My bf doesn't watch potn bc he says he doesn't have sexual desire. Can it change once he has his first time? He's a kinda innocent person but sometimes he asks me freaky stuff like biting him, leave hickeys on him or telling me he's excited (but since english is not his first language maybe he means giddy or idk). It's a long distance relationship (bc of college) so I can't really study his body language
Soooo, he went to sleep mid conversation and when I woke up this morning he sent other messages. I wanted to reply later since I had to study for an exam (the timing💔). I finally saw his text like 15 minutes ago and he said that it'll just hurt him to keep going with the relationship if I like girls too. He also said that he was also kinda disgusting about me having fictional crushes (animes, video games...) and also about the fact that I sometimes say freaky stuff about them 😭.
Apparently we're not compatible (he wanted to live with me gang💔). The only thing I said was that I was sorry to reply so late bc I had to study and he just said "u did well".
Fun fact: yesterday before he found out I was bi, I told him that I wasn't feeling mentally well the other day and I intentionny hurt myself. He said if I needed to talk, i could just talk to him 🤡
He knows about my mental health and about my habits of self harming when I'm feeling down and yet he decided to break up with me over NOTHING
So like I SH when I feel anxious and don't want to think about anything. I have a psychologist that I see since September but I have an appointment with another psychologist next week and idk if I should tell him about my SH since I'm getting more anxious