Fellow Commanders...
Lately I have been having matches where my team is winning for near 85% of the match. People are communicating, we are really getting it. Then out of nowhere we start choking and the match is lost.
Had guys on defense the whole time, tried to reign in the deep striking squads on side quests, and get my AT to focus the enemy armor. Having usually about 45 eliminations myself between assets and at least 10 of those from small arms, leading from the front.
At the end of the match I know it was a good fight, but I just feel absolutely burnt. I was literally scrambling for 90 minutes running supplies, dropping assets, building HABs and tearing down old radios. These losses are anywhere from 1 ticket to 60.
Altogether I just felt exhausted and disappointed in losing. I know when I have been beat, I just get frustrated when I am putting in 110% and I feel maybe some of the team is just really there on vacation.
Have you experienced this, how does it make you feel?