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19M. This is my 2nd drop for NEET and as the exam is approaching the anxiety inside me is also building up. Today i got very bad score in a mock test it broke me, i packed my bag and went to my home immediately but on the the way i kept thinking how i wasted 2 years of my life and ton of my parent's money and started feeling my heart rate go up and was struggling to breath but somehow reached home as i entered my father asked me why am i home early and i could stop myself, suddenly tears started rolling down my cheeks as i cover my face with both my hands my father kept asking me what happened ? but there was so much i don't know where to start i kept crying for like 30 min and he continuously asked me what happened did someone say something or did i get in a fight ? but i couldn't tell him the whole truth that i'm gay and keeping it hidden & thinking abt my future is the main thing & the NEET pressure is just a spark that brought all of the piled up emotions to the surface. In the end i told him that i don't think that i'll make it and he was very supportive although he kept asking is this the only thing or are there any other thing bothering you ? I wanted to tell him my secret but me coming from a muslim family can have unexpected reaction and i ultimately said no, nothing else is bothering me. But i hope to come out one day probably when i'm financially independent.

hello everyone i'm thinking of picking a career that would make it feasible for me to move abroad preferably germany i have two options

1- Do bsc from biology/life sciences/biotech whilst learning german and join masters programme in germany and then work towards a phd or jobs there.

2-do Bsc nursing whilst learning german and then apply for ausbildung nursing

I know the economy is currently stagnant but i want to choose a path with is more stable and more chances of getting a job as I'll be completing my bachelors in 2029

I Also want to know if situation gets tough and i can't do masters from abroad which degree will help me earn bread & butter in india ?

my_qualifications :12th passout

hello everyone i'm thinking of picking a career that would make it feasible for me to move abroad preferably germany i have two options

1- Do bsc from biology/life sciences/biotech whilst learning german and join masters programme in germany and then work towards a phd or jobs there.

2-do Bsc nursing whilst learning german and then apply for ausbildung nursing

I know the economy is currently stagnant but i want to choose a path with is more stable and more chances of getting a job as I'll be completing my bachelors in 2029 . i know you need a blocked account for masters and i have enough funds for that.

I Also want to know if situation gets tough and i can't do masters from abroad which degree will help me earn bread & butter in india ?

my_qualifications :12th passout

hello everyone i'm thinking of picking a career that would make it feasible for me to move abroad preferably germany i have two options

1- Do bsc from biology/life sciences/biotech whilst learning german and join masters programme in germany and then work towards a phd or jobs there.

2-do Bsc nursing whilst learning german and then apply for ausbildung nursing

I know the economy is currently stagnant but i want to choose a path with is more stable and more chances of getting a job as I'll be completing my bachelors in 2029 . i know you need a blocked account for masters and i have enough funds for that.

my_qualifications :12th passout