r/depression_memes

no sympathy wanted for me, just want to commiserate with others who get it. who else has ptsd on their birthday yayyy

I've sank so deep into despair that I didn't even realize I've already wasted my teen years wallowing in my misery. I'm entering college now and life in its entirety is finally weighing down on me.

I have to live. I can't continue convincing myself that someday I will kill myself when I couldn't even cut my wrists. If I don't learn how to live now, then I know I'll just sink deeper, and I know it'll just be another decade of me wallowing and begging for pity as the people and the world around me move on while I remain stagnant.

I can't keep going like this. If I can't kill myself then I'll have to live.

And with mirtazapine I'm a happy and fat little piggy.

Edit : those work for me, but I'm not a doctor. I'm not advising anyone to try those out of the blue.