u/americanwafflehousee

I met this man in Guam we had several brief encounters. He would come visit me at work but we wouldn't chat for long. Fast forward, we connect over insta and have chats here and there. Then we meet in Netherlands (his home country) and holy shit... the chemistry and soul recognition were out of the world!! we knew the steps to each others dances and everything felt.. real. It was so weird with the chemistry sometimes I would be in his orb and then we were making out like the transition was a blackout I had no idea how we got there lol. BUT HOLY SHIT, just by him existing and liking other girls post caused me to spiral and lose my mind. my jealousy was on another level. But we cant leave each other alone, I will be seeing him again in a few months. Idk how this will continue or end, just waiting it out at this point. Would love to hear about your experiences!

I am 11 center
He is 4 center

our love lines also hold: 7, 17, 8

I’m thinking Asia or South America. Could do the UK but I’m tried of Europe, but honestly wouldn’t mind the UK.

I’m considering these places. Tell me what you think:

If I go to Asia : Japan, Singapore, Nepal, and Cambodia
If I go to South America : MAYBE Brazil, chile, & Argentina
If I go to Europe: just the UK (Scotland & Wales)
Haven’t considered Africa I feel my time in South Africa was enough, but open to ideas.

I’ve been to a lot of places already (most of Europe, some of South America, never done Australia but have done places in Oceania, done Southeast Asia, Africa (just South Africa), a lot of Europe. I just want to continue to explore until I can’t anymore.

I have two degrees in psychology and I’m doing my masters in social work and I don’t know why, but I have a massive pull towards social policy and work conducted on macro levels. I’m completely new to this and need help or starting point ideas. I would absolutely love to do assistant work under someone first to gain experience and knowledge, but any advice on steps should be taken going forward would be awesome:). I’ve done internship for case management and realize I want to try something else in this field.

Would to HEAR**** stories & experiences

If the chemistry is so good why is everything else so bad lmao. I love Geminis … until I don’t. Any success stories or advice? Him: Gemini sun/ Taurus: moon & mars/ Venus Aries ME: Scorpio sun/ Pisces moon/ Libra mars / Venus sag

His birthday is coming up this Sunday, this will mark TWO YEARS I've known him. In that time a lot has happened. He's Dutch, I'm American. We met when he vacationed in Guam while I was living there.

Upon meeting we hit it off exceptionally fast! He would visit me at work and I'd give him free coffees.

When he left, he tried very hard to stay in touch for two years, but I always cut things short.

I ended up visiting him in Netherlands for a few days and holy shit so much happened. We both got incredibly vulnerable, he took time off work to see me, we ventured around Netherlands, he held me when I had a mental breakdown LOL, and I after I left we continued talking and sending memes until I shut things down.

He is a bit immature im not going to lie. He doesn't always take things seriously, he doesn't really have a sense of purpose in his life, he is fearful avoidance, struggles with self esteem, and he loves novelty (which means with his women too). We have this choatic playful dynamic where we have nothing but fun together. Which irriatates me because we could be talking about a blue sky but because of our chemistry things always get intimate and I don't like that. I asked him if we could get to a point where he could see me as a friend to which he said "no but i do like talking to you". He has a big heart though.

I felt so overwhelmed that other day I told him talking to him makes me insecure but he is special to me but I needed to just coexist with him rather than immerse myself in daily conversation.

He forgives me every time I accidentally hurt him and I have never apologized. for his birthday I want to say something along these lines,

"Happy birthday! I’m sorry I’m insane and mean to you sometimes. I know you already have it hard being born under the WORST zodiac sign. Thank you for always being gentle and forgiving. I’m so grateful to know you. I hope this year brings you a lot of what you want <3".

I have a hard time seeing things for what they are. I don’t know if he sort of just uses me or genuinely enjoys me. Now the question is to send it or let things go...?

All I know if that when I’m with him I feel like I made a real friend in him, but when apart we are both a bit ambiguous.