My go to top likes to mess around in porn stores back in the theater… how should I deal?
So I’m 32 about to turn 33 on Thursday, I’m vers. I’m a true vers I like it either way. Though I’m very shy. Like to the point I don’t talk to anyone at bars etc. Anyways my usual top I enjoy messing with. Sometimes it’s at his house, motels or “bookstores.”
I known he likes to get watched but I’m still trying to conquer that on my end, I can barely stand being heard getting fucked aka the slapping of ass etc. But he wants to fuck in the open theater and my biggest fear is someone trying to butt in and try to have a turn on me which I don’t want and he knows that. Unless they hot by my standards but earlier in the booth I asked if the door was locked and he said yes but someone barged in and asked to join after they saw me getting rammed.
The top said no of course but makes me wonder if he said the door was locked but wasn’t. Is there anything I can do to get over my fear of being watched or randoms joining? I might like it but I’m scared to go that extra step. It kinda turned me on someone came in while I was panting trying to recover from a vicious pounding, but I couldn’t see the guy only the voice.
Also I’m sorta new to bookstores. So how normal is it to walk in and know someone is getting fucked? I felt like i was gonna get kicked out etc. Tips? Suggestions?