u/0bettyboop0

So I’ve been texting this guy i met in bumble for a month now. So he insisted on a date two weeks ago but at that time i was contemplating if i should meet him but we hit it off in next few days.

Now on D-day i texted him an hour before starting. And he replied. But when I was on the way he didn’t reply. I already reached and was waiting for him, messaging him. No reply. Then I called after 30mins. At this point i had to order something so coffee cheppina.

I was waiting and he didn’t lift the call nor he replied to my messages. So I waited for another hour. So mottam 1 and half hour bokka. Then I realised I got stood up. Indhaaka 9:30pm ki occhindhii saar message “yo sorry something came up and after that i slept”.

Now I feel hurt, embarrassed and I just keep think why. I never thought ts would happen to me yk. That meme untadhi kadhaa arrow ekkadiko pothunte laagi g lo pettukunnatu. Asal unna problems chaalav ani what was i thinkingggg. Man this guy is first one i spoke to after i got on a dating app. I mean he could’ve cut me off if he had no intentions of meeting me lmao i hate my life. Ik I’m overthinking for 30days shit but yeah i feel so rejected. Im gonna delete that shitty app.

I WANNA EXPLORE MORE ARTISTS BUT I KEEP GOING BACK TO GOOD OLD COMFORT ZONE.. But y’all suggest yours and imma listen;) I’m open to indie, hip-hop, rnb(fave), pop, electronic and Indian artists ofc.

Naa favourites

Fakemink
Joy crookes
Durand bernarr
Arlo parks
Lizzy mcAlpine
Boy genius
BNYX

People with adhd have issues with memory. I forget people exist due to my hyperfocus. It’s like out of sight out of mind. Then they come at me asking “are you even alive?” “Where did you disappear?” Etc etc. it feels lowkey embarrassing to me and downright disrespectful to them. Then there’s whole fiasco about how i ghosted them without reason. Or they legit think I’m depressed or something. I struggled keeping in touch with people since forever (2 decades). It’s always constant loop of meeting new people and then that fading away. How to deal with this? Anyone have any idea?????