but trying to be smart about who “i choose” to love is so hard ahhh.. i want to be craved. i want to be adored. i want someone to be truly infatuated with me. i want somebody to think i’m worth it. i want to feel like somebody’s worth facing the best and the absolute worst that comes with a relationship. i want real love. i love love.
sometimes you really gotta decide for yourself it's the last time the universe gonna teach you that same lesson.
sometimes you just gotta accept people arent who you think they are and they do things that will disappoint you, but you arent the sole encouragement of these things.. you can only influence so much out of someone before they decide to be their own person. you are loved. you definitely have people who care. it just seems like the ones you want to care about you don't care to try.