4 Months On Rexulti and Wellbutrin
I’m thinking of quitting Rexulti. I have treatment-resistant major depressive disorder and generalized anxiety, and I’m currently on Wellbutrin SR 300 mg + Rexulti 1 mg. I know 1 mg is a low dose, but the side effects have still been pretty significant for me.
Wellbuitin did pick me up from my depression but the affects is not enough to function fully, Rexulti helped me function through my depression maybe 50% better, but I feel completely flat. Even the small joys I had during severe depression are gone. I’ve gained weight, affected my lebido, feeling restless, and feel like it has affected my face/skin and made me feel uglier. The weight gain itself is worsening my self-esteem and depression.
I’m also having cognitive issues — trouble thinking, finding words, speaking and sometimes comprehending things. I genuinely feel stupider on it. I’m also autistic, and it seems to have affected my ability to mask too, so communicating and being around people has become much harder.
I also cry extremely easily now. Any time my emotions spike, positive or negative, I can start crying.
The weird thing is that at the same time, Rexulti has made me crave company. I want to be around people much more while also struggling more to interact with them.
I see my psychiatrist tomorrow and I’m going to discuss whether to stop Rexulti and increase Wellbutrin, switch Rexulti to Brintellix/Trintellix while keeping Wellbutrin, or possibly adjust the Wellbutrin to 400.
Has anyone with treatment-resistant depression been in a similar situation? What did you end up doing, and how did it go for you?