u/2sangblitz

I posted yesterday that I have another polyp seen in a SIS just a month after a hysteroscopy for polyp removal. I'm still waiting to hear the plan from my clinic, but I am very much assuming that I will have to have another hysteroscopy. I'm just so disheartened by everything I've been through (aren't we all) and I'm grasping at straws so I don't have to wait even more time for my first transfer. I'm also worried that they will keep growing back month after month. I'm trying to see if my clinic will let me do the hysteroscopy the same cycle as the FET. So I'd have the polyp removed CD 5 or 6, and then the FET CD 21 or so. Has anyone done this before?

Where is the fine line between manifesting and jinxing? Please note, I don’t actually believe in either… but maybe I do. A tiny bit.

I’m a knitter. It’s my favorite hobby and I’m constantly making something. I’ve made zero baby clothes though because that seems to be pushing a boundary since I’m not pregnant (yet!). I’ve made the choice to go with donor eggs after two terrible rounds with my OE and I couldn’t be more at peace with the decision. I’m optimistic and hopeful for the first time since we started this journey while we wait for this long process to play out. I’m currently waiting on all the administrative stuff before they ship my eggs. So I’ve got plenty of time on my hands.

So that leads me back to the issue - should I manifest a baby with a cute little infant cardigan or baby blanket, or would that be tempting the vengeful IVF gods?