i feel so hopeless for my future
i genuinely feel like i have no chance at a future. im in highschool, and for the past ~2 years, ive hardly been able to make it through a school year without failing due to absences and low grades. hell, this school year ends in a few weeks and im about 20% through my coursework. i am so incredibly lazy and unmotivated that i refuse to do work, and i will probably fail high school and never be able to get, let alone hold, a job. i never go outside, to the point ive gotten jaundice from lack of vitamin d. i dont know how to do basic chores like sweeping, laundry, grocery shopping, etc. i shower like every 1-2 weeks.
im so scared that im just gonna end up as a 30 year old loser who lives with his parents and has no job or life. i dont want that for myself. i used to be so smart and i worked so hard and then out of nowhere i just stopped. i feel so hopeless, nothing ive ever tried has helped. i genuinely feel like everything i do is just a waste of time and no matter what i try im just gonna end up poor and homeless and miserable for the rest of my life.
does anyone have any advice?? has anyone gone through something similar?? because i feel so stuck and alone and whenever someone gives me "advice" its always stuff that ive heard a billion times that has never worked.