im 18f i dont rlly know what to do all the suicide hotlines i call dont work here and everytime i cry to my parents about how i want to kill myself they dont take me seriously so i rlly dont know what to do, i was gonna do it tonight but one of my friends convinced me not to
i dont even think anyones going to read this but i dont have anyone to talk to but basically ive struggled with depression for the last 4 years and i cant even recall the amount of times ive attempted and the only thing that gave me purpose was being able to make a fresh start from myself nad leaving my fucking family where i cant wear anything i want where my entire life is just to get married off i cant go anywhere i want i cant hangout with whoever i want i cant do fucking anything because theres always a fucking problem ive just been going to the same 3 fucking spots around this city my whole life and finally knowing that i could leave my school where all they did was make fun andbully everyone basically and complain about everything and make fun of me and i struggled to make friends becasue i didnt wanna be around people who were so fucking negative all the time. i used going out to study abroad for uni as a form of "purpose' for me to see if things will get better for me by that time. i got in everywhere i applied got the grades got everything. got my accomodation my classes everything. i just feel like a fucking idiot because im supposed to leave in 2 weeks and the ircc made a mistake with my study permit and withdrew my application. so i dont have a fucking visa to get there in time now!!! ive applied to reconsider but havent heard anything back. im sick of being positive and having hope for things when its been YEARS and nothings gotten better. im just watching all the people in my grade get to leave to whereever they wanted while im stuck here again. for another 3 years. i feel like im chained im so sick of being alive. i dont have anyone to talk to i dont know what to do anymore. i cant even defer becasue my fucking parents think its dumb because theyre going to give me everything i want here but i know its because they just want to keep controlling me here.
the ircc wrongfully withdrew my application for my study permit after i had to wait for 6 and a half weeks (applied june 25) due to a "missing PAL" but i submitted my valid CAQ. i was told by mcgill iss that it was definitely a mistake and to just submit webforms and i could do another application if i wanted to but there's no point because i would have to wait for 6 weeks as thats the current processing time in the uae. i have heard nothing from the webform its been 4 days i know its not even been that long but ive just gotten those automated responses so far and i do not know what to do im just so stressed and wanted to see if theres other ways to get it done so i can be in montreal by aug 31
the ircc wrongfully withdrew my application for my study permit after i had to wait for 6 and a half weeks (applied june 25) due to a "missing PAL" but i submitted my valid CAQ. i was told by mcgill iss that it was definitely a mistake and to just submit webforms and i could do another application if i wanted to but there's no point because i would have to wait for 6 weeks as thats the current processing time in the uae. i have heard nothing from the webform its been 4 days i know its not even been that long but ive just gotten those automated responses so far and i do not know what to do im just so stressed and wanted to see if theres other ways to get it done so i can be in montreal by aug 31
The ircc told me they withdrew my application due to a missing caq/pal (i checked for any errors, all the info was accurate) when i literally submitted it twice within my application and i can clearly see that im at a loss for words because this was after me waiting for 6 and a half weeks thx what do i even do now
why do ppl keep downvoting these posts wallah ur fat
I applied for mine on the 25th of june from the UAE where the processing time is 5 weeks. Im about to touch 6 weeks and move in weekend for my uni is on the 22nd and 23rd and im getting super stressed because a lot of my friends got their permits and i dont know why i havent heard back lol and i need to book flights for everything and prepare for my dorm and actually process it idk what to do
Planning on econ major and minoring in stats