Ik im the only one feeling this
I don't know why, but I've been feeling really low these days. It feels like I'm completely alone. Everyone around me seems to have someone their person but I don't have anyone like that.
Every night, I go to sleep with a heavy heart... crying and overthinking. And every morning, I wake up pretending like nothing happened the night before.
I put so much effort into every relationship, but in the end, it feels like I get nothing back. All I want is someone who genuinely cares about me, someone who's afraid of losing me, someone who chooses me.
I know I have attachment issues, and maybe that's my biggest weakness. But still... it hurts. Sometimes it just feels like the world is full of fake efforts, fake care, fake smiles, and fake feelings.
And I'm just tired of it all.