Cant find a hole down there
Hi all,
I'm almost 19 now. Even when im aroused i cant insert anything, my finger tip doesnt even go in, it just pushes the flesh back and ive tried different positions, it just hurts. I also feel my pelvic bone ending right where my vag slit ends too.
I looked at a mirror and couldnt find any hole either. I do get my period (every month, for maximum 2 days) so there has to be a hole, but even when im aroused i cant find anything.
I also took a picture to get a closer look. right below my clit theres flesh and then a slight dip (assuming thats the pee hole) and then a big ball (same color as my flesh) bulging out and then the flesh connects back to my skin.
I went to the obgyn when i was 17 (and I talked about this sometime ago on a sub but then got a lot of rude comments)
Buuut anyways, I went to the obgyn because one day a lot of brown liquid gushed out (i wasnt on my period), and even now sometimes i just have clear liquids leaking out (which arent like any types of discharge i get).
I told the gyn about it and how im also unable to find a hole let alone insert anything. The only thing she told me was when you get married, it'll be fine (she didnt have a look or anything).
Since then i've moved countries but im still not confident enough to go to a gyn again unfortunately.
and also pretty desperate to find a hole lol, any help?