The Midnight Train on Blackwood pass
(Part 1/2)
"Why did I board the train. Why did I decide to not turn back. Why did I not wait."
The train arrived at eleven forty-seven. I remember the time because the station clock had stopped at exactly eleven forty-seven, its minute hand trembling slightly above the twelve.
There was no conductor at the platform. No station attendant.
Just the train.
An old steam locomotive waited beyond the fog, breathing clouds of white vapor into the freezing air. Its windows glowed faintly with yellow gaslight.
I should have turned around. Instead, I boarded.
The heavy iron door slammed shut behind me with a sickening thud, echoing down the empty aisle. The air inside smelled of old dust, burning coal, and something metallic, like copper or dried blood. The carriage was almost empty. Six passengers sat scattered throughout the wooden cabin, all strangely silent, staring straight ahead like mannequins dressed in winter coats. Nobody looked at me when I entered. I could hear the faint sound of my own boots echoing against the floorboards, each step feeling heavier than the last, as if the air itself was trying to push me back out the door.
I chose a seat near the window, the glass freezing cold against my jacket sleeve. Outside, the platform dissolved into a thick, swallowing wall of grey fog as the heavy wheels finally began to grind against the icy tracks.
The train began moving. For the first hour, nothing happened.
Outside, Blackwood Pass was nothing but mountains and snow, stretching out into a desolate, moonlit wasteland where no human had any business being. Inside, the gas lamps flickered gently above us, casting long, wavering amber light across the worn-out seats and the backs of the silent heads ahead of me.
The rhythmic clack-clack of the tracks felt hypnotic, slowly lulling my racing thoughts into a false sense of security.
I noticed something strange about the shadows.
Every passenger had one.
The old woman across from me had a crooked shadow stretching behind her. The man beside the door had one that swayed whenever the train rocked. Even the conductor's shadow moved naturally as he walked through the carriage, checking tickets for ghosts.
I almost laughed at myself for noticing, trying to shake off the creepy vibe of the empty station and the silent people around me. I tried to focus on the window, watching my own faint reflection staring back at me in the glass.
Then the train entered the tunnel.
Everything disappeared.
The windows became black mirrors.
The lamps went out.
Someone gasped.
I reached into my coat and found a box of matches.
I struck one.
The tiny flame illuminated the carriage.
The passengers' shadows immediately reacted.
The old woman's shadow stretched toward the window. The man's shadow shifted across the floor. The conductor's shadow elongated behind him.
I looked down.
My feet were planted firmly on the floor. But there was no shadow. I moved the match closer. Nothing. I raised it above my head. Still nothing.
My heart began pounding against my ribs like a trapped bird.
Then I noticed something on the wall. At first, I thought it was a crack. A thin black shape stretched vertically across the wooden panels.
I raised the match. The shape moved. It wasn't on the wall. It was the shadow. Mine.
It stood upright several feet away from me. Its feet weren't touching the floor.
Its body stretched impossibly high, crawling across the wall and onto the ceiling. Then it stopped.
One long arm slowly extended. A finger pointed directly at me. I looked around the carriage. Nobody was looking at me. Every passenger had turned their head upward.
Their faces were expressionless. Their eyes were fixed on the ceiling. Watching my shadow.
The match burned closer to my fingers, the heat singing the skin of my thumb, but I couldn't look away.
The shadow's finger moved. Just slightly. Closer.
The flame shrank.
I suddenly realized something. The passengers weren't watching the shadow. They were watching what was standing behind it.
I slowly looked up.
The match went out.
[PART I].