idk what to put here sooo... maybe wrong flair sorry im new here <3
Woww first time posting. Im such a self obsessed jerk, I dont go through gender or body dysmorphia, I dont have horrible parents, everyone I know is supportive of me, im not bullied, I dont sh, my transfem butt transitioned just fine and my life is honestly great on the outside. I barely even suffer with depression, it just comes and goes but doesn't even mess me up too much. and yet I lose a friend and suddenly I want to >!kms!<. I act like the whole world should spoil me because im sad. because im suddenly the important one? I wasn't even there for any of my friends when they were struggling and it's honestly best that I did. they seemed to move on fine when I didn't help them. and yet I expect the world to suddenly treat me like im the most precious person in the world because of one tiny thing. because I expect a ridiculous amount more than I deserve. I have like 20 friends and she wasn't even too close to me, I barely even made a difference in the moment, and now I act like my life is falling apart when im actually completely fine. wtf is wrong with me??? im so fckin pathetic <3 lmfao