u/802forever

I was curious if anyone has ever applied to any city in Johnson county Kansas and what did the time line of the entire hiring process look like , how strict are they when it comes to hiring , what was the environment like . Not asking for specific names ! Was just curious as if it’d be months upon months which I’m aware is typical for dispatching but depending the urgency and need of the department , it can be weeks . Curious because still applying / looking elsewhere

*TW* I hope everyone has a great week ❣️*TW*

I am currently struggling with a significant amount of anxiety from healing . I was in an extremely sexually , physically and emotionally abusive relationship from 2020 to the beginning of 2023. I began dating someone new , had to go to court for a restraining order do to him stalking . Court date was constantly pushed back , I ended up dropping it at the end of 2023 cause I couldn’t handle the waiting period for the court date . 2024 I began seeing a doctor for medication and starting to rebuy items ( I lost of stuff and not got back from him) and rebuilding my finances. 2025 I got a job in the career field I am pursing and now currently interviewing for a few better jobs in the same field . My hair is finally long again which has been since 2021 when I had attempted during my abusive relationship , was in the ICU for 8 eights and seized constantly due to complications from my attempt . Once I got out I had to chop my hair off cause it was a ratted knotted nest . For the past 6 years , I’ve been a completely different depressed anxiety paranoid ridden person and now I’m currently in a state of anxiety from somewhat feeling at ease ….. I am constantly giving myself migraines from anxiety and feeling uncomfortable that I don’t feel the constant need to be extremely depressed and paranoid . Obviously I’m not 100% healed , still struggle constantly but I feel like I can breathe for the first time in six years and feel like the person I was is finally coming back. Has anyone else experienced this? Has it gotten better ? I know I should be grateful but it feels so weird to feel safe and somewhat like the old me …. I want to rip my hair out cause my anxiety is so high and I’m needing to take my kolonopin more often because of this . Do you have any tips to help ease my frustration with feeling safe ? Thank you 🙏 ❤️‍🩹

*TW* I hope everyone has a great week ❣️*TW*

I am currently struggling with a significant amount of anxiety from healing . I was in an extremely sexually , physically and emotionally abusive relationship from 2020 to the beginning of 2023. I began dating someone new , had to go to court for a restraining order do to him stalking . Court date was constantly pushed back , I ended up dropping it at the end of 2023 cause I couldn’t handle the waiting period for the court date . 2024 I began seeing a doctor for medication and starting to rebuy items ( I lost of stuff and not got back from him) and rebuilding my finances. 2025 I got a job in the career field I am pursing and now currently interviewing for a few better jobs in the same field . My hair is finally long again which has been since 2021 when I had attempted during my abusive relationship , was in the ICU for 8 eights and seized constantly due to complications from my attempt . Once I got out I had to chop my hair off cause it was a ratted knotted nest . For the past 6 years , I’ve been a completely different depressed anxiety paranoid ridden person and now I’m currently in a state of anxiety from somewhat feeling at ease ….. I am constantly giving myself migraines from anxiety and feeling uncomfortable that I don’t feel the constant need to be extremely depressed and paranoid . Obviously I’m not 100% healed , still struggle constantly but I feel like I can breathe for the first time in six years and feel like the person I was is finally coming back. Has anyone else experienced this? Has it gotten better ? I know I should be grateful but it feels so weird to feel safe and somewhat like the old me …. I want to rip my hair out cause my anxiety is so high and I’m needing to take my kolonopin more often because of this . Do you have any tips to help ease my frustration with feeling safe ? Thank you 🙏 ❤️‍🩹