.

CCTV:

USA ko white house bhanda bhadi CCTV xa. Auta matra thau ma xaina thiyo ho toilet. Harek class harek corner of the corridor.

Absent fees:

Timi haru le First mei inform garyo bhani hudina. Ani tini haru le ati nei convince garna khoj xan timro parents lai kasari studies important xa so dai/bhani lai inform garna lagaunu.

Hair:

Harek 1 mahina ma katnu parxa. Kunei style rakyo bhani🥺🥺🥺 parents lai phone garxa. Barber boluxa ki afu bhaira gayera katera aunu parxa.

Mobile:

Checking ma payo bhani thiyo year lai paudina.

Mero ni 11 ma seize garera 12 ma pako ho. They told me i will get after 12 and i believed them sojo me. While another had taken his at last day(I am stupid ik)

Checking:

Gate mei hunxa tara barsa ma yek choti xai class checking hunxa(only one time).

Exam:

Tuff overall 60 percentage fail hunxan. Even those who got 3.9+

Eca:

Kaile sune na yesko tha

Competition:

Ati nei harek Saturday either literature,math,quiz

I hope all will atleast try the math Olympiad one time i regret not signing up 🥹🥹.

Overall i hate them.

This is URGENT. Please help me. Any advice is appreciated. This is for +2 Science (computer) hai.
Global offered me around 2 lakhs per year.
KMC offered me a "special package" for 50K per year.

But I've seen reviews on KMC that lastai strict xa, about hair and stuff. Global ni testo loose ta chainxa but it's more chill than KMC (that's what I found out from reddit)

Here's how I want my +2 college to be:

1. Padhai hos ramro but that shouldn't be everything. Global ko weekly tests isn't a problem for me, I just want the teachers to be friendly and helpful
2. ECA. For me that's the main thing. Not just sports (I'm not very good at sports) but clubs, events & programs, music, olympiads, competitions, those kind of stuff. That's the main thing I'm looking for in a +2 college.
3. Post-graduation assist, like plus two paxi I'm going foreign fs for bachelors, so I want a college that'll help me get a good scholarship package abroad. Ofc mehenat maile nai garxu but the college should also support me even after my +2 (global college promised that)
4. Dherai strict hunu vanera. That's where KMC falls short ig. Global ni chill ta xaina ig but i think it's better than KMC, right?

So this is a question to mainly the ex-students of both colleges, please tell me about your experience in that college and let me know which one fits my above-described interests the best. Thanks in advance!

PS those two are the main priority, but not the only options. I also have 50% tuition waiver at trinity, FULL scholarship at CCRC and 100% tuition waiver at whitehouse. So if you think those are better for me, please do tell.