I’m alone every day while everyone else hangs out with their friends and loved ones and seems happy
I spend most of my time alone in my room and I struggle with intense constant loneliness It feels like I have no real connection to anyone like I'm completely on my own in this world The loneliness is heavy and persistent and it feels like nobody truly notices or understands me
I have really bad social anxiety so even simple interactions feel terrifying and exhausting to me I overthink everything I say I feel awkward around others and I honestly don't even know how to make friends anymore I've been alone for so long that isolation feels normal now even though it hurts every day
Sometimes I feel ugly in every possible way not just physically but as a person too like there's nothing interesting or lovable about me Seeing other peopl living normal lives going out having relationships and friends makes me feel even more disconnected from the world It feels like everyone else learned how to live properly while I stayed stuck behind
Days keep passing and nothing changes I still wake up feeling empty lonely and emotionally disconnected from everything around me