Tax compliance - too far in to do anything about it?
I decided to become compliant through the streamlined process at the end of 2024. My reasoning at the time was wanting to avoid a nasty surprise at retirement when I take my pension distribution. I was not ready to renounce so I contacted an expat tax specialist and got my first tax bill - over $50k, and for a reason I can’t quite fathom today, I filed. My tax preparer continued to work through my tax years and in total I will owe multiple times that amount. This is primarily because of pension contributions and buybacks for missed contributions that have reduced my taxable income in my country of residence but increased my US taxes. (I was also very ill informed about this clearly.)
I have since renounced because I literally couldn’t afford to keep my passport - I didn’t want to, but I’ve accepted it. I still have $80k left to pay. I’ve had to take out loans to be able to pay my taxes! At this stage I am so upset that I didn’t just renounce when it all started even though that’s not compliant. But that’s in the past and I can’t change it. Now I’m wondering if I should just ignore my remaining amount and forget about it. I do have a US bank account and may inherit some money from my parents but not a lot. I go back a couple times a year.
I hate that I was trying to do the right thing and am literally paying for it. Are there ANY other options?