Is it gonna get better?
I'm [25f] currently at the beginning of my death year, it's not even a month since I turned 25 and my life is already falling apart, I'm having a full blown life crisis and I am spiraling, I'm about to get my masters degree and I'm terrified about the future as the field I've chosen is extremely niche and competitive and I'm just afraid I've lost years of my life studying for something that's not even gonna end up being my future. On top of all that I started doubting my healthy relationship and screwed up, dumped my bf thinking that he would have kept me from having the future I want for myself but now I'm lonely and I think I made a huge mistake by letting go of such a beautiful connection and hurting him. It feels as if everything in my life is falling apart, literally crumbling all around me, pls someone tell me it's gonna get better and I'm going to be okay. Also tips on how to manage the death year without going insane would be very appreciated. My next year is going to be a 7