u/1XJ9

Nervous and anxious to quit, but more anxious about my health

Basically the title. I've been vaping for about three years now. I used to smoke cigarettes but I ended up working at a vaping shop and well I got addicted to that. I switched from smoking cigarettes because it seemed like the logical thing to do at that time.

I have a previous history of inflammation / autoimmune disorder that wreaks havoc on my skin if I am not careful. I fear vaping has made it worse! The only thing left do is to abstain to see if it really is the cause of my skin rash and it flaring up randomly.

From what I research yes I may very well be allergic to the heavy metals, the flavorings, and any of the stuff really in them including nicotine of course and quite frankly I do not have the insurance or time and money to figure out through testing (I am in USA).

So I'm setting a time for myself. 8am, I'm removing vaping from my home so I can't just reach for it when I crash.

Three years ago I quit hard drugs, drinking, and smoking cigarettes. I am an alcoholic. So I really think I can, I am just super nervous because this feels so different.

I have a plan that when I crave it, I will make myself do something healthy instead like drinking lime water, or maybe I can make a list of all the things I really ought to get caught up on, and do that anytime I have a craving while I am home?

Has anyone experienced allergic reactions from vaping and that was their catalyst to quit?

P.S : Yes when I restricted vaping before, my skin seemed to be less inflamed. Also yes, I have been to a dermatologist and I am auto-immune, it manifests as Psoriasis. Of which I was in remission until the time around I started vaping.

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u/1XJ9 — 19 hours ago

Literally does not compute

Here is just one example of why a company like Open AI poses a threat to humanity. Recently the Trump administration released a counter terrorism memo with a forward by Donald Trump ending on"We will find you and we will kill you "

In the memo itself it is said that there is such a group of extreme transgender people who pose a risk to our country.

So I asked CharGPT. I asked what the memo said, it couldn't read it or verify it. I tried to ask if the memo stated Radical Transgender Ideologists as terror threats due to The murder of Charlie Kirk, and I tried to commit the memory and force it to remember that it learned Tyler Robinson was NEVER fully proven to have been a radical transgender ideologist.

Again in the admins own words they are saying this stuff! The memo states that assisnation as catalyst for going after Transgender people. "Extremists".

I said, "Great let's connect all our dots now),

and then it literally broke and said that Charlie Kirk is actually alive. It could not give me any examples of verifiable transgender extremism.

And not sure if the government is aware but there was actually a radical vegan transgender group that led police on a multi state chase and ended up killing several people such a group called the Zizzians look them up lol

u/1XJ9 — 6 days ago
▲ 12 r/cults

Hello!

Today I really really wanted to know if y'all have a strong sense of justice like me. Now when I talk about justice, I get physically sick when I see and hear people abusing or mistreating others. I genuinely LOVE teamwork and the truth.

I realized that being Highly sensitive, I can walk in a room and feel everyone faster than most. It is a real phenomenal or not, 🤣 idk.

Grifter seems to be what all these spiritual leaders are.

I'm an Internet sleuth, so please hear me when I tell you what's next. I believe I am the first person to put this all together. I am blowing the whistle of Bashar / Daryl Anka.'s integrity.

Something has never sat right with me about Bashar. I am an atheist so to me it looks like a cult. Bashar is profit driven. He claims all the ideas and manner of being and whatever else is original to the Bashar character.

There is just one problem. None of this is novel, and none of this is genuine . It is a cash cow for lack of a better term.

Like a spiritual welfare type shit.

I became curious one day and researched him and his back story. This is where it gets interesting. Refer to the link I'm posting below to verify. It's a cassette recording of the earliest Bashar session.

Bashar of course says it's aliens he encountered, but then wait a minute he also said he had attended channeling classes?!

But from 1980s until 2024-2024 we never knew who this Simie Valley teacher was. Anka never mentions the name of his teacher until 2024-2025.

One can only grasp why he hid this fact.

His teacher was confirmed to be Tom Massari, who was operating in California for some time. Massari is known as the grandfather of the channeling movement. It makes me 😡 because actually, Jane Roberts is the true one grandmother of the mocem. Massari stole from her.

No one picked it up, and that's shocking, but Jane Roberts entity was called Seth. Jane Roberts and Tom Massari were contemporaries in the field of spiritual channeling and mediumship during the 20th century. While Roberts was the internationally famous channel for "Seth," Massari was an early student and channel who claims to have been deeply influenced by her work.

Jane Roberts NEVER charged a penny for anyone who would listen to her. In the only film interview we have she explicitly states to be cautious with people who claim spiritually, and that's a selfless thing to say.

In the Seth Deleted Sessions, real sessions that were redacted, we see a bit about Seth being channeled by Tom Masarri, and Roberts threatening legal action since her entity told her from day oneI only she could channel Seth .

So does anyone care to explain why it is that Bashae and Masarri get this massive attention and praise, AND CHARGE YOU. Meanwhile Jane Roberts was trying to do the right work absolutely FREE.

Bashar cassette 87:

https://youtu.be/mTpGA\_C5bOw?si=-dqbTmKKqa3mjaqw

https://youtu.be/mTpGA\_C5bOw?si=3b7AKGKH4XXlFxN6

Bashar cops an attitude with his guests all the time. He wants them to feel stupid 🤣. And yes he has his followers trained. The cult members famously say, "Real or not just take the things you like and walk away." Which would be nothing for me as none of his points are original.

Links to videos of other Channelers using the exact same phrase "in this day your time":

Azena Ramanda / St. Germaine

https://youtu.be/\\\_kwWls-oBXw?si=CVFROvFvLRspwdiV

J.Z Knight

https://youtu.be/R-HR2L5hVp0?si=1mIxFoBxRfgy8pUR

While the specific video of a woman shaming an attendee is often discussed in spiritual forums and "cringe" compilations, it is frequently cited as a session from the late 80s in Los Angeles.

During this early era, sessions were often held in small, intimate venues like the ESP Class settings or rented halls where admission was typically around $10 to $20.The Confrontation: In the recorded footage, a woman (often identified as an organizer or assistant) interrupts the proceedings to publicly call out an individual who allegedly slipped in without paying the entrance fee.Bashar's Reaction: When the "shaming" occurs, the entity Bashar (Darryl Anka) usually stays in character, often using the conflict as a "teaching moment" about integrity,

vibrational alignment, and self-worth.

He has been known to tell students that "not paying" is a reflection of their own belief in lack or a lack of integrity in their own excitement.

There are so many things wrong, but this would be a book and I'm tired of typing lol. I knew I'd find the truth. Now it's time to dismantle him by sore it because he is not real.

If we can't trust the integrity of the teacher, how can we trust the integrity of the student.

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u/1XJ9 — 21 days ago
▲ 0 r/Bashar_Essassani+1 crossposts

Hello!

Today I really really wanted to know if y'all have a strong sense of justice like me. Now when I talk about justice, I get physically sick when I see and hear people abusing or mistreating others. I genuinely LOVE teamwork and the truth.

I realized that being Highly sensitive, I can walk in a room and feel everyone faster than most. It is a real phenomenal or not, 🤣 idk.

Grifter seems to be what all these spiritual leaders are.

I'm an Internet sleuth, so please hear me when I tell you what's next. I believe I am the first person to put this all together. I am blowing the whistle of Bashar / Daryl Anka.'s integrity.

Something has never sat right with me about Bashar. I am an atheist so to me it looks like a cult. Bashar is profit driven. He claims all the ideas and manner of being and whatever else is original to the Bashar character.

There is just one problem. None of this is novel, and none of this is genuine . It is a cash cow for lack of a better term.

Like a spiritual welfare type shit.

I became curious one day and researched him and his back story. This is where it gets interesting. Refer to the link I'm posting below to verify. It's a cassette recording of the earliest Bashar session.

Bashar of course says it's aliens he encountered, but then wait a minute he also said he had attended channeling classes?!

But from 1980s until 1945 we never knew who this Simie Valley teacher was. Anka never mentions the name of his teacher until 2024-2025.

One can only grasp why he hid this fact.

His teacher was confirmed to be Tom Massari, who was operating in California for some time. Massari is known as the grandfather of the channeling movement. It makes me 😡 because actually, Jane Roberts is the true one grandmother of the mocem. Massari stole from her.

No one picked it up, and that's shocking, but Jane Roberts entity was called Seth. Jane Roberts and Tom Massari were contemporaries in the field of spiritual channeling and mediumship during the 20th century. While Roberts was the internationally famous channel for "Seth," Massari was an early student and channel who claims to have been deeply influenced by her work.

Jane Roberts NEVER charged a penny for anyone who would listen to her. In the only film interview we have she explicitly states to be cautious with people who claim spiritually, and that's a selfless thing to say.

In the Seth Deleted Sessions, real sessions that were redacted, we see a bit about Seth being channeled by Tom Masarri, and Roberts threatening legal action since her entity told her from day oneI only she could channel Seth .

So does anyone care to explain why it is that Bashae and Masarri get this massive attention and praise, AND CHARGE YOU. Meanwhile Jane Roberts was trying to do the right work absolutely FREE.

Bashar cassette 87:

https://youtu.be/mTpGA\_C5bOw?si=-dqbTmKKqa3mjaqw

https://youtu.be/mTpGA\_C5bOw?si=3b7AKGKH4XXlFxN6

Bashar cops an attitude with his guests all the time. He wants them to feel stupid 🤣. And yes he has his followers trained. The cult members famously say, "Real or not just take the things you like and walk away." Which would be nothing for me as none of his points are original.

Links to videos of other Channelers using the exact same phrase "in this day your time":

Azena Ramanda / St. Germaine

https://youtu.be/\\\_kwWls-oBXw?si=CVFROvFvLRspwdiV

J.Z Knight

https://youtu.be/R-HR2L5hVp0?si=1mIxFoBxRfgy8pUR

While the specific video of a woman shaming an attendee is often discussed in spiritual forums and "cringe" compilations, it is frequently cited as a session from the late 80s in Los Angeles.

During this early era, sessions were often held in small, intimate venues like the ESP Class settings or rented halls where admission was typically around $10 to $20.The Confrontation: In the recorded footage, a woman (often identified as an organizer or assistant) interrupts the proceedings to publicly call out an individual who allegedly slipped in without paying the entrance fee.Bashar's Reaction: When the "shaming" occurs, the entity Bashar (Darryl Anka) usually stays in character, often using the conflict as a "teaching moment" about integrity,

vibrational alignment, and self-worth.

He has been known to tell students that "not paying" is a reflection of their own belief in lack or a lack of integrity in their own excitement.

There are so many things wrong, but this would be a book and I'm tired of typing lol. I knew I'd find the truth. Now it's time to dismantle him by sore it because he is not real.

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u/1XJ9 — 21 days ago
▲ 4 r/hsp

Hello fellow HSPS!

Today I really really wanted to know if y'all have a strong sense of justice like me. Now when I talk about justice, I get physically sick when I see and hear people abusing or mistreating others. I genuinely LOVE teamwork and the truth.

I realized that being HS, I can walk in a room and feel everyone faster than most. It is a real phenomenal or not, 🤣 idk.

Grifter seems to be what all these spiritual leaders are.

I'm an Internet sleuth, so please hear me when I tell you what's next. I believe I am the first person to put this all together. I am the whistleblower for dismantling Bashar / Daryl Anka.

Something has never sat right with me about Bashar. I am an atheist so to me it looks like a cult. Bashar is profit driven. He claims all the ideas and manner of being and whatever else is original to the Bashar character.

There is just one problem. None of this is novel, and none of this is genuine . It is a cash cow for lack of a better term.

Like a spiritual welfare type shit.

I became curious one day and researched him and his back story. This is where it gets interesting. Refer to the link I'm posting below to verify. It's a cassette recording of the earliest Bashar session.

Bashar of course says it's aliens he encountered, but then wait a minute he also said he had attended channeling classes?!

But from 1980s until 1945 we never knew who this Simie Valley teacher was. Anka never mentions the name of his teacher until 2024-2025.

One can only grasp why he hid this fact.

His teacher was confirmed to be Tom Massari, who was operating in California for some time. Massari is known as the grandfather of the channeling movement. It makes me 😡 because actually, Jane Roberts is the true one grandmother of the mocem. Massari stole from her.

No one picked it up, and that's shocking, but Jane Roberts entity was called Seth. Jane Roberts and Tom Massari were contemporaries in the field of spiritual channeling and mediumship during the 20th century. While Roberts was the internationally famous channel for "Seth," Massari was an early student and channel who claims to have been deeply influenced by her work.

Jane Roberts NEVER charged a penny for anyone who would listen to her. In the only film interview we have she explicitly states to be cautious with people who claim spiritually, and that's a selfless thing to say.

In the Seth Deleted Sessions, real sessions that were redacted, we see a bit about Seth being channeled by Tom Masarri, and Roberts threatening legal action since her entity told her from day oneI only she could channel Seth .

So does anyone care to explain why it is that Bashae and Masarri get this massive attention and praise, AND CHARGE YOU. Meanwhile Jane Roberts was trying to do the right work absolutely FREE.

Bashar cassette 87:

https://youtu.be/mTpGA_C5bOw?si=-dqbTmKKqa3mjaqw

https://youtu.be/mTpGA_C5bOw?si=3b7AKGKH4XXlFxN6 Bashar cops an attitude with his guests all the time. He wants them to feel stupid 🤣. And yes he has his followers trained. The cult members famously say, "Real or not just take the things you like and walk away." Which would be nothing for me as none of his points are original.

Links to videos of other Channelers using the exact same phrase "in this day your time":

Azena Ramanda / St. Germaine

https://youtu.be/\_kwWls-oBXw?si=CVFROvFvLRspwdiV

J.Z Knight

https://youtu.be/R-HR2L5hVp0?si=1mIxFoBxRfgy8pUR

While the specific video of a woman shaming an attendee is often discussed in spiritual forums and "cringe" compilations, it is frequently cited as a session from the late 80s in Los Angeles.

During this early era, sessions were often held in small, intimate venues like the ESP Class settings or rented halls where admission was typically around $10 to $20.The Confrontation: In the recorded footage, a woman (often identified as an organizer or assistant) interrupts the proceedings to publicly call out an individual who allegedly slipped in without paying the entrance fee.Bashar's Reaction: When the "shaming" occurs, the entity Bashar (Darryl Anka) usually stays in character, often using the conflict as a "teaching moment" about integrity,

vibrational alignment, and self-worth.

He has been known to tell students that "not paying" is a reflection of their own belief in lack or a lack of integrity in their own excitement.

There are so many things wrong, but this would be a book and I'm tired of typing lol. I knew I'd find the truth. Now it's time to dismantle him by sore it because he is not real.

u/1XJ9 — 21 days ago