Rust ruined my life (or so i think)
As i'm writing this post it's currently 03:51 in the morning and i feel very very empty. I spent most of the day playing rust and the excuse is that i broke 4 bones around my shoulder and i can't go to work or move actively (i'm 18), and now after i've got over 30k sulfur and one of the biggest bases in rust i've hit my goal somewhat but i genuinely cannot keep going with this, it has happened to me twice before i fell into a deep rabbit hole and i genuinely got so depressed i couldn't even wake up to brush my teeth. As i'm writing this sentence it's 03:55 already and i'm thinking even more about just quitting this game but it's a hate love relationship, i like the game but i fucking hate who it makes me. Please don't start playing this game and taking it seriously, ofcourse you can try but don't go further.
-Trix