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Alright heyo you wonderful people, its me again trying to figure out my ap stuff and hopefully get more than 0 comments this time lol. So.. I have ap'd many times. As i rose my vibrations getting into spirituality i stopped having my sleep paralysis episode and one day with my vision went pitch white and i just ended up in my room 2 years ago and realised i can walk around conscious in my house in a dream?.. cut to present day i have had multiple aps also experiences with them. Usually these days i dont hit the vibration state, while thinking trying to go to sleep i just realise im not in the 3d anymore due to my hand being blury or movement being difficult. Now heres the main issue -> From day 1, i have always had family members being present in my ap (whoever is in the house) and they act weird and sometimes like turn negative or something, To the point where i somewhere lightly except/dread them spawning in which they do (probably because of my expectations) and i want advice on how to clear these thoughtforms and expectations out for good. Secondly, My aps dont last long and keep looping as in i keep getting pulled near my body but not inside of it. That prevents me from having any real freedom during one. In my most recent one i flew all the way up to see the universe - the stars the civilisations the galaxy but it hardly lasted 12-15 seconds before pulling me near my body again and eventually as i travelled out, inside my body.
Tldr: How do i stabilize my ap so i can travel around for atleast a while without being immediately pulled near my body and on a experience loop till i finally wake up in my body. 2) How do i clear some conscious expectations or dread of having weird thoughtforms of my family everytime i walk out of my room

Alright heyo you wonderful people, its me again trying to figure out my ap stuff and hopefully get more than 0 comments this time lol. So.. I have ap'd many times. As i rose my vibrations getting into spirituality i stopped having my sleep paralysis episode and one day with my vision went pitch white and i just ended up in my room 2 years ago and realised i can walk around conscious in my house in a dream?.. cut to present day i have had multiple aps also experiences with them. Usually these days i dont hit the vibration state, while thinking trying to go to sleep i just realise im not in the 3d anymore due to my hand being blury or movement being difficult. Now heres the main issue -> From day 1, i have always had family members being present in my ap (whoever is in the house) and they act weird and sometimes like turn negative or something, To the point where i somewhere lightly except/dread them spawning in which they do (probably because of my expectations) and i want advice on how to clear these thoughtforms and expectations out for good. Secondly, My aps dont last long and keep looping as in i keep getting pulled near my body but not inside of it. That prevents me from having any real freedom during one. In my most recent one i flew all the way up to see the universe - the stars the civilisations the galaxy but it hardly lasted 12-15 seconds before pulling me near my body again and eventually as i travelled out, inside my body.
Tldr: How do i stabilize my ap so i can travel around for atleast a while without being immediately pulled near my body and on a experience loop till i finally wake up in my body. 2) How do i clear some conscious expectations or dread of having weird thoughtforms of my family everytime i walk out of my room

1 year post op of spinal fusion (t4-l1), I was expected to start going to school and normal life in a month but couldnt i felt like somethings wrong , i wasnt pushing enough. I made a post here asking about peoples general timeline of going back to normal. People said it took them 6 months, and it did take me around that time as well. For what its worth it really put me at ease knowing more people couldnt hit that that recovery timeline and had very similar ones to mine

Can you use the computers of anna centennary library for watching lectures online by pairing it up with your airpods/wired headphones or is it just a e-library facility for members of the library?

Hey yall, (apologising in prior for a long message but i basically wrote down my entire story wrt to ap, and ive been needing to get it out) So of background one day randomly i had a experience of sleep paralysis like my consciousness was being dragged somewhere i saw random things and i spooked out, i calmed down when i did a quick google search and found a actual phenomena and stuff, but long story short it continued for 2 years straight i would have multiple episodes in a single day multiple times it become very unplesant it wasnt like the first experience it would genuinely either be spooky or uncomfortable but occasionally very rarely i would manage to have somewhat of a pleasant experience anyways they wouldnt last for more than a minute usually but very often than not loop, it would be a struggle to finally break free. I got used it to it but it wasnt pleasant then on a random day i found someone talking about how sleep paralysis is a exit for something called astral projection and its more of a gift it was the first time someone wasnt talking in a negative sense abt sleep paralysis. That was the time i was getting spiritual as well, so as i believed in spirituality and expanded my awareness more and more sleep paralysis just stopped on their own one day some shift happened and ever since then (a year) i only have random ap projections where i just wake up in my room, Now heres the problem feel free to ignore the upper portion, Its very unstable, i still loop, i cant stay within a ap for more than a few seconds or a few times ive created portals or fly far away it would turn into a movie/dream where im conscious and reacting. The internal teleportation for whatever reason doesnt work. Moment is very sticky like pushing through and sometimes its smooth for short burts, imagining movement works better than doing it. I always see thought forms of my family members speaking or randomly my eyes cutting to them speaking something like a movie. Some people have suggested it might be the etheric plane but i wake up in that plane and it doesnt seem like i can ever have full freedom of exploration. The only time i was ever able to visit the 'pure astral' was when i fully believed mind=just as real as what u can see from senses, and thought of myself visiting but still then i couldnt see anything except a single glimpse and very quickly got pulled away. I just really wanna be free and explore the pretty astral without being pulled back

Hey yall, (apologising in prior for a long message but i basically wrote down my entire story wrt to ap, and ive been needing to get it out) So of background one day randomly i had a experience of sleep paralysis like my consciousness was being dragged somewhere i saw random things and i spooked out, i calmed down when i did a quick google search and found a actual phenomena and stuff, but long story short it continued for 2 years straight i would have multiple episodes in a single day multiple times it become very unplesant it wasnt like the first experience it would genuinely either be spooky or uncomfortable but occasionally very rarely i would manage to have somewhat of a pleasant experience anyways they wouldnt last for more than a minute usually but very often than not loop, it would be a struggle to finally break free. I got used it to it but it wasnt pleasant then on a random day i found someone talking about how sleep paralysis is a exit for something called astral projection and its more of a gift it was the first time someone wasnt talking in a negative sense abt sleep paralysis. That was the time i was getting spiritual as well, so as i believed in spirituality and expanded my awareness more and more sleep paralysis just stopped on their own one day some shift happened and ever since then (a year) i only have random ap projections where i just wake up in my room, Now heres the problem feel free to ignore the upper portion, Its very unstable, i still loop, i cant stay within a ap for more than a few seconds or a few times ive created portals or fly far away it would turn into a movie/dream where im conscious and reacting. The internal teleportation for whatever reason doesnt work. Moment is very sticky like pushing through and sometimes its smooth for short burts, imagining movement works better than doing it. I always see thought forms of my family members speaking or randomly my eyes cutting to them speaking something like a movie. Some people have suggested it might be the etheric plane but i wake up in that plane and it doesnt seem like i can ever have full freedom of exploration. The only time i was ever able to visit the 'pure astral' was when i fully believed mind=just as real as what u can see from senses, and thought of myself visiting but still then i couldnt see anything except a single glimpse and very quickly got pulled away.
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