u/-Hypercub-

How do you all do it? Posting pictures of yourselves all the time? You're all so beautiful. I feel like I don't fit in in any trans space online, especially ones like this. Compared to all of you, I am a hideous monster. Even the people at pride events I can physically go to avoid me like the plague, I'm too quiet and shy and damaged to be approached, combine that with how ugly I am and I suppose it makes sense why no one likes me.

All of the subs I felt like I belonged in are full of bigots now. Why does it gotta be so hard just to find friends? Is there *anywhere* safe to go on here where we can just exist without being hated?

I cannot function as an adult because of my physical and mental disabilities. I don't know how to make friends without being a doormat, I give nothing to my partners except moral support and I fucking suck at that. I keep finding myself in awful situations with creeps because I don't know how to properly look for genuine affection. Because of that I keep getting sexually assaulted and I've even been raped.

I am nothing but an object and fetish symbol and I can't handle it anymore.

I can kill mercs easy I just have trouble with the escort section.

My Activision ID is Sweet_Lil_Albie#8888305