Struggling with people- I like the unavailable ones, am uninterested in most other people, and I can’t make inroads to get into the inner circle with anyone. Should I leave Los Angeles?
37F, single. Limited time in a day- i already spend 8+ hours a day working a career I frankly hate reporting to people i hate even more. I’m trying to make friends but the people i meet already have established social circles, there’s nowhere for me to fit in. It feels like everyone in Los Angeles has people except me. I think I’m ready to leave and go back to Ohio. At least I’ll have family which, as disappointing as they are, will give me the occasional human contact I need. I’m from Ohio but I feel like I’ve changed so much in the last 5 years that I’m afraid I’ll get back to Ohio and still feel like an outcast with noone around