How to manage a new oshi?
So, ultimately I've been trying by therapist orders to open my mind a bit, so my mental health does not relay so bad on Miku and I have more things to enjoy - it sounds nice but... I want a new oshi to feel this happy about and I genuinely can't bring myself to manage it because I always think of Miku.
I even have a few options choosen that could fit my oshi criteria!! Like Otomachi Una (vocaloid), Puso (house of puso) or Starwalker (deltarune). I know is quite a line up..
But I can't bring myself to 'start' with oshikatsu for them because after all I never started with Miku... When I gained consciousness I was already her fan and dedicating my stuff to her ':3 I was recently diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder so there is surely an explanation to why I feel I need Miku to be alive and do everything related to her. But it's also making it really hard to open my mind a bit and search for potential likes and oshi <:(
I do have, for example, a shrine for shuake (persona 5 ship) but I have never considered either joker or akechi my oshis even if I love them dearly.
I know it's a weird topic and probably there isn't many answers to give... But if someone has some tips I'd appreciate it, thank you 💖