
Cheers !
Went to the bar by myself because I was bored! So cheers, I got a blue moon.

Went to the bar by myself because I was bored! So cheers, I got a blue moon.
I live near the beach so my boyfriend and I got up at 4:30 to be at the beach during first light. We took a cold plunge and had a photoshoot. I knew I was going to quit my job but decided to just send it while I was sitting there by the ocean. It felt like the right time. So I did it and then maybe 10 minutes later I get up to go find my boyfriend who went on a walk and I see a deer running on the beach going to the waves and I see another closer to the sand dunes just keeping watch. I tried to get as close as possible without disturbing to get some pictures of them I ended up getting two videos. It just felt like an omen that I did the right thing. Idk how to explain it but it genuinely made my heart swell and I felt so at peace with life and my decisions thus far just with that view that I had in front of me.
I tried to add the video I got and it wouldn’t let me but here’s a picture I got after one returned from the ocean.
I don’t have insurance before anyone else says they can’t because of it. I’m 24 and I noticed my body being sluggish and hurting. I got a rash pop up on my neck out of nowhere so I went into the ER because I don’t have insurance. I have shingles at the age of 24. Usually people don’t get it until their 50s. I am so beyond stressed and burnt out that my body is now retaliating against me basically. Please please please take breaks. There is no specific timeline to life, don’t overly stress yourself out like I did. I am now going to have to find a new job because the one I have caused this.
Chipotle in my car after the hospital
I’m 24, literally just 24 years old and I have shingles. The stress of my life and job has now caused me to break out in shingles. This is so painful and I didn’t even know I could get it this young so please listen to your body when you’re feeling burnt out and not the best. Take breaks. It’s okay. I didn’t listen and now I have shingles
I still get the urge to binge a lot and I have food noise, the only thing is that I am just not physically able to do it. I’ll get super super full really quickly and if I overeat I feel like sick. I would feel sick before zep but it’s different in how my stomach feels now. Idk how to explain it. I don’t end up bingeing because my body kind of stops it but the mentality is still there. Idk if I’m explaining this well enough but this is to the best of my ability.
It genuinely pisses me off so much because what do you mean you’re against feminism, every single right you have has been given to you by the women that fought tooth and nail to have it. Like driving a car, having a bank account, wearing freaking pants, having a job, being able to press charges against your husband for marital rape, voting, the rights to initiate a divorce, just the fact that laws against domestic violence and sexual harassment were even made, simply getting an education, there are so many things that our predecessors fought for, for us to have the lives we live, and you’re going to say you’re not a feminist. Fuck you.
I know that misandry and feminism get confused a lot, but I personally believe that more women should be misandrist and men aren’t lonely enough and if you’re pick me enough to denounce the movement that gave you the rights that you have in this country (USA) then fuck you too.
Food: sushi my feminist boyfriend got us.
If I don’t finish the song then it will never leave my head and I can’t wear headphones. These residents here don’t appreciate my music like I do :( so out loud is not a choice unfortunately