r/OkBuddyCookieRun

I was gonna post a huge wall of regret but Reddit changed their draft format and made me think I tapped "Discard Draft", this was meant to be a rewriting from scratch, but I later found out it was saved. Despite this I'll post this because it's more shorter but still remorseful:

I was in the wrong for posting that comic about a personal experience I got with the way of expression I have, and I'm finding out late one of the stuff I mentioned was severely mislabeled >!("CSAM", which I meant to type "lolicon/shotacon", both bad btw)!< and I feel horrible for it, no excuses.

The comment (rightfully(?)) downvoted in the comic has a quick backstory explained with my POV (don't feel afraid to point out what's wrong with it): I have a big anxiety gathered from watching too many cases about artists being exposed for actions like drawing material that's been constantly pointed out as illegal, however, unlike these users, my stance might be unhealthy as I also mix it with real cases of children being victims of >!incest and CSAM!<, wishing the fictional ones to be banned too as I don't want them normalized nor serve as inspiration for the worst stuff imaginable, and that part is when I get all bad and do the mindless action to say it out loud in the form of a comment.

With that being said and from now on, I'll tone down my nature when it comes to cases with fiction, just not completely ignore it when the thing is even more than just drawings, more better, avoid reading more cases about it, and raise my disapproval with the right tone with real cases. But, before I conclude my own post, moving on from this situation and coming back posting the most silliest I can think of this interesting franchise, I would like to share this shower thought my anxiety is currently drowning me:

"Instead of condemning the stranger for having a kink for the immoral and perhaps the most unforgivable kind, you decide to accept and defend it, what answers will you get? A shower of negative words from people who were raised to hate their type of kinks, or, get applauded because the people doing it have grown up to condone it? Now backwards: if you decide to condemn the stranger's type of kinks, what replies will arrive at your eyes or at your face? A crowd of people celebrating at you for not accepting it, or, an angry mod chasing after you for being against it? After all, it's not always the tale of the box of chocolates where you won't know what you'll find, it's the formulation of your mind's protests and the answers you'll witness as the result."

To anyone who is a real life victim to one of those topics I mentioned, I did not know this was considered disrespectful in any shape or form, if anything, the only thing I can say is that I'm sorry for what you all have gone through...

To u/GarmNK, thanks for opening my eyes.

I want to shock my CRK loving friend for the fun if the game, He disrespected my heart me out and I can't let it slide