Instantly improved my PnL by quitting
Just a fact of the matter. Not everybody is made for this.
I gave it an honest run. Learned a strategy, journaled my trades learned what move markets and the truth about what makes prices tick.
But for whatever reason, I just didn't have the discipline or the correct information i guess.
So, after 18 months and 10s of thousands in evals without even 1 payout, I had to call it quits and start digging myself out of debt. Maybe I'll come back one day, but a word to the wise: don't hurt yourself financially for this shit. It isn't worth it, even if you make money eventually.
Sure, there are some anomalies out there who will crush it after a few months, but for most people, you're just somebody else's liquidity.
But hey, my pnl vastly improved once I stopped blowing evals and I can finally make it through life without needing to use a credit card to survive.
If you know, you know..... be honest with yourself about what you're doing and don't let anyone tell you you're just not working hard enough...... there's no shame in walking away when you know you should.