r/Torchwood

It’s taken 4 and a half years but I’m so glad I kept going with this! 😅

I've been in this fandom on and off since 2008ish, and this is my 100th fic for Torchwood. It's also my most complicated fic because I decided to do some crazy stuff with formatting and had to learn CSS and AO3 Workskins! It took me ages to write and I'm very proud of it and a little nervous because it's so different from everything else I've ever done.

Title: Purgatory Heart; or, The Modern Philoctetes
Characters: Jack Harkness, Ianto Jones, Gwen Cooper, Owen Harper, Toshiko Sato, John Hart, Lucia Moretti
Pairings: Jack/Ianto, Jack/Lucia Moretti, Jack/John Hart, Jack/Estelle Cole
Tags: Grief/Mourning, Hurt/Comfort, Torture, Jack Harkness Backstory, Guilt, Angst, Experimental Style, Spans the first two series up through Exit Wounds
Summary:
Jack's been like this for as long as he can remember. He wants to know why, wants to know what he can do to be forgiven for whatever it is he must have done and the things he knows he's done. Wants to know if he can be fixed. Wants to know how much he must take on before it is enough. He has taken on so much, stuck here on this planet, tethered to this place by questions, emotional blackmail, debts, an ever-growing hollow, the need to find some way to fix this, whatever this is.
Stand in the darkness of the hub, staring at your own reflection in the window of the office. Look into your own face. Say, You cannot fix everyone, you cannot save everyone, and it tears you apart inside. Say, You have a hole in your chest to prove it. (And then there's Ianto, factotum, quiet and stalwart, asking no questions but offering his hands.)

Bought Torchwood tales on audible and it was like seeing old friends again.

Is there a comprehensive list of all Torchwood related fiction, I just found out there are comics; I'm aware of big Finish and have a few but that is going to get really expensive