u/stoopidivy233

I'm so glad I found this sub. Im reading all of your guys experiences & I'm starting to consider this is a geometric nightmare, but it's also just the indescribable sensation that is most overwhelming for me.

I haven't had this dream since I was like 11 years old but the sensation/ thought of it randomly came back to me this morning as I'm tossing &, turning & can't sleep. I remembered the dream & the sensation came over me and is overwhelming and is IN MY MOUTH oddly enough. I can almost taste it. (Lol Patrick's voice)

Okay so the dream, if you could even call it that. It's more of an idea. But I know I dreamt it as a kid multiple times, is me in my grandpa's old room, ...how do I even describe this. It's more of a sensation / idea than anything even happening but it occured inside this recurring dream. Basically I'm in my grandpa's old room for some reason , and I'm holding a little metal marble. It's extremely heavy. But it's shrinking and growing at the same time. This is so hard to describe , like it get impossibly tiny, to the point I can't even see it anymore, but impossible heavy that I can feel it ripping through the universe it's so heavy, but its also a giant boulder in my mind. But it's so tiny i can feel the weight of it taking everything with it it's so heavy.

I haven't had that dream since I was younger, but sometimes if I imagine this impossibly tiny but impossibly heavy object this overwhelming feeling comes over my whole body and in my mouth on my tongue. Like I can feel the heavy tiny heavy thing on my tongue and taste it? It's hard to describe the emotion/ sensation it gives me. It's like an emotion/ sensation that only exists from this impossible thing, that otherwise I can not ever feel in any other instance. It feels like dread, nausea, electrical, overwhelming, tastes like something, but also doesn't. I don't think I have words to describe.

So yeah this morning I remembered that idea., or just felt it, impossibly tiny speck of sand and impossibly heavy and the sensation washed over me and just stayed and lingered. In my mouth especially. I felt it weighing on my chest and on my tongue and I just felt so so weird like there's something off about the world again. My room / body kept feeling off and changing sizes/ distances. The only way I started to feel better/ grounded again was reading your guys experiences . Thanks for those!! Makes me feel less crazy. Anyone else?

So all night I've been in and out of sleep. When I could actually fall asleep I wasn't full sleeping so I was lucid dreaming because I was so aware of trying to sleep. I had some extremely vivid dreams. About my grandma who passed away kind of recently, my mom, faces were extremely detailed and vivid which isn't usual with my dreams. This next part tripped me out so bad I'm almost shaking typing this. I swear I can still feel it.

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So for some background, when I was a kid, I use to have this strange phenomenon happen when I had extremely vivid dreams. Sometimes they would end by feeling like my back/ my ribcage is being electrocuted and I swear I still feel it when I wake up. It pulses it feels like actual electricity pulsing it's almost painful and it forces me to wake up. Then after I wake up I can STILL FEEL IT cuz it was so intense. I haven't felt that in years. TENS OF YEARS.

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so back to my lucid dreaming, suddenly I find myself surrounded by tons of people at a party in a fancy mansion of some kind. Tons of people were coming in and out, everyone dressed extremely nice. I was so eager to talk to everyone and ask where they're from and how amazing it is we are all here. "Is anyone from my dimension/ plane" I thought. But what a strange thought. It's like I just knew. I couldn't find a way to ask. It just wouldn't make sense. I was sjust glad to be there. I ended up at some futuristic women's bathroom/ bar table lounge area . A few women were sitting at the bar table in the lounge (women's only) passing around some sort of snortable drug. It wasn't white. It was grey like the color of ashes but It also glittery Almost like power highlighter. This detail prob doesn't matter it was just weird . I was seeing glitter/ sparkles in the air every now and then. A telltale sign of my "mallworld " dreams is not only extremely vivid details but I can just tell I'm in a very special different plane. Things flying through the sky, starships, interesting things are always happening in the sky. Like light shows, if not just lights flying around, big shooting stars, etc. It feels literally like I'm on a different planet so similar to earth but so much more vibrant and advanced. I noticed this, and me being lucid, I was so eager & excited to talk to people. I was like hey what dimension is this? They respond gibberish. I end up in some fancy bathroom/ bar table thing and am talking with these women and I cannot help but notice how insane this all is that were all here. It's like they know I Wana talk about it but can't. I felt also just so excited to finally be there.

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Here's the weird part

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Suddenly I end up inside the entrance of a mall. I'm sitting at a table with 2 other girls around my age I never met. I randomly bring up reddit cuz I'm still so lucid at this point that I am now thinking about this subreddit and am so excited that after so long that I am having such a profound experience. I'm telling you guys it's so distinct. This place is so surreal. There's like sparkles in the air, it's extremely vivid and crisp- sorry I keep rambling it's just so profound and distinct to me.

I say "hey are you on the mall world subreddit??"

​ The girl on the left looks at me and extremely slowly and robotically goes "no...I don't really....do that" creepily slow and robotic like she was in a trance. Then it happened.

​ I felt the force of electrocution in my back & my sides. It's so intense. I start saying "stop hurting me. Stop hurting me." But it doesn't stop & forces me out of the dream and forces me to wake up. Once I wake up I'm in slight sleep paralysis (I think since I was paralyzed) and it just kept going. I kept waiting for it to end but was also so amazed because I have not felt this SINCE I WAS A KID!!!! it kept going I can't still sortof feel it now. Once it ended me and my boyfriend both woke up at the same time and my bf goes "I just had so many false awakenings" I said "oh my god I just had the trippiest shit happen to me" what a coincidence. My boyfriend doesn't dream at all never had sleep paralysis etc it's such a coincidence that he said that. But anyways that's my experience I am so just tripped out right now. Anyone else go to mallworld last night? Mansion party? Anyone else have weird experience after mentioning this reddit in your dreams? Please let me know!

(beginning Is boring lol)

My dream started off when I found a really nice little black purse with wings on it or some sort of design in the parking lot. I looked around a few times , no one was there to claim it so I carried it with me into the mall figuring if it's no ones I can take it home / give it to someone/ sell it. It was in nice condition. Some girls start following me we all go into the bathroom and one becomes frantic about how "if she doesn't find it it's over..." Etc so I ask if this was her purse. She and her friend goes YES relieved cuz it has a "blue diamond" in it. Not sure what that is but I'm relieved for her that she got it back.

So finally I'm walking inside the mall, its extremely bright and lively. The walls of the mall are extremely bright with screens or merchandise like labubus , zamomos (I think that's what their called) different merchandise and bright things lining up and down the walls. Extremely overwhelming and bright. But I notice a lot of the malls hallways / store are blacked out. Completely black. Some escalators have caution tape & leads to dark black hallways. This makes me curious. Why is so much of the mall blacked out now? I remember last time I've been to the mall there were some dark stores & broken escalators but now entire sections of the mall are sectioned off & an almost scarily dark contract compared to the rest of the bright loud mall.

Every time I'm in the center of a mallworld mall, there always some strange performance. Last time it was a theater performance that was trying to recruit people from the crowd. My friend was with me in this particular dream and they tested to see if she could improv along with them and act out with them so get the role on stage. I will admit a lot of the performances in my malls are really really strange. This one last night was particularly strange. It was essentially people in this superhero suits (like from the show the boys) strapped to bumjee cables & thrown around like they're acting out superpowers & battling each other. This one woman wonder woman or whatever- was super into it and seemed to really ....enjoy the pain? Idk. I just felt super weird watching it. As for the stores, this is one of the only times I didn't spend time shopping. It was definitely lots of collectable merchandise, but most of the mall was a casino vibe. It was like a big arcade. Each store was more similar to an arcade than a shopping store. I didn't attempt any games. I started to record and document this on my phone saying "what happened to malls? They're all black now with a center for weird performers acting out sadistic blah blah blah" then some guy walks up to me quickly. It scares me but he turns out to be friendly. He had sortof an off face. Like a burn. Long hair. He kind of looked like the hound from GOT. I admittedly started crushing on him as we were talking (sorry I know) he was super nice and we chatted about what's happened to these malls. He said they're all part of some project and most people don't know what they're doing here. I said I'm here to shop but I guess that's not that possible right now and I woke up.