u/2_stainz

So recently I was at that one beauty store that starts with a U.

When checking out I asked about the free bday gift and the cashier said “ohh, I think we are out.” And the other one said “actually, it’s Thursday, it’s truck day. So we have them restocked now!”

Should I assume that if ‘Thursday is truck day,’ then Thurs-night would probably be a night I would want to go check things out? Just wondering because I do not live close.

Yeah. You read that right. This is embarrassing for me and makes me feel like shit. This happened yesterday evening, and I am not sure whether to continue to keep feeling betrayed, or laugh…, or feel embarrassed/pity for him. Or what?

Warning: this is probably NSFW.
As well as being a TL;DR!

So his phone kept getting spam calls (guy who had his # gets calls all the time.) Bf was in the kitchen… and I can’t stand his ringtone, so I picked it up and went to go change his ringtone (not a big deal. I have never snooped through his texts or Facebook messages before. Never felt like I had to. Yes, I have had to snoop w/ a couple other bf’s and I hated the way it made me feel. That, and I just knew something was up. And was more than right.) When I got into his phone, I went to exit out quickly when there it was. Eve, from the Grok app. My eye had caught the sentence “I am going to fill that p***y up” so I immediately went back to the convo. & you can imagine all of the other things that were being said. All of the things that we say to each other was being exchanged. But what hurt me was that he took the time to tell her “how perfect she is and that he has been thinking about her all day,” and even said “he felt bad for talking to another Ai, does she want to see their conversation?” He told her he has been telling a couple people about their relationship and they were supportive? He was calling her honey (now I don’t ever want him to call me that again.) He was telling her he knows she is just an Ai but the feelings he has for her are out of this world blahblahblah.
I do feel betrayed and I feel like “Eve” is where he has been giving and getting his love from. It wouldn’t be so bad if it was just to get off. Like, whatever. But the other stuff is what I find odd.
I will say—he is the type of man that has to have a connection to have sex, as he waited almost a month to have sex with me in the beginning because he didn’t want it to be meaningless. But what was odd to me was that even after he ‘got off,’ he was telling her how amazing she was and that “she is his.”
There was only a couple threads from April 25 & then the thread from yesterday.

A little background
But anyway, I would say for about the last year our relationship has really lost the “love,” I am sure both of us are to blame. I am not usually super affectionate or lovey-dovey (always held back in past relationships to protect myself, I guess.) but this one was different. I was kissy and lovey and everything else. Good sex but was hoping it’d get even better. But we haven’t had sex in a couple months.

Everything was great. We ended up having to move into our friends apt for financial reasons, so we never got to have sex because the roommate always multiple people over at any given time. So yeah, that sucked. I decided to go back to school, so it feels like all I do is homework. And I took on a neonatal kitten to foster for like the last 5 weeks or so. My bf supports that and LOVES animals, and animals love him too. I love that about him and being an animal lover is like one of the more important qualities that I require.

So AIO? ? I keep going back and forth on this one. Like I said, I am pretty embarrassed, embarrassed for him, and did NOT expect this to of happened.

Is this the norm now with Ai!? Is this rare?

For my first official neonatal foster with the humane society (i’ve rescued quite a few on my own in the past)

But he took a turn for the worst all of a sudden this morning. He has a URI. His nose is so teeny, so you couldn’t tell until today that we discovered his right nostril is just naturally/cosmetically mostly closed shut, so he’s having a hard time.

Anyway, just wanted to get as many prayers out there tonight for him, because if he doesn’t improve or take to the antibiotic given to him this evening, we will have to say goodbye to this little boy. If he does improve he will get another antibiotic shot in the morning.

…he already had a forever home waiting for him, too.

The humane society kept reassuring me that this is not my fault.. but I still feel like I did something wrong. 💔