

Cute lil 8$ knife I got
I don’t usually buy any blades, but it’s so cute imo. Sorry for the different lighting I flash gets on randomly


I don’t usually buy any blades, but it’s so cute imo. Sorry for the different lighting I flash gets on randomly
Sometimes I feel happy when someone tells me my cuts or scars are bad. Like my teacher told me I needed to cover up my scars because they might trigger other students. I don’t want to cover up, but at the same time I like that they aren’t like invisible or anything. I’m going to cover up because well it’s my teacher, but tbh I wouldn’t if the teacher didn’t say anything. Or once when I was in a php program, one of the nurses said my cut I did was pretty deep. I don’t know why, it feels validating when anyone says things like that.
For about the whole of last week, I was cutting everyday. My mom found some blood on my jeans the other day, and she told me if I relapse again she’s going to take me to the mental hospital. My brother was in was in the mental hospital before for hurting my parents because of his schizophrenia. He told me it was bad there, but I’m not sure since I would be going for different reasons. But I don’t know why she didn’t just talk to me, when she threatened the mental hospital she didn’t even tell me she knew I was self harming, she just told me I’d go if I relapsed again. It kind of annoys me, since when I had suicidal thoughts she just took me to a php program, not even then a mental hospital.