My FIL fell and broke his arm a couple of days ago and now he’s dehydrated and confused and his diabetes is out of control. Usually I can tap into a persons aura and know “what’s going on,” but being in an ER, if I even try, I seem to invite all the lost souls wandering the hospital to come find me.
Any advice? Thanks 🤞🏻
I’m planning to become a baby witch, before I do that, what should I study, what should I do to prepare? my family doesn’t know this, so it’s best for me to use Items for spells already in the house. I havent tried any magic, studying, or anything of that course yet.
I started a new job in a new industry. Heavy outbound sales in a space quickly becoming saturated with more optimal ai solutions than the product I offer. Company not hitting targets as a whole.
Since the jump I’ve been able to hit all KPIs except one. The one that counts the most. I’ve been able to prove to my immediate boss and then director as to where the system is rigged. I take accountability for my failures, but I also can’t win in an environment where another colleague is allowed to get credit for my work, even when I have proof it was mine. Huge paper trail. Finally felt like I made a break through on a call with director when they said “no, it’s super obvious, not only were you not set up to succeed, you were actively set up to fail.” Had a plan in place for how my immediate manager would work in parallel with me for a while to see the daily occurrences and coach me to be better within the industry. Needless to say, not one coaching session happened.
With growing scrutiny, I set up shop with a pen and paper and candles and set up my moon water and crystals to charge under the second to last full moon we had. Wrote my words about protection in my job at said company, no more friction with colleague who takes accounts, successful progress for all, myself, colleagues, company as a whole. Said my peace with the moon. Blew out my candles, folded my little paper and brought it inside and threw it in a tiny counter crockpot to “keep cooking”.
This was a month or more ago.. the job has progressively become more difficult, with even less help than before. Instead of any actual guidance, continued “yeah.. you need to land xyz “
It’s become incredibly discouraging. I thrive in helping people through my work. Whether it be selling someone a needed solution, or helping my company grow. Being able to do neither, has left me frustrated. Not at the company. With myself.
Last night while cleaning the house, I came across my little counter crockpot.. wiped it out, and threw my little paper away. My attitude in that moment was “f all this. My jobs down the drain anyways. “
This morning I got a call from my boss, who is notorious for not showing our 1 to 1s. Only to be met with the PIP.
I know I’m spiraling. I can rationalize the situation. Mentally I know it was a sinking ship. No matter how hard a clawed, I can’t turn a whole company around on my own. Especially with someone actively against me. Idk that any protection could’ve saved my job there realistically. Just weird ass timing I guess and I needed to talk somewhere about it.
I’m new to really letting myself practice. I’ve always been called. But I still don’t look at myself ever with confidence and say “damn I’m powerful. This spell will land” lol. I enjoy the connection with myself and Mother Earth that comes with the ritualism. If anything I tell myself “this is just me practicing peace and calming my nervous system.” Wish I had more confidence to say “yeah, you threw out your protection. Of course you got a pip😂”
TLDR, did protection spell over my job at current company. Threw it away out of frustration. PIP the next day😂