Odd indescribable sensation
I'm so glad I found this sub. Im reading all of your guys experiences & I'm starting to consider this is a geometric nightmare, but it's also just the indescribable sensation that is most overwhelming for me.
I haven't had this dream since I was like 11 years old but the sensation/ thought of it randomly came back to me this morning as I'm tossing &, turning & can't sleep. I remembered the dream & the sensation came over me and is overwhelming and is IN MY MOUTH oddly enough. I can almost taste it. (Lol Patrick's voice)
Okay so the dream, if you could even call it that. It's more of an idea. But I know I dreamt it as a kid multiple times, is me in my grandpa's old room, ...how do I even describe this. It's more of a sensation / idea than anything even happening but it occured inside this recurring dream. Basically I'm in my grandpa's old room for some reason , and I'm holding a little metal marble. It's extremely heavy. But it's shrinking and growing at the same time. This is so hard to describe , like it get impossibly tiny, to the point I can't even see it anymore, but impossible heavy that I can feel it ripping through the universe it's so heavy, but its also a giant boulder in my mind. But it's so tiny i can feel the weight of it taking everything with it it's so heavy.
I haven't had that dream since I was younger, but sometimes if I imagine this impossibly tiny but impossibly heavy object this overwhelming feeling comes over my whole body and in my mouth on my tongue. Like I can feel the heavy tiny heavy thing on my tongue and taste it? It's hard to describe the emotion/ sensation it gives me. It's like an emotion/ sensation that only exists from this impossible thing, that otherwise I can not ever feel in any other instance. It feels like dread, nausea, electrical, overwhelming, tastes like something, but also doesn't. I don't think I have words to describe.
So yeah this morning I remembered that idea., or just felt it, impossibly tiny speck of sand and impossibly heavy and the sensation washed over me and just stayed and lingered. In my mouth especially. I felt it weighing on my chest and on my tongue and I just felt so so weird like there's something off about the world again. My room / body kept feeling off and changing sizes/ distances. The only way I started to feel better/ grounded again was reading your guys experiences . Thanks for those!! Makes me feel less crazy. Anyone else?