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Hi I'm new here from philliphines

A few days before I felt this awakening of consciousness — and I know it doesn’t happen all at once, it’s a gradual process — I woke up at exactly 3:33 a.m. on two consecutive nights. The first day, it stayed on my mind. The second, it was impossible not to pay attention.

Shortly after that, I started noticing many synchronicities. I know the mind tends to search for patterns and connect things to validate what we feel or believe. I know part of it can be psychological. But sometimes things happen in such specific ways that it becomes hard to see them as just coincidence.

That’s when I started realizing that the world might not be only what I thought it was. Like there’s something beyond the routine, beyond what we see, somehow trying to communicate.

Since then, several situations have made me think about it. Repeating times, unlikely encounters, thoughts that seem to predict things… and sometimes it really feels like there’s a hidden language behind everything.

I keep asking myself what this is. The universe? God? My higher self? Or some greater force that we can feel, but can’t really explain?

Ele mencionou Hermes Trismegisto e as Tábuas de Esmeralda de Thoth, o Atlante. Parecia simples, mas aquele momento abriu uma porta que nunca mais se fechou.

Depois disso, mergulhei no Hermetismo, nas leis universais, na gratidão, na Alquimia… e comecei a ver a vida de forma diferente.

Agora, às vezes sinto que todos nós somos fragmentos da mesma consciência, vivendo experiências diferentes, mas conectados pela mesma essência.

O estranho é que, quando sua mente se expande, certas conversas param de fazer sentido. Alguns círculos naturalmente desaparecem.

Meus amigos falam sobre festas, bebidas, dívidas. Eu quero entender símbolos, energia, a mente e o que existe além do que os olhos podem ver.

No fim, o conhecimento me aproximou de mim mesmo… e me afastou de muitas pessoas.

Alguém mais já se sentiu assim depois de começar a procurar algo além do que a maioria das pessoas chama de "normal"?