r/Self_HarmPictures

I’m not sure why I am posting this.. maybe to get support maybe reassurance but really I’m just looking for people who get me in a sense.

I recently went through a break up where I was told I was mentally abusing the girl I was with and she got with my brother, I am a female by the way, she moved on so fast and I was drunk and had been drinking on my med, it had been the longest I had gone in a while without sh.

I ended up at a church somewhere broke into someone’s car and used their phone to call the police on myself while covered in cuts everywhere. I’m now in a psychosis, where I live the mental ward is more danger than not so I went home after eating and sobering up,

I’m not sure what to do with myself, I’m confused and sick of living a life of sadness, and distractions, anyone have any advice ?

These are my cuts of the day

How long for these to heal?? Idk some still look bad but I just need them gone asap

im fully fully recovered now :)

i just hate the thought of going to the beach or undressing in front of someone because of these i feel like a freak

Broke my 10 day streak. I carved an anatomically correct heart, and as much as I hate to say it, I think it looks cool. Kinda burns, but im getting used to my new blade! Might fix it up another time if I feel like it. Gonna be hard to hide, though

TW sh; This is the deepest i’ve ever cut before and im very scared it’ll get infected it was really bad when i first cut but now it looks a better I just want to be safe. Any advice and tips would be helpful.

It dosnt look clean to me but im cleaning it heres what im doing filling sink with warm water and putting a little bit of petrol in the water then cleaning the cut with a clean cloth then drying it putting iodine on then a plaster but it still looks dirty to me I try and let it breather for a bit after I put iodine on it and just let it air but im not sure what else to do and dont realy know please if you can give some advice