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Not including Modern Witch and The Antique Anatomy Tarot which I hid in a box, and forgot where they are, because I live with a Christian who doesn't tolerate such things.

I am very proud of my collection because reading tarot is a serious part of my spiritual practice and I am even starting to delve into cartomancy and have at least one Lenormand deck (to the left of Deviant Moon). Even though I've dabbled in tarot for years I consider myself a beginner still. I use RWS to study and I hope to get a traditional Marseilles deck to do the same. They have really helped my intuition, improved my relationship with Spirit which, in accordance with therapy, is healing the way I think about myself.

The decks I want most urgently are:

Tenebrae Tarot

True Black

Terra Volatile

The Matronua

1. 5 of swords 2. 3 of wands 3. high priestess 4. 5 of cups

I also drew clarifiers for the 3 of wands: The Hermit and the high priestess: The Sun

Originally I interpreted this as I have a tendency to beat myself (5 of swords) up which triggers my avoidance and causes me to look elsewhere (3 of wands) and as a result of my avoidance, I don't study which causes me to not know the material ( high priestess) resulting in becoming demoralized (5 of cups).

But the clarifiers made me think that the cards are telling me the 3 of wands expand my horizons which will involve deep study (hermit) and the high priestess will involve the acquisition of deeper knowledge and enlightenment (the sun). But I need to push past the 5 of cups initially because it will be challenging.

What do you think?

1. 5 of swords 2. 3 of wands 3. high priestess 4. 5 of cups

I also drew clarifiers for the 3 of wands: The Hermit and the high priestess: The Sun

Originally I interpreted this as I have a tendency to beat myself (5 of swords) up which triggers my avoidance and causes me to look elsewhere (3 of wands) and as a result of my avoidance, I don't study which causes me to not know the material ( high priestess) resulting in becoming demoralized (5 of cups).

But the clarifiers made me think that the cards are telling me the 3 of wands expand my horizons which will involve deep study (hermit) and the high priestess will involve the acquisition of deeper knowledge and enlightenment (the sun). But I need to push past the 5 of cups initially because it will be challenging.

What do you think?